Watch the brake lights

This might be my last chance So maybe I should take it I just hope you're listening To everything I'm saying I miss the long drives, the car rides The bad fights, the good times The way you make me feel Will never leave my mind Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone

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Written on: Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Time: 3:10 PM

omg. my muscles ache like dont know what lor! tsk tsk. all my dad's fault. hmph. went JOGGING at night. blehs. yesterday was 8.30 pm today was 8.05 pm. say what must exercise to burn fats. is like hur. i burn some more i will like turn into what lor! tsk tsk. okay. maybe i should thank him (: haha. then during the jog he was like oh enjoy. just relax. haha. hats so dumb. haha. shan't talk more about the dumb jog SESSIONS he gave me. haha. its pointless to sandy png (:

yeah. tmr im going out tan tianhui to watch movie then eat lunch then later go back to SCHOOL :( tsk tsk. haha. suppose to go out for the whole day tmr lor! then sheena phuaaaa... eeyer. tsk lor. heh. nvm im nice (: we shall go out another day and she's coming my house (: like finally. haha. and she's asking me to make a blogskin. haha.

anw. im real tired. so good night (:


Written on: Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Time: 6:33 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIANHUI! <3 haha.

oh so sad. granny went to my cousin's house again :( haha. i wanted to wait for her to return from her wedding dinner yesterday night but i didnt survive. haha. i was rolling on my bed waiting her her and UNFORTUNATELY i fell asleep. haha. oh yes. another reason i waited to stay up was to send tianhui a BIRTHDAY sms at 12.01 am. haha! thats dumb but :) i tried that many times but failed EVERYTIME. but i still sent her a birthday sms at 5.03 am :) and by failing so many times i can conclude this mission is VERY impossible for sandy. or maybe i should go for a few sessions of trng and then this will be possible for me :) yes. maybe i should sign up. haha. okay thats dumb.

my dad is leaving for suzhou this week. from 1 dec to 10 dec. sobs. oh then sheena will DARE to come my house! haha. i shall ask her later :) then we shall EAT and WATCH k-dramas? oh well. haha. im finally 40 kg. thats a miracle :) haha.

tmr i have to go back to school for meeting AGAIN. its like the things we wanna get done will never be done. haha. then on wednesday im going out :) with sheena and tianhui. haha. then we can buy stuffs and eat stuffs :) hope we will be able to go lar. unless for some last minute stuffs. haha.

and my father made me and brother write CHINESE COMPO today! omg. thats very unhealthy but nvm i survived. haha. i finished later then my brother but he was told to re-write cos it was not logical. and the topic is HOW TO BE ONE WHO IS LIKED BY OTHERS. what a topic! but nvm as i said i survived. and im so proud of myself cos i wrote TWO pages. TWO pages okay. for this kind of topic :D haha.

i finally REPAIR my msn messenger. it has got some problem but haha. nvm its being repaired by sandy. now worries :D haha. yinghui still laugh at me. hmph. haha. nothing is impossible :) yeah. haha.

okay i shall go and water the plants now :) they're so healthy under my care! :D


Written on: Monday, November 28, 2005
Time: 4:59 AM

oh yeah. SHEENA PHUA is finally back (: haha. if she can make it we're going out on a SHOPPING SPREE tmr with tianhui (: and tmr's tianhui's birthday! ((: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIANHUI <3! and its PINK in colour ((: different shades of pink (: haha. its nice. thanks tianhui (: haha.

lalala. im VERY bored at home. someone save me! haha. my brother and mom went out. muahas. so peaceful at home without my brother. and my granny's going for a wedding dinner tonight. eeyer. i'll be so lonely then. haha. nvm i'll entertain myself then. PATHETIC.

ohoh. and i SOMEHOW was able to actually hear SCOTT's voice ytd (: though it was noisy but i was attentive. haha. eva's nice ((:

ah. i have to return mel wee her wzbqw vcd by tmr (: deadline was created by me though. haha. nvm i will finish it today since i so bored. rah.

and i have to go back to school on tuesday for camp meeting. my PRETTY PRETTY scarf! haha. i'll get to see my connected-bonders! haha. renice and olivia are afraid of me. and renice keeps saying she's straight. oh well. im circle? cos being too straight you'll bang the wall somehow (: haha. dumbdumb.

okay. short post (:


Written on: Sunday, November 27, 2005
Time: 10:20 AM

oh im so bored. haha. my cousin's are at my house today (: the guys are like fighting in my room? hmph. haha. nvm (: haha. they can fight all they wan. and my uncle is talking about what tiger eat leopard and leopard eat tiger. haha. cos they're watching animal planet and its featuring about a family having baby loepards and tigers. so cute (: haha. and they drink milk from milk bottles. and there's this bulldog thats SNORING when asleep! omg. haha.

oh yeah. SHEENA PHUAAA is coming back today! ((: haha. yays. then we can go on a shopping spree together VERY SOON (: haha. and we can also watch JUST LIKE HEAVEN with tianhui (: haha. tianhui! my proposal :D haha. a proposal which has the timetable on what we're going to do on the day that we go out. haha. what a proposal. i wanna go airport and fetch SHEENA PHUAAA :( but i dont know what time she's arriving. haha.

haha. i saw eva's sms today morning at 5.20 am. haha. i just happen to wake up so i replied. then she was on her way to school for trng and she was like. you wake up so early ah. haha. thats not sandy. sandy is one who sleeps till eleven or twelve if not for schools. wahas. then we were smsing then she suddenly said she lost her way. haha. told her to take to kap then back then she say very far from kap. haha. but in the end she's not harmed. haha. so cute (:

HAHAHA! i just went to check how many tongues[s] does a giraffe have. haha. it's lame but my uncle told me to check cos my cousin said a giraffe has TWO tongues. oh well. haha.

okay. my cousin's pestering me to play with her now. haha. bye (:


Written on: Saturday, November 26, 2005
Time: 12:01 PM

today was ny open house. i went there at like 7.30am? omg. thats like early lar. nvm we are supposed to reach there at that time. the open hosue was BORING. totally. i had nothing to do most of the time. er. haha. shant talk about open house. and yeah. yenjin's NOT transferring anymore! (: didnt take lunch until three. luckily my gastric didnt fa zhuo haha. waited for tianhui to be RELEASED fom band. muahas. haha. then went KAP for lunch. haha. me tianhui and yenjin (: haha. mac chicken burger without chicken! haha. how fun. okay nvm. um. then later went back and lydia boarded the bus from ny gate. then all three of them alighted together leaving me alone. wah. okay nvm i can survive on my own! :D wahas. omg. im VERY EGO today esp at home. haha. my family almost went crazy because i was over-ego. haha. so fun! haha. yeah! sheena phuaaaaa is finally returning tmr! haha. and if she and i can make it, we're going out with tianhui and monday which is also tianhui's birthday (: haha. watch movie and buy LOTS of stuff (: oh and eva got me a cow soft toy (x loves. lalala. okay. short post indeed (: im very tired after one day in school. bleh.

TODAY'S A NICE DAY (:


Written on: Friday, November 25, 2005
Time: 12:09 PM

hohoho. my granny's back from my cousin's house! :) yeah. haha. but she might have to go back tmr if the stupid painter goes down again tmr. aww. haha. nvm. i can call her every single day :) haha. granny's nice nice and still nice :) haha. omg. i miss sheena phua! :( eeyer. but oh well. she's coming back in two days' time! :) haha. i miss sheena and i bet she miss me too! haha. hope that she writes the letter :) heh. okay short post but nvm it's the second one :) haha. im hardworking today. lalaa.


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Time: 8:53 AM

lala. im so bored :) heh. im in the library with yenjin now. haha! and her specs just broke! haha! im evil. haha. the screw dropped out and she wearing her specs by just joining them together. but it still drops. haha. so funny. and now she's staring her blogger template. haha. dumbdumb. and she's asking me if she should delete A PERSON's link when THAT PERSON has alrd deleted her blog. haha. obviously she should delete and now she says she wants THAT PERSON's name on her blog. haha. dumbdumb :) and she's laughing non-stop! omg. so irritating. okay im not going to bother about her anymore. haha.

today went to GIANT wih ms ng to do marketing. amanda, anning and tenille made me sit at the front seat with ms ng. haha. okay but in the way back i sat at the backseat. ms ng has alot of soft toys and cushions in her car. haha. all the soft toys are pigs. haha. and we asked her if she was born in the year of pig and she said yes. haha. then we started calculating her age and stuff. haha. the journey was fun. then in GIANT ms ng taught us how to buy groceries and stuff. haha. a lesson learnt. haha.

now yenjin is looking at the keyboard and monitor so closely. haha. dumbdumb. om both of us just cant stop laughing. oh. yays. eva's sister will be coming to ny! lala. she's got to come to 106 :) so i can write letters to her MORE EASILY. aha. thats dumb. but yar. thats sandy :) haha. joking. yenjin looks so cute without her specs. aunty yenjin :) haha. and she asked me who is the happiest person on earth. haha. dumbdumb. of course its sandy! :) haha.

in ten minutes' time tianhui is going to be released from band! yays. then we can go home together :) and her birthday is coming! haha. tmr's open house. and i think i have to be school like by 7.30? omg. that's early. haha. nvm. hope i wont be late :) okay. got to edit some stuffs and leave soon :) haha. byes!


Written on: Monday, November 21, 2005
Time: 5:02 AM

sorry people. i've got no mood to blog :D haha. promise i'll blog a longer one another day. sorry (:


Written on: Friday, November 18, 2005
Time: 5:14 AM

haha. today's meeting was damn funny. we were at the staircase the bench there then renice and i complained about the mosquitoes so we moved to the canteen. then olivia came and complained it was too warm so we went to the library and we were laughing all the time. and in the end no work was done. or maybe some? haha. my dad took out piggy banks and emptied them. then gave me and my brother those money (: haha. after changing them into notes i will not be broke anymore. haha. add up to a total of arnd a few hundred. heh. but they'll be gone in no time. bleh. haha. im rotting at home. rahaas.


Written on: Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Time: 6:58 AM

haha. i just scared yenjin by greeting her on msn. wahaas. yenjin says im enthu! wahaas. i said happy good morning. lol. whats that. nvm as long as she gets it. whees. i wanna go to school! to study or play. whatever. i just wanna go back x( haha. dumbdumb. i miss school. nvm im going o thursday. bleh. i miss school. heh. im mad.

oh yes. eva if you happen to see this be happy. cos sandy is congratulating you and claudia for getting married. yes. go for a honeymoon eh. yes that'll be very fun. haha. i might get you guys a present. a present for getting married. oh how fun (:

okay. allyssa, i cant think of anything. maybe i'll do it the next time. sorry. heh.

oh i shall end here. im rotting at home. ROT ROT ROT! and then disappear from the world! x(


Written on: Monday, November 14, 2005
Time: 7:15 AM

oh haas. im FINALLY blogging. my blog's navigation has got something wrong. eeyer. okay i have not been blogging for so long cos i was too lazy. heh. watched sad love story half way. ITS SO NICE! i started watching it before the eoys and now im STILL watching. wahaas. maybe cos i was busy. oh haha. how busy can i get. okay. nvm im gonna finish watching it ASAP. cried even when im watching the first episode. haha. sheena too! (x yays. sheena is coming over one day and we're gonna watch shows eat and play. wahaas. i love my twinnie! whees. okay and qianwen finally got a blog. wahaas. mommy (x haas. wah. trng next week. and im gonna die with all my muscle aches. okay i've decided to repair my blog first before blogging more IN FUTURE (: haha. now i can officially declare that sandy has updated her blog! yays. *claps claps. haha. im dumb. im eating pizza tonight. wahaas. and im gonna fight with my brother again. and im gonna take all the packets of cheese away. muahaas. im evil (: okay byes!


Written on: Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Time: 6:27 AM

haha. sheena is pestering me to go with her for tonight's choral and drama night. wah. sorry sheena but i dont feel like going. im like sick or something :( heh. sorry and yes sheena, i know im important to you x) haha. and you said im important since i entered your life. wahaas. mushy mushy. okay la but sorry i dont wanna go. okay la. sorry and haha.

oh ytd for the fundraising, 106 raised the most amt of money. and i know i didnt help >< haha. sorry people. we raised arnd $167? haha. okay. at first i reached school rushed off to kap's cold storage with lianghui and qianwen. haha. we were like mad women la! after that realised we didnt buy salt and stuff then went to coro's ntuc to get those stuff and hurhur. we were officially broke! muahas. then went back to school. um saw eva then we went to find her sister at the hall. wahaas. lydia! x) oh i prefer the name kaiyun ((: haha. then we went to the ghost-able toilet together to wait for eva's sister to shower cos eva says her sister stinks after volleyball trng. hah. that toilet has ghosts! wahh. and then eva went to buy a drink leaving me alone in the toilet with her sister where her sister is showering. scary toilet. bleh. and yes her sister showers fast. heh. cos i was complaining outside that there's ghost? haha. joking. okay then after that they went upstairs to get something and i went back outside the audi. heh.

then eh. forgot what happened :D bad memory. after that went into the audi to watch the performance. heh. i was sitting beside eva's sister. whees (: the performance was okay la. heh. after performance on the way home lianghui called me and told me that the fryer was missing. LOL. and its charis'. the thing just went missing like that. haha.

and on the way home i was so quiet and sad that sheena thought there's something wrong with me. haha. bleh. sadsadsad x( hah. so dumb la. okay then i went home to sleep (: sleeping is good and fun. haha.


Written on: Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Time: 5:26 AM

the sun is shining brightly on the beautiful earth! wahaas. im mad. haha. this is basically cos im happy today. being happy is fun. yays! haha. oh im meeting my dearest twinnie sheena in about an hours' time. haha. how fun. we're going to buy chocolates together again. whees. haha. and the ROSES are troublesome. haha. the pink is sweet (: im stoning at home again waiting to get out. haha. im gonna decompose even more if i continue like this. haha. i have 18 roses with me now. wahaas. its so peaceful at home with my brother in school. muahas. hope our fundraising goes well tonight. bleh. haha. we're suppose to sell both nuggets and fries but haha. dont know what happened and now we're only selling fries. wahaas. dumbdumb. tralaas. oh yes. happy birthday anying (: heh. okay. `wo jiu ci ting bi le. wahaas. byes! :D


Written on: Monday, November 07, 2005
Time: 2:43 PM

im so happy! gosh. wahaas. okay im so bored. and my mommy and brother are watching some stupid badminton match and they are grumbling about the person who is like reporting some stuff. noisy people! haha. i can see smiles in the dark blue sky! (x wahaas. wonders! haha. gosh im so happy. and i just sent a smile-able msg to eva :D wahaas. smiles! (: its nice to be happy! heh. whees. eva's sister is going for tmr's choral and drama night! which means i can see her (: hopefully. haha. im dumb. dumbdumb! (x haha. um. i ate lots of ice-cream today and im eating again. haha. ice-cream (: nice nice ice-cream! (x wahaas. now they're watching some dumb commercial and my mommy is laughing non-stop. then my brother is like: why you laugh. tell me. tell me why you laugh. tell me. haha. dumb. but laughing is good for health! (x oh and im so prooud of myself. i cleared my sec one files and books just now ((: whees. they're nicely in a box now. but there're still ALOT of stuffs arnd. gosh. haha. then later i wont know what to do with that stupid box. argh. but nvm. the problem will be solved when the time comes. yays! haha. so be happy now (: wahaas. sheena and melissa know how messy my room is. think they should know la. haha. i must be prepared against them in future. in case they pop up at my door again like the last time. wahaas. when my mommy go and open the door, the three of them will start laughing. lol. dumb people. haha. maybe i should move house then they'll embarrass themselves if they do that again. wahaas. okay im dumb. um yes. sheena my dear twinnie! my letter (x wahaas. my letter box? whees. its fun to find a letter in there! (x but dont think you'll ever get the letter in cos the dont know what thing is locked. aww. but i want my letter x( haha. and my chocs! >< haha.my feet is so cold now for no reason. the night is cold but nvm i see smiles in the sky so i'll feel warmer! whees. im so crap. nvm since this post is meant to be a crap post (: haha. SMILE! SAY CHEESE! (: wahaas. tmr im going with sheena to northpoint to get anying her present. haha. wanted to get her chocs but nvm lets see what we can find tmr (: haha. im watching some stupid prog again and im laughing non-stop. haha. my dumb brother doesnt want to sleep though he has school tmr. and now he says he can go to school and sleep tmr. how dumb can he get. haha. okay. im ending here ((: good night! and yes smile when you sleep (: haha! im crap.

*i can see smiles everywhere; what about you?


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Time: 9:02 AM

BORED! im so bored at home. gosh and moreover the weather is like so humid. haha. shall not let the stupid weather affect my mood (: haha. went to order roses today with mommy. pink roses! whees. haha. i helped sheena order too. she ordered eight and i ordered ten. haha. ten seems alot but nvm. haha. cos the lady asked me how many you want. then my mommy was like eight? ten? five? then i said ten. haha. ytd went to the salon with my mommy. i waited there for arnd three to four hours just for her to dye her hair. wash do treatment and stuffs. and i spent my time looking arnd the salon. haha. and sms-ing melissa wee. wahaas. was arguing the whole time with her about eva and weiyi. haha. eva's cuter than weiyi. wahaas. i'll change my like for you into my love for eva and you'll change your like for me into your love for weiyi. haha. dumbdumb. in conclusion. eva is nicer than weiyi. i mean weiyi is nice also la (: heh. tmr gotta go back to ny for fundraising. yays! 206 is performing! wahaas. im looking forward to the performance (x patricia gaomin judy wenshi! (x whees. haha. olivia rachel and meiting! ((: haha. lalala~ tmr im going to school with sheena AGAIN! yays! i love sheena (x peaceful journey with the music playing. haha. it rhymes! heh. sandy's smart. whees. haha. oh yes. i like eva's younger sister. haha. i've been typing this for like how long alrd? hah. cant concentrate. im watching a nice television prog though i dont know what is it. haha. dumbdumb. shall end here cos i cant concentrate. haha. whees.

and you. dont bother if you dont even wanna care :D


Written on: Saturday, November 05, 2005
Time: 8:01 AM

hello. currently using hte library's computer and its freaking slow and un-nice. hah. but no choice, nothing to do in school after the morning rehearsals for tonight's choral and drama night. rahaas. bored bored bored! sheesh. okays. today went to school early in the morning with sheena and we saw weilong and elffred. haha. they're in their ncc uniform. heh. then had rehearsals from eight to eleven++ arnd that time la. hah. then yes. the auditorium was so hot and stuffy. wondered if they actually on the air-con. heh. when its our group's turn to go out it was like so dark that we dont know what to do so in the end got scolded by mr gary tang. eeyer. he kept scolding he sec twos. haha. i like the 210's english performance. haha. so cute la the boyboy and girlgirl. hah. mee siam and kuay tiao! suspenders! heh. so cute. then zhuo xuan was so nice-looking in her hwa chong uniform. haha. omg. performance is tonight, meaning its a few hours more! gosh. wahh. lalala~ hah. then after that went to coro with sheena lianghui and joleen. haha. went to wadever to take lunch. haha. saw weiyi eva and yenjin there too. um. eva took an extra serving of rice again. and i couldn't finish my rice. sheesh. haha. then lianghui went home and me sheena and joleen went walking arnd coro although there's nothing to shop. haha. went ntuc. ntuc is fun with sandy arnd. ahha. joking. then um went to kap. saw jojo claudia and yingyan. ate choc sundae again cos its nice. yays. joleen; great minds think alike. lalala~ then saw weilong elffred and benjamin and another few ncc guys again. hah. later claudia jojo and yingyan came to our table and everyone was there. big family. haha. then val and qitian came. um. claudia is evil to sandy. heh. joking but her bamboostick kept hitting me and jojo. wahaas. then stoned there for some time before we came back and heh. here i am sitting in front of the library's com blogging. oh well. a random post la cos im simply too bored and sadness is within me. it comes and go. haha. im dumb la. nvm no one cares anyway. not even you. you promised this and you promised that but have all those things be done. um. only you know and i know. its unfair. very. argh. but who cares la. im not gonna give a damn anymore and YOU dont blame me for doing what im gonna do. eeyer. okays. shall end here. after blogging now in the library's com i can conclude something. haha. the keyboards are un-nice too. they are so stiff and not nice that i have difficulty typing. haha. i realised this post has no smileys at all. heh.

` no one knows it except you.


Written on: Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Time: 12:44 PM

um. just finished showering. ahh. no mood to blog about ytd. sheesh >< too many things to blog about. gosh. im so sad. for some reason again. its always like that. im so damn full lar. ate two servings of yoshinoya beef fowl. oh gosh. haha. actually if its the usual me i dont think its counted as VERY full. but yar. today. hurhur. aiya. im just crapping.

you never think before you say. and you never pondered about what you've said either. its such a disappointment do you know that. i mean have you ever cared about people's feelings. NO! you have never ever done so! oh wells. maybe thats YOU. no one can change that fact except yourself maybe. seriously. you should reflect about what you've said alright.

# you never saw my tears


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Time: 9:24 AM

oh im at janice's house now (: haha. they're outside singing karaoke. hahaas. okays qitian wants to play maplestory so i shall let her play. and now she says she dont know how to play. wahaas. dumbdumb (x okays im off. i wanna blog about ytd! humph. okays shall TRY to later when i get home ((: byes!

*GREENIES are nice cos of miss GREENIE! (x


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Time: 3:48 AM

wahaas. im going to janice's house in five minutes time. whee! haha. im excited for no reason. haha. anw many things happened ytd (: shall blog IF i have the time when i come home later on (: haha. tralaas. okays. im gonna be late cos im meeting katherine and yinghui at yishun mrt at twelve. oh wells. im supposed to be earlier but. haha. im here blogging (; okays. im real late! sheesh. BYES!

GREEN can be nice and GREEN can be ugly; it depends (x


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