Watch the brake lights

This might be my last chance So maybe I should take it I just hope you're listening To everything I'm saying I miss the long drives, the car rides The bad fights, the good times The way you make me feel Will never leave my mind Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone

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Written on: Thursday, April 26, 2007
Time: 11:05 AM

For the strength to be strong;
But things don't always turn out in our way ):

Nothing gets in;
And all I can think of is you (:


Written on: Monday, April 23, 2007
Time: 12:14 PM

%$&^%&!#%$

Whyyyyyy ):


Written on: Friday, April 20, 2007
Time: 1:21 PM

Laugh when you can
Cry when you need to
Scream when you want to
Apologize when you should
Love when it feels right :D

Roho. I'm suddenly in this obssession with Dinosaurs! I think they're damn cuteee :D Haha, don't you think so! Chubby lil' things :D I think Pumpkins are cute too :D Haha madness.

Buy me a larger umbrella, my umbrella is too small to hold a huge and heavy raindrop :D

Another random post, heh can't blame me, I'm too bored today and I've no notes to revise :O


Written on:
Time: 8:18 AM

Supposed to be studying with Zhiyi, but then I ended up doing other stuff. Hanjing and Yuanhan; wu mama, came to join us (: Yay man. I like wu mama, she's funny and interesting (:

Rawr, the library is so coldddd >< And oh the thing is shutting down soon, so i should go (: Bye. Haha (:

What a random post.


Written on: Monday, April 16, 2007
Time: 10:21 AM

I want to help but I don't know how to. I'm sorry cos I know every step I take will determine a different ending. I don't wish to make things worse so I'll just choose to keep quiet for now. But do know that, I'll be there for you, always (: It hurts to see you like this. I know it's not easy but try to cheer up, like what you promised (: Love.

Heh, went to study with Kaini at Bishan Library today (: Kaini was doing smth illegal in the library. Haha. Oh, while I was doing my Math halfway, I felt bored so I did a "punch" towards Kaini and my pen flew out from my hand and landed on the floor. Kaini just kept laughing lah, so malu pleaseeee >< I'm gonna be super civilised from now on, and not embarrass myself in public anymore O: HAHA.

Rahlala, decided not to take dinner cos I'm super duper full now (: Skipping meals again, well done. Heh.

Tags reply!

Rachel Hello Rachel (: Ay tsk lor, you and Iris! I know my cow is cute but you guys don't have to suffocate my darling Tipsy right >< I strangle your neck, see you can breathe anot! Haha but thanks anw (:

Iris I'm really not angry you stupid rock! Hoho. Yeah you realised, I bet you're counting your zig markers then forgot right! Wanna win the zig marker queen title. Tsk, you lose lahhhh! Hahaha.

Lydia Hey Lydia (: Yeah you cheer up too, don't think too much (: Heh, take care, loves.

Kaini Heh, you jiayou also! (: Can eat the xing fu mian bao with you (: Then we both xing fu xing fu together (: Take care! And rmb to send me the smiley paste photo (: Love!


Written on: Sunday, April 15, 2007
Time: 3:23 AM

So what now? What's happening?
It's just like a train, moving on and on. I'm in the train and yet I don't know which stop it is at.

And again, things seem to be alright on the outside, what about the inside? It's all covered up that I couldn't see a single bit. I know you're not the only one, the others are feeling the same way too.

I don't want things to turn out this wayyyyy x(

POO, and you! You supported me all the way, you gave me hope but had to crush it in the end.

I'll just cross my fingers and hope that things will become better (:

Where are you when I needed you the most? :(


Written on: Friday, April 13, 2007
Time: 12:37 PM

I love rockstar (: Thank you rockstar, for companying me all the way home (:

Ay, feel like eating Kit-kat now D: Heh. I want transparent Kit-kat bar (:

No matter what's the outcome, no matter what happens, just know that there's someone out there for you (:

Why must the knee die on me at this point of time?
It was so painful then I cried and almost died in the toilet while bathing.
It was so painful that I'm too tired to walk.
It was so painful that I would rather sit at a corner and not move forever.
It was so painful that many things happened.
Why why why, tell me why :(
& Will you carry me when I'm too tired to walk?

It's flying in an opposite direction. Haha, life is such a joke.


Written on: Thursday, April 12, 2007
Time: 7:00 AM

I really really hope I'll pass the EEC and Chinese Part 2 test tmr lahhh! Rawr but nothing gets into my head ):

Tmr's Thursday and Friday will come after that then the weekends will come, everything's happening so quickly that I have no control over it. Let things work out well please ):

Today's such a boring dayyy. Oh, I got my letter with Mr. Milo Filo Bilo (: Milo Filo Bilo is cute (: Heh. I drew aeroplanes today, again (: I love aeroplanesssss! Fly high high to see rainbows and stars (: I've decided that I'm gonna get a colouring book and bring it to school so I can colour whenever I'm bored. Yingling loves to colour stuff too (: And she kept saying I'm her laughing gas -.- Still say what, I have the mentality of a 2 year old child! Gooseness. Haha.

Yay yay (: You promised me an aeroplane (: Real aeroplane! Hoho. And the other promise, dont break them yeah? (: Okay, shall start revising some of my EEC/Chinese stuff now though nothing much will get in >< Rohaha.

Bye people!


Written on: Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Time: 9:59 PM

Rah, I stoned alot todayyy D:

When I'm noisy, I'm too noisy;
When I'm quiet, I'm too quiet.
And just what's wrong.
Full of extremes,
but that's not what I want to be x(
I hate to be like this,
it sucks luhhh!

Today was supposed to be a happy day but somehow D: Okay, let me share with everyone how I bought my noodles today at the noodles stall (: I'm super proud of myself (:

Me: Aunty, 我要雨云天口麦面。两包。
Aunty: Er, 天口... Orh 你要云吞面。

*The 雨云天口麦面 thing is the older chinese writing, heh.
Hahaha! The noodles stall aunty understands my chinese (: Of course I wasn't alone, was with Weiyi and Sarah. I wouldn't dare to say that if I were alone luh. Haha, damn retarded.

Rawrrr, I'm hungry though I had dinner not long ago O: Heh, I'm proud of myself for another fact. I've been controlling my intake of chocolates very well recently (: Hoho, well done!

Bam bam, I think I've changed alot since sec1 but I don't know if it's for the better or the worse D: I don't even seem to know myself at this point of time. Oh wells, people do change but it's whether it's for the better or not. Obviously everyone wants to change for the better but is it that easy?

A-E-R-O-P-L-A-N-E (: I want a real plane so I can fly high into the sky (:
See a rainbow in the day, & count the stars at night (:
Wanna help me fulfil this wishhhh? (: Haha, I know it sounds dumb but I really want ): *Sniffs.

Keep your promise! Or I'll ignore you forever, I mean it (: Heh.

Ming tian hui bu hui geng hao? (:


Written on: Monday, April 09, 2007
Time: 7:02 AM

I want to count the stars with you at night (:

Rawr, no mood to blog alrd.

& All I'm thinking about is you (:

Tagssss:

Iris Hahaha but I revived at when I got home! :D Rahaha. Home Audit is stupid and I haven't touched it yet D:
Amanda You laughed the loudest leh! And the pissing the woman off part, wasn't intentional please :( Gooseness.
Ci Yinggggggci (: Hahaha I am normal lor please. Most normal one (: And thanks, you jiayou too!
Hk Oh really? Hahaha didn't know she's a nanyang girl O: Anw, happy belated birthday uh, didn't see you arnd in school that day. Heh (:
Kaini Yay (: Haha and don't eat too much ice cream luh please! Later stomachache x(
Sarah Hoho, Sarah missed me! I knew it man. It's okay, you'll get to see me tmr! Lovess.
Ruimin Eh, you, Yingci and Jo super duper uber mean to me lor :( How can y'all bully me :( I'm a nice person okay! Hahah.
Jo Hello Jojojojojo! I'll relink soon. I promise (: And you ah, spelt your url wrongly, tsk tsk. Hahaha! Nope nope, you didn't lie, yes I'm normal :D See you tmr!


Written on: Saturday, April 07, 2007
Time: 3:38 AM

Hello (: I'm feeling happy because of your smses (:

There's no homework for this week so I've decided to write letters. Write alot alot alot of letters (: Yeah man. Shall not study over the weekends, or I'll go crazy D: It would be such a waste if a normal person like me becomes crazy right? (: Hoho.

Went for EEC course Day1 ytd. Bused there and I was seating with Eva cos we met her outside school. Laughed alot luh, and the person in front turned behind to look at us. Rawr, then for EEC, we have to do this Home Audit thing thing and Iris is feeling excited over it because she gets to run all over her house -.- What's so exciting about it lor, Iris Siowww, I don't know how to do cann D: Had dinner outside with Iris, Amanda, Yenjin, Anning and Yux. Went to the KFC at PS and I think I pissed this couple off :O

Cos there were no seats so Iris and I went over to this particular table with 6 seats, waiting for this couple to finish chatting cos they're done with their food alrd. Then the girl went: Eh, I think they want to sit down. The guy said smth, which I couldn't catch, and the girl said: Aiya, so obvious right. Well done lor Sandy, you pissed someone off and you're wearing your uniform D:

We laughed alot alot at KFC and I bet everyone was staring at us. Amanda was the most malu one please -.- Hahaha. Trained back with Yenjin and Amanda (: AGOGO specs! Heh, inside joke (:

Shucks! There's Math 7.2 to do! Da jia men told me got no homework! Rahrah! Who wanna go do Math 7.2 with me on Saturday? (:

Iris Yay, thanks for that essay dear! Well done! :D Lovess.
Ruimin Hahaha, what well done girl lor! Okay, I'll try not to be scared of youuuu. I love you too (:
Gwen Yoyo Gwen, ni hao (:
Sarahnumbertwo Master -.- Eh, slave sounds horrible lor ): Lol.
Xiaoen Yeah lah, boohoo. I was just thinking about that ytd too, telepathy! Yepyep, rainbows appearing slowly, thanks alot! Lovelove.
Eva Darlingggg! Lol, I think we should take bus rides more often together, hen hao xiao lor.
Zihui Ay? Shen me lai? You got do what by yourself? I don't know what you're talking about leh,but sorry if I said smth wrongly D:

You make me happy when skies are grey (:


Written on: Sunday, April 01, 2007
Time: 12:46 PM

How selfish. You're not only hurting yourself but also the ones arnd you. Spare a thought for them please, do you know what you're doing? You don't wanna be sad, you don't wanna be emo, you don't wanna be a burden to others and so what should you be doing?

Like obviously you shouldn't be stoning and rotting here. Waiting for a miracle to happen? No that won't happen. Miracles don't appear by themselves, you have to create them. You have to make them happen, so please get up on your feet and do more constructive stuff . Don't stone and be emo at that corner. Be strong; fight for yourself, fight for your friends, fight for others.

I'm not picking on anyone in the above 2 paragraphs. Yours truly's talking about yours truly D: Haha well done!

I've decided to make it an effort to be happier next week. No more tears, no more sad faces. I hope I can do it. & Yes, I can do it cos I'm strong :D Hehheh, sounds stupid but nvm.

Xie xie da jia men for your words and hugs and whatever nots. I really appreciate them and I felt loved, seriously :') I hope like what she said, there will be a rainbow at the end, the grey clouds will disappear.

I've got alot of things to say to different people x(

Oh the wells. I think ytd's studying session with Weiyi and Kaini was damn funny, it made me happier somehow. Xie xie liang wei :D Though most of the time, they're picking on me and bullying me but being a nice ren, I'm still thanking them. Hahah I'm the ren and Kaini is the ge. Lol, inside joke. Ytd was also super embarrassing for me x( Well done lor the both of them. After that, walked to the busstop with Zeng in the rain. Kaini was also walking in the rain but different direction. Told the both of you to take that big big leaf to cover your heads alrd, don't listen to me! But it's okay, I love walking in the rain :) Haha. And thank you Zeng for taking 156 with me though you had a straight bus to your Grandmama's house. Heh, well done! Smsing Meiting, and Meiting rmbed Weiyi :O Haha. Met Tracie and went MACs like again. Then saw Dawn and another snr :/ After that went to Tracie's house.

P.S. Sorry Zeng, I forgot to resist my temptation (x

HAHAHA, I think this is funny;

yenjin; all that aches says:
WAH LAO
yenjin; all that aches says:
then got people want to name fa ru xue on youtube
yenjin; all that aches says:
you kow what they put
yenjin; all that aches says:
hair like snow ><

Tsk lor!

Okay, shall reply tags!

Kaini Hahah seriously, I'm okay :D And right! Did you help Zihui to finish everyth? If yes, I'll be very sad and disappointed in you :( Hahah but thanks for helping me with those few sentences uhhh! Lol, you must be strong too! Lovessss!

Sarahnumbertwo Thanks SNT :D Heh, short form :D

Beehiang Yoyo Beehiang! Hahaha jiayou for your matches ahh! :D

Iris Hey rockstar :D Yepyep, I'll try to smile more, heh. I won't forget what you said to me at the gate that day! Put Iris in the heart! I rmb lor! THE S-C-A-R. Well done Iris x(

I know my post is damn random but sorry lor, don't know what to write. Okie dokes! Shall go do Guides testwork nowww! Goose cannot! Must do Mr Khoo's homework first x(

Wan an da jia men!


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Time: 12:08 PM

心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
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天灰灰会不会
让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑梦违背
难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违
累不累睡不睡
单影无人相依偎
夜越黑梦违背
有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是另一种美
Kept humming/singing these 2 songs these few days, for no particular reason. Tralalaas.


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