This might be my last chance So maybe I should take it I just hope you're listening To everything I'm saying I miss the long drives, the car rides The bad fights, the good times The way you make me feel Will never leave my mind Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone
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Written on: Tuesday, September 19, 2006 Time: 11:12 PM
HEY! MIGHT NOT BE BLOGGING UNTIL EOYS ARE OVER :D might only lah :D haha
Written on: Saturday, September 16, 2006 Time: 12:58 PM
I'm a happy girl today :D Mummy went to Plaza Sing with my Aunt and I was alone at home, waiting for her to come home with my dinner. So poor thing right! Sigh. But my dinner was nice :D I ate sushi, cheese fries, bandito pocket, apple pie and ice cream :D HEH! I ate alot today, ohmyg.
Okay so today after drama rehearsal, went for math remedial since I've got nothing to do so might as well go there :D Then after that went to canteen and buy food with Qianwen, Allyssa and Serene. And that erhem was like.. Ha, shan't talk about it lah, no point. I was helping the snacks stall auntie give out free bandung drink to 4 people cos there're 4 packets left. Most of the people didn't dare to take :( But I must thank Rina, Ms Yeo Pih Tai, Cheryn and Trixie for taking the drinks from me :D
Heh then after that, I went to 205 to kajiao their second half drama people cos they're doing props. And I ended up wearing the yellow boots until I went home :D Hahaha! It's so difficult to walk with the boots on but I like wearing cos it's cool! :D Heh, heard they got it from darling, haha. Oh and I was being very destructive there, sorry people. Lol and I made them listen to my Disneyland story :D Not all of them lah, but some of them, heh. Then I went over to 204 and the people inside were laughing at me at whatever I do luh.
Okay then on the way home, Melissa's sister called me, xia dao wo lorh. Heh, okay lah. Shall end here cos my brother is irritating me, stupidddd >:(
Written on: Friday, September 15, 2006 Time: 11:36 AM
Stayed back in school today to do maths :D So the few of us, Lianghui, Larissa, Allyssa, Qitian and wonderful Sandy stayed back to do math worksheet 13.1 together :D And I was the only one who drew diagrams for each and every one of the question! :D Say I'm wonderful! Hahahaha, okay sorry for that ego part. But I kinda happy today luh! Maybe partly cos Mustard Haidee made Custard Sandy laugh and laugh nonstop today. Practically everyone arnd the table was laughing, cute girl lah :D Heh, cos she was practically fooling arnd with my phone. Awhile use my phone to say my mum called, then my dad, then my brother. Even worse, got what order pizza one and some want to go to Sentosa person. She was just like talking to no one lah, then I said, You're talking to the cows in my wallpaper ah? Then she started to talk on the phone again, say what ask the cows to go hide and don't eat too much cos the whatever person going to catch cows to cook a feast tonight. Haha! Retarded! :D But she was super cute lah. Both Haidee and Larissa love Sandy to feed them! :D
Oh! Today we went through ytd's chinese papers cos they wasn't Chinese ytd. Then I saw the Disneyland thing and asked if it's true that Singapore's gonna build a Disneyland. Then Huanglaoshi said yes but Singapore is so small. Then being damn crap today since the beginning of the lesson, I thought it would be great to build it in the air floating or underground. Then Lianghui say what underground, must dig very deep. So I was like nvm lah, can just dig. And then smth striked me, what if dig and dig until another country's sky ah. Then I kept talking about it and laughed nonstop. Cos I didn't know that no country is on top or below any other country. I didn't know until today and I didn't think so far in the past. Hahaha! Imagine looking up into the sky and see a hole there and it's Singapore with her underground Disneyland! :D:D:D I think the idea is cool since we don't have much land, heh. Okay I laughed until I cried lah, LOL!
Okay shall go and study! Urgh, hate this. Oh no! Hafta get me revision paper done first! Okay, BYEBYE!
Written on: Thursday, September 14, 2006 Time: 12:24 PM
Today had drama rehearsal after school in M4-04 and everything went quite well! :D Great job sixers; second half! :D Haha cos we were very dead until recently and today was quite a success! :D Some of the first half people came to watch and they said it was nice :D Heh. First half must jiayou also okay! Haha shall not blog anymore, too lazy :/ Hahaha, okay. Byebye blog!
Written on: Wednesday, September 13, 2006 Time: 8:56 AM
HO! I've completed my bedroom painting! :D But it doesn't look that nice luh, but heh, who cares. And twinnie went back to her home after school today so she's not at her granny's house :( Haha okay, nothing to be sad about though. And I want to tell twinnie smth! LARRY SUCKS! Bleh. Just like the NIU FEN lah! Gross pig! Hahahaha and mr chinnie shan is nice, totally opposite :) Haha oh, Mrs Tan gave us each a gem :) Haha and made a powerpoint of 60 slides for our class. So throughout lang arts and contact time, we're practically looking at the powerpoint and after that she was telling us ghost stories :S Okay, short post again, haha bye :D
Oh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR CHINNIE SHAN! :D:D:D Though I don't think you'll be seeing this :/ Heh
Written on: Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Time: 10:22 AM
AHAHAHAHAHAHA! I’VE COMPLETED MY HISTORY ASSIGNMENT 2! :D But I’m sorry Ms Koh. Heh, really sorry! I must thank Allyssa for teaching me patiently :D Thanks lovely human! Lovelove! :D:D:D
Okay and I think I totally pissed Weiyi off with my stupid and lame stuffs on Msn just now. Heh, sorry Weiyi! :) Oh! Not on msn, on some thing lah. Haha, cos the dumbdumb Msn was down lah! Urgh, stupid thing! >:( Alright, I’m doing to do stuffs now, goodbye :D
Written on: Monday, September 11, 2006 Time: 5:30 AM
When I woke up this morning, I told myself that I have to get started on the History Assignment which was due like months ago. So, being a good girl, I really started on it. But gave up after writing my name and stuff. Hahaha, it’s still counted as I’ve started okay! :D And Allyssa’s gonna teach me tmr :D Oh and my grandma bought Macs for Breakfast! Wah, I tell you ah. I’m so sick of Macs alrd lah, I’ve been eating Macs for like dontknowhowmany days consecutively alrd :/ Heh.
And ytd just before I went offline, Qianwen talked to me on msn. She went, SANDY! IMPORTANT! YOU’RE THE TOPIC OF WEILONG AND BENJAMIN IN MAPLE! I was like huh! Hahaha. Guess what, the 2 guys were analysing my msn nick(s), blog posts etc. I didn’t know Weilong visits my blog lah, and how on earth did he get my url? Lol, I know you’ll be seeing this okay, Weilong. Oh, or maybe not :D The both of you ah, nothing better to do right! Haha.
Heh, Serene just told me that she bought the Workers’ Party newspaper this morning and she’s enjoying it. Haha, then she just changed her msn display picture to the Workers’ Party logo. Lol, Serene is so funny lah, can’t stand her. Oops, I just made her very angry cos I said smth wrong and she’s gonna scream into my ears tmr! Hahaha.
And I seriously don’t know what’s Benjamin up to lah. What’s so funny and interesting about my msn nick(s)? And still wish me good luck non stop, and ask Weilong come and see my nick -.- I bet he’s got nothing better to do :) Okay, shall go and try do my Physics that 1-page worksheet/ quiz; cos it’s labeled as a Quiz :/ Haha, anw! I’m gonna be hardworking and start revising cos I haven’t started, at all. I’m so deaddddd
It’s not the same as before, how I wish I could forget about every single thing. This is getting horrible. Someone save me please! :(
Written on: Sunday, September 10, 2006 Time: 12:01 PM
I'm sorry if I've offended you; Really sorry :( I hope you know that I'm talking about you. YADAYADA, it's over :D I hope that you've told me the truth cos I trust you so much in telling me the truth. Hahaha! Okay it's weird, nvm :)
Written on: Saturday, September 09, 2006 Time: 11:58 AM
I made my mistake by choosing that path, how I wish I could turn back time; but ohwell, some things are just so irreversable. You never knew what was going on, not even after others told you; or rather you didn't want to believe them.
Okay, so today went to study with Sheena at Macs from 0900 to 06plus. I ate damn alot luh, let me list down: A breakfast meal, A corn cup, An apple pie, A fillet-o-fish meal, with fries upsized, Apple dippers, Chicken nuggets meal, with fries upsized. I was like a mad woman like keep buying non-stop then Sheena was staring at me. And I wasn't full at all, serious, not kidding. Haha, tell me I'm growing fat soon. And I have to apologise to Sheena, sorry for teasing you about ** :( I wasn't feeling great inside either. But I really couldn't think of anything to talk about. I know I'm being selfish, I'm really sorry. I know you aren't very happy about it, neither am I. I don't know why but the stupid stuffs just kept appearing in my mind. I hate to mention that matter as well :( I'm sorry twinnie :( Don't blame me, and you don't have to feel bad about it. I won't blame you for hating me, I deserve it anyway... Then saw Matthias and his friend, his friend is so cute, heh. Then we talk and talk until they went off. Then later went Foodcourt just to walk one round and saw Weilong, Elffred and their friend. I said hi but later Sheena didn't know and pulled me away. The second time I didn't see, haha and later he sms me to say the both of us very dao :/ Heh, sorry. Ah, don't feel like continuing, goodbye.
It's bleeding inside;
Written on: Friday, September 08, 2006 Time: 9:21 AM
Oh, I realised that the previous post's very wordy :/ But nvm lah, hahaha.
Larissa showed me this:
Heh :) Okay, I shall stop here since I've posted 3 times today. Sorry if the second one's too wordy :/
Written on: Time: 9:06 AM
The legend of the new genders!
sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: yushi the blur, ask you ah, huiyang is a female or male's name? Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: hui is for female Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: yang is for male Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: SHEMALE (: sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: eeyer! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: what's with shemale lorh! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: hahaha. why leh? Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: shemales so ke ai! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: but quite cool lah hahahha sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: cos huiyang's my friend but i've yet to decide the sex sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: it shall be a new sex, shemale (: Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: huh. go ask him/her whether shes male or female lorh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: -.- sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: cannot cos shemale's my imaginary friend Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: whywhy? sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: huh, just my friend Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: aiyo. shemale luh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: ke ai mah x) sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: i was talking to huiyang during math one day, then ms teng came over and said: sandy, you can talk to your friend anytime. so concentrate on your work now or you won't be able to catch up. sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: then i went orh sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: so malu lah! LOL Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: hahahah. WHO IS HUIYANG? Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: you mean. you talking to air during maths lesson arh? sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: WHAT AIR! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: HUIYANG IS MY FRIEND OK! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: you already say IMAGINARY mah Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: si liao. i blur le sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: HEH, I INTRODUCE YOU TO HUIYANG ONE DAY (: Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: OKAY x) Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: make sure shemale says hello to me okay! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: but depends on whether both of you got fate anot, some people cannot hear de Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: huh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: aiyo Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: i sure cannot hear de Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: only same species can hear mah Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: im female. not shemale x( Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: not like you Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: haix sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you mean you cannot hear a male? sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: OHMY, VERY SAD LEH YUSHI sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: don't be sad ok! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: xD Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: -.- i can hear male okay! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says:: different species mah Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: cause. female. is male+female mah x) sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: female is female, male is male sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: no! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: that would be fe2male sandy; i don't want PPC ): says:xDxDxD Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: ok luh. also can x) Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: im fe2male okay! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: heh, we created 2 new sexes sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: ay? sexes? Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: hahahahha Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: shemale. male. female. fe2male x) sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: anw, is fe2male and shemale (: sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: YAY sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: haha Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: hahaha Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: you are shemale right! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: the lousiest de Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: only can hear shemale talking sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: EEE, NO LORH sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you poo! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: i can hear everyone except shemale leh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: wht poo? sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you're poofe2male Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: pooh very cute x) sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: longer form, poofetwomale sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: heh, your sex (: sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: ay, wait can we use gender, more civilised (: Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: okok. Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: i dont want this gender! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: so lousy one Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: i want be fe2male sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: poofetwomale Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: dont want lorh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: so nan ting sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: how you know lousy? be before ah sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: hahaha Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: no lorh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: you think also knw mah Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: lousy name Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: lousy lorh sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: then peefetwomale sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: peefe xD Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: dont want sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: so cute Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: aiyarh. you dont argue luh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: DA BEN XIANG sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: EEYER! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: so ke ai luh sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: big stupid elephant :/ Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: ben = stupid Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: stupid ppl very ke ai Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: so.. you are Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: BIG brained STUPID keai ELEPHANT xD sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you also BEN lorh sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: C&D sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: HAHAHAHHAHAHHAA Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: ahhahahahha Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: BENJAMIN xD Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: i rock! (: sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: HAHAHAH sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: MALE LEH sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you change sex again sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: wait, let me see ah sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you're poofethreemale sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: triple male xD Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: yucks Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: so disgusting Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: dont want! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: eh, mine the best, female (: Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: no lorh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: shemale! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: no! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: but shemale is nice cos of huiyang
HAHA! That was spastic lah. So in conclusion, Yushi is a POOFETHREEMALE & Sandy is a FEMALE :D:D:D Heh, anw the genders. The new genders: SHEMALE, FE2MALE/FETWOMALE, POOFETWOMALE, PEEFETWOMALE & POOFETHREEMALE :)
Written on: Time: 9:00 AM
I'm bored, so I shall upload some photos we took during the West Div' Heritage Trail in Fort Canning on Tuesday :D Haha, cos the 5 of us--- Charis, Anning, Xinyi, Iris & I were helpers, then we were bored while the other schools were having their Heritage Trail. SO! We went arnd taking random photos, with Hongling Mama! Haha.
Took this outside R.O.M; Check the spelling of ceremony xD
Took the above 2 outside R.O.M as well; It was very cold inside, resulting in Condensation! :D HAHAHA. The people walking past were staring at us, heh.
Oh, this is my house! HAHA! Not really done yet :D
Say hello to Huiyang, she/he's so lonely :( The sex is a SHEMALE, as claimed by Yushi; cos Hui is for Female and Yang is for Male.
What're they looking at?
White foam? Haha, no. A mama frog's eggs :/
A Breadfruit :) Heh, cute name right! One moment, it was growing happily on the tree && The next moment...
Dead on the ground :(
After awhile, the police caught the murderer with the murder weapon & They cleared the murder scene, leaving the sap of victim to rot there...
Oh, btw, we didn't murder the fruit in order to take these photos ah! Lol
HAHAHA! We asked one of theFort Canning workers if they knew where's the sage tree, they pointed uphill, so we walked up and saw this tree! Lol. Cos we described it as a big tree with red red stuffs, and we got this! Hahaha. Btw, this is a near to extinction Flaming Tree okay! Very pretty! :D
The flowers of the tree :)
The rose is pretty right :)
The jellybeans that Anning brought for us that day :D It's damn cool, cos it has funny flavours like; Toasted marshmallow, A&W, Caramel apple etc. It's very nice :D:D
Okay, shall end here for the photos :)
Written on: Thursday, September 07, 2006 Time: 9:38 AM
I promised her not to think so much and forget about it, but can I really do that? Ha, as I was on my way home alone, I suddenly felt so lonely and sad. Maybe because I didn’t have Sheena to accompany me and talk to me, so I began to think about lots of stuff. Okay, I think I’m really dumb but ohwells. When Lianghui asked me that question today, I didn’t know how to answer her. Alright, shall stop talking about this anymore, so silly. Haha, shall talk about happier stuffs :D
My Grandma and Brother just got back from the World Food Fair 2006 at Expo. Haha and she bought lots of food! Oh, then they got some dontknowwhat from a lucky draw and she’s trying to pump the air into the dontknowwhat thing. Haha but cannot, damn cute lah. Oh I was eating this very nice chocolate that my mummy bought, and I’m not jealous of your cheese or chocolate cake from Starbucks anymore Larissa! HAHAHA, Larissa is a wonderful, cute and nice poo! Thanks for believing my story unlike that Serene New! Hmph! Haha, nah just kidding, it’s not a very nice thing to believe either.
Anw, I’m feeling damn shit because I haven’t started on my EOYS revision. I’m so gonna die this time lah! Urgh, didn’t have the mood to study these few days. Think I’m gonna get retained lah. Okay, shall reply tags! :D
Elin: Hahaha, I shall tag you again later :D Heh, of course lah, you’re my girlspacefriend leh, of course under my links what! :D Qianwen: Heh, yeah. Dao dao dao, knife knife knife!
Iris: Oh, sorry! I smile back, :D:D:D
Kunhang: Hey, haha. I just realised your link is not there, but I linked you the other time. Haha, but you changed. What’s your new url, mind telling? :D Larissa: Ha, yes. But it’s very complicated lah. PPC! :(
Written on: Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Time: 11:04 AM
GIRLSPACEFRIEND! I KNOW YOU'LL BE COMING HERE. HAHAHA OK END OF POST!
you see, this post is specially meant for you okay! are you happy? :D
Written on: Time: 9:12 AM
i dont wish to be seen as the one who broke it, i dont wish to be seen as the one who came in btw, i dont wish to be seen as the extra one, and the bad one. i nv once want to hurt anyone, and whenever twinnie talk abt u. i can see it in her eyes, i can hear it in her tone, i know she is feeling worst than anyone else, and when i heard it come out from her mouth, abt the other girl, and when she told me abt ur nick, i feel so bad to her. now i feel bad to her as well, cos its hard to not talk abt u when she talk to me and the others, and when she was asked abt ur nick, i wonder how she answered it. will u pls stp this and tell the truth.. and i am sorry twinnie. whenever i see you cry, u make me feel sad too ): i am really sorry for all ur misery, whether u still feel it for him or just guilt, i am still sorry. sometime i hope u r not always there for me, cos when u r, it makes me feel so bad to make u listen to me when u urself is alrd so miserable. and u always listen to me while u keep things to urself, and when u cry i cld do nth much except stand there and sae dont cry, i know i am quite useless. i just received ur sms saying happy talking and good night with a smiley. i dunno how to reply u. to say i am not happy talking? or not? in fact i am not. but given ur character i know u wld feel guilty if i say i am not, when the problem dont lie with u. u r just like this, always thinking abt others before self. if only u were a selfish twinnie ): cant u be a bit more selfish?
this is so terrible, cos apparently those tears are flowing down like dunno what and daddy is just at the other side of the room. everyone is always so nice, unlike me..horrible person who brings nth but troubles. even those who i let down, who i make feel miserable are nice to me. pls ppl, scold me now.. dont be so nice to me, cos i am so not worth it. fine i dont wish to continue anymore. goodbye. i know if its not u blog, it will be twinnie, i am sorry twinnie i make u listen to me, and sorry blog i always use you to say it, somethings are better kept within self. but with u and twinnie arnd, its quite hard... if only nice ppl dont exist. and you! stp telling me both of u can only be friends, cos i hope both of you wld be more than just friends. STP TELLING ITS JUST FRIENDS!
okay i shall dedicate a paragraph to twinnie, though she wanted a post, i feel too lazy to post then post again. sry twinnie, i know i am bad to you. anyway i just want to say thank u for always being there for me these few yrs, i rly didnt regret knowing u and i wonder what will happen to me one day without u by my side. i was just wondering, if i didnt know u 7 yrs ago, what wld become of me now. most probably i wont have so much colours and laughter in my life, i wld be a lonely soul who goes home alone, a pathetic girl who got no one to talk to. u have been a most precious treasure in my life, even the world's most precious gem cannot compare to u, and i was glad get to know you. life has been most fun and colourful with you arnd, cos u nv fail to make me smile when i am bored, make me laugh when i feel sad, make me feel loved with ur retarded sms, make me entertained with ur phonecalls, make me feel not lonely when i take the bus, make me feel impt when u wait for me so long just for cca to end, make me feel treasured when u sit with me in macs, make me feel great when u listen to my nonsensical nonsense. twinnie i just want to say, I LOVE YOU! i seriously hope we wld still be together even till all our teeths drop, then we will sit on the swing together to watch the world if both of us are too tired to walk, and we will hold on to each other, support each other, there wld be no need for walking sticks.
These were from twinnie's ytd’s post, um part of it. As I read these paragraphs, I seriously teared. My grandmother thought I read about someone who died lah. Tears were flowing down my cheeks like nobody’s business. I was seriously very touched by what you’ve written. I know you won’t be seeing this anytime this week but I would still like to say thank you for being there when I need you most. I know you don’t want this to happen as well but we can’t control, it’s what he thinks, not us. Don’t feel bad about it cos you’re not the one who caused all these. He may not know that he’s making life difficult for you in some way but yeah. I know if I say I don’t mind, you won’t believe it, cos you know me too well. But seriously, don’t think so much, don’t care about my feelings, just treat it as any other case and take it as I’ve nv existed at all. Don’t care about how I feel, just face it normally. I know I may sound dumb but ahwell! I tried to control my tears whenever I’m with you cos I don’t wanna make you sad and down. But ytd just before the history remedial, I don’t know why the tears just came flowing. When I was with Kexin on Saturday, I cried terribly and you saw. Although you didn’t say much but when you came over to comfort me, I could sense your care and concern. Heh, I could sense your love for me! Rmb? Love’s in the air :D Haha. It’s easier to confide in you because you’ve been through with me and you know what’s really going on. When Eunice asked me, I didn’t know how to start and she thought that I don’t trust her. Lol, that woman and her ERHEM. Okay, I don’t know why this is bothering me so much recently. Like I’ve promised you and his sister, I’ll cheer up so you ought to as well. It’s nice to see you happy and smiling today. I’m sorry that I wasn’t really that hyped up today. Hahaha! And it’s not cos that someone scolded me ok, I think you know it. Lol, I deserved it lah since I’m so noisy. But I made you laugh on the bus because of some spastic actions. I didn’t know you’d be so amused lah! Heh. I realised that our posts sound as if we’re confessing to each other. Hahaha! But still, just wanna say I love you loads my darling twinnie!
Written on: Tuesday, September 05, 2006 Time: 11:06 AM
Why are you doing this to me? What’s the point of making me feel this way? It makes you feel better uh. Ok, if so, then I’d rather you do so, so that I can lighten my guilt :(
Stop telling me you’re sad, I’m not feeling great either. And yeah, finding reasons to make me respond but I’m sorry to say, I won’t. You can jolly well go on and on with your rubbish and sadness, seriously I can’t be bothered with you lah. Forcing me to do things that I don’t wish to do? Forcing me to reply you? Saying sorry after realising what’s wrong? Oh well, that’s so wrong. Talk to me when you’re lonely and kick me aside when everything’s alright uh. Ha, keep up with your good job man. I don’t wish to hate you, I just wanna keep a neutral point of view but if you continue like this, I’m sorry to say that I’ll just ignore you.
Written on: Friday, September 01, 2006 Time: 11:08 AM
When you appeared right in front of me once again, I seriously didn’t know what to say to you and I couldn’t bring myself to face you. The bad attitude and regrets are now too late. I admit I was in the wrong, maybe during that period of time, I ate the wrong thing and did the wrong stuffs but I swear they weren’t what I really wanted. I know it’s now too late to say anything, and I know you don’t hate me but it just doesn’t feel right. The awkwardness and sadness just can’t be erased that easily. If only I treasured it well, all these wouldn’t have happened. You may not know that I really regretted but ahwell! How I wish, I could turn back time…
I think only Sheena knows what I’m talking about. I really love talking to her alone, so peaceful and nice. Haha we can talk about anything under the sun, there weren’t any awkwardness, if we’re talking to her, I bet we can’t talk much cos she’ll just end up laughing and laughing at us. Hahah, ahwell. And thanks my dearest twinnie for lending a listening ear today, love you loads! :D & To those who guessed that I want to patch up in a past relationship, er please, no. It’s another matter, heh.
Written on: Tuesday, September 19, 2006 Time: 11:12 PM
HEY! MIGHT NOT BE BLOGGING UNTIL EOYS ARE OVER :D might only lah :D haha
Written on: Saturday, September 16, 2006 Time: 12:58 PM
I'm a happy girl today :D Mummy went to Plaza Sing with my Aunt and I was alone at home, waiting for her to come home with my dinner. So poor thing right! Sigh. But my dinner was nice :D I ate sushi, cheese fries, bandito pocket, apple pie and ice cream :D HEH! I ate alot today, ohmyg.
Okay so today after drama rehearsal, went for math remedial since I've got nothing to do so might as well go there :D Then after that went to canteen and buy food with Qianwen, Allyssa and Serene. And that erhem was like.. Ha, shan't talk about it lah, no point. I was helping the snacks stall auntie give out free bandung drink to 4 people cos there're 4 packets left. Most of the people didn't dare to take :( But I must thank Rina, Ms Yeo Pih Tai, Cheryn and Trixie for taking the drinks from me :D
Heh then after that, I went to 205 to kajiao their second half drama people cos they're doing props. And I ended up wearing the yellow boots until I went home :D Hahaha! It's so difficult to walk with the boots on but I like wearing cos it's cool! :D Heh, heard they got it from darling, haha. Oh and I was being very destructive there, sorry people. Lol and I made them listen to my Disneyland story :D Not all of them lah, but some of them, heh. Then I went over to 204 and the people inside were laughing at me at whatever I do luh.
Okay then on the way home, Melissa's sister called me, xia dao wo lorh. Heh, okay lah. Shall end here cos my brother is irritating me, stupidddd >:(
Written on: Friday, September 15, 2006 Time: 11:36 AM
Stayed back in school today to do maths :D So the few of us, Lianghui, Larissa, Allyssa, Qitian and wonderful Sandy stayed back to do math worksheet 13.1 together :D And I was the only one who drew diagrams for each and every one of the question! :D Say I'm wonderful! Hahahaha, okay sorry for that ego part. But I kinda happy today luh! Maybe partly cos Mustard Haidee made Custard Sandy laugh and laugh nonstop today. Practically everyone arnd the table was laughing, cute girl lah :D Heh, cos she was practically fooling arnd with my phone. Awhile use my phone to say my mum called, then my dad, then my brother. Even worse, got what order pizza one and some want to go to Sentosa person. She was just like talking to no one lah, then I said, You're talking to the cows in my wallpaper ah? Then she started to talk on the phone again, say what ask the cows to go hide and don't eat too much cos the whatever person going to catch cows to cook a feast tonight. Haha! Retarded! :D But she was super cute lah. Both Haidee and Larissa love Sandy to feed them! :D
Oh! Today we went through ytd's chinese papers cos they wasn't Chinese ytd. Then I saw the Disneyland thing and asked if it's true that Singapore's gonna build a Disneyland. Then Huanglaoshi said yes but Singapore is so small. Then being damn crap today since the beginning of the lesson, I thought it would be great to build it in the air floating or underground. Then Lianghui say what underground, must dig very deep. So I was like nvm lah, can just dig. And then smth striked me, what if dig and dig until another country's sky ah. Then I kept talking about it and laughed nonstop. Cos I didn't know that no country is on top or below any other country. I didn't know until today and I didn't think so far in the past. Hahaha! Imagine looking up into the sky and see a hole there and it's Singapore with her underground Disneyland! :D:D:D I think the idea is cool since we don't have much land, heh. Okay I laughed until I cried lah, LOL!
Okay shall go and study! Urgh, hate this. Oh no! Hafta get me revision paper done first! Okay, BYEBYE!
Written on: Thursday, September 14, 2006 Time: 12:24 PM
Today had drama rehearsal after school in M4-04 and everything went quite well! :D Great job sixers; second half! :D Haha cos we were very dead until recently and today was quite a success! :D Some of the first half people came to watch and they said it was nice :D Heh. First half must jiayou also okay! Haha shall not blog anymore, too lazy :/ Hahaha, okay. Byebye blog!
Written on: Wednesday, September 13, 2006 Time: 8:56 AM
HO! I've completed my bedroom painting! :D But it doesn't look that nice luh, but heh, who cares. And twinnie went back to her home after school today so she's not at her granny's house :( Haha okay, nothing to be sad about though. And I want to tell twinnie smth! LARRY SUCKS! Bleh. Just like the NIU FEN lah! Gross pig! Hahahaha and mr chinnie shan is nice, totally opposite :) Haha oh, Mrs Tan gave us each a gem :) Haha and made a powerpoint of 60 slides for our class. So throughout lang arts and contact time, we're practically looking at the powerpoint and after that she was telling us ghost stories :S Okay, short post again, haha bye :D
Oh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR CHINNIE SHAN! :D:D:D Though I don't think you'll be seeing this :/ Heh
Written on: Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Time: 10:22 AM
AHAHAHAHAHAHA! I’VE COMPLETED MY HISTORY ASSIGNMENT 2! :D But I’m sorry Ms Koh. Heh, really sorry! I must thank Allyssa for teaching me patiently :D Thanks lovely human! Lovelove! :D:D:D
Okay and I think I totally pissed Weiyi off with my stupid and lame stuffs on Msn just now. Heh, sorry Weiyi! :) Oh! Not on msn, on some thing lah. Haha, cos the dumbdumb Msn was down lah! Urgh, stupid thing! >:( Alright, I’m doing to do stuffs now, goodbye :D
Written on: Monday, September 11, 2006 Time: 5:30 AM
When I woke up this morning, I told myself that I have to get started on the History Assignment which was due like months ago. So, being a good girl, I really started on it. But gave up after writing my name and stuff. Hahaha, it’s still counted as I’ve started okay! :D And Allyssa’s gonna teach me tmr :D Oh and my grandma bought Macs for Breakfast! Wah, I tell you ah. I’m so sick of Macs alrd lah, I’ve been eating Macs for like dontknowhowmany days consecutively alrd :/ Heh.
And ytd just before I went offline, Qianwen talked to me on msn. She went, SANDY! IMPORTANT! YOU’RE THE TOPIC OF WEILONG AND BENJAMIN IN MAPLE! I was like huh! Hahaha. Guess what, the 2 guys were analysing my msn nick(s), blog posts etc. I didn’t know Weilong visits my blog lah, and how on earth did he get my url? Lol, I know you’ll be seeing this okay, Weilong. Oh, or maybe not :D The both of you ah, nothing better to do right! Haha.
Heh, Serene just told me that she bought the Workers’ Party newspaper this morning and she’s enjoying it. Haha, then she just changed her msn display picture to the Workers’ Party logo. Lol, Serene is so funny lah, can’t stand her. Oops, I just made her very angry cos I said smth wrong and she’s gonna scream into my ears tmr! Hahaha.
And I seriously don’t know what’s Benjamin up to lah. What’s so funny and interesting about my msn nick(s)? And still wish me good luck non stop, and ask Weilong come and see my nick -.- I bet he’s got nothing better to do :) Okay, shall go and try do my Physics that 1-page worksheet/ quiz; cos it’s labeled as a Quiz :/ Haha, anw! I’m gonna be hardworking and start revising cos I haven’t started, at all. I’m so deaddddd
It’s not the same as before, how I wish I could forget about every single thing. This is getting horrible. Someone save me please! :(
Written on: Sunday, September 10, 2006 Time: 12:01 PM
I'm sorry if I've offended you; Really sorry :( I hope you know that I'm talking about you. YADAYADA, it's over :D I hope that you've told me the truth cos I trust you so much in telling me the truth. Hahaha! Okay it's weird, nvm :)
Written on: Saturday, September 09, 2006 Time: 11:58 AM
I made my mistake by choosing that path, how I wish I could turn back time; but ohwell, some things are just so irreversable. You never knew what was going on, not even after others told you; or rather you didn't want to believe them.
Okay, so today went to study with Sheena at Macs from 0900 to 06plus. I ate damn alot luh, let me list down: A breakfast meal, A corn cup, An apple pie, A fillet-o-fish meal, with fries upsized, Apple dippers, Chicken nuggets meal, with fries upsized. I was like a mad woman like keep buying non-stop then Sheena was staring at me. And I wasn't full at all, serious, not kidding. Haha, tell me I'm growing fat soon. And I have to apologise to Sheena, sorry for teasing you about ** :( I wasn't feeling great inside either. But I really couldn't think of anything to talk about. I know I'm being selfish, I'm really sorry. I know you aren't very happy about it, neither am I. I don't know why but the stupid stuffs just kept appearing in my mind. I hate to mention that matter as well :( I'm sorry twinnie :( Don't blame me, and you don't have to feel bad about it. I won't blame you for hating me, I deserve it anyway... Then saw Matthias and his friend, his friend is so cute, heh. Then we talk and talk until they went off. Then later went Foodcourt just to walk one round and saw Weilong, Elffred and their friend. I said hi but later Sheena didn't know and pulled me away. The second time I didn't see, haha and later he sms me to say the both of us very dao :/ Heh, sorry. Ah, don't feel like continuing, goodbye.
It's bleeding inside;
Written on: Friday, September 08, 2006 Time: 9:21 AM
Oh, I realised that the previous post's very wordy :/ But nvm lah, hahaha.
Larissa showed me this:
Heh :) Okay, I shall stop here since I've posted 3 times today. Sorry if the second one's too wordy :/
Written on: Time: 9:06 AM
The legend of the new genders!
sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: yushi the blur, ask you ah, huiyang is a female or male's name? Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: hui is for female Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: yang is for male Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: SHEMALE (: sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: eeyer! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: what's with shemale lorh! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: hahaha. why leh? Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: shemales so ke ai! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: but quite cool lah hahahha sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: cos huiyang's my friend but i've yet to decide the sex sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: it shall be a new sex, shemale (: Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: huh. go ask him/her whether shes male or female lorh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: -.- sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: cannot cos shemale's my imaginary friend Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: whywhy? sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: huh, just my friend Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: aiyo. shemale luh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: ke ai mah x) sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: i was talking to huiyang during math one day, then ms teng came over and said: sandy, you can talk to your friend anytime. so concentrate on your work now or you won't be able to catch up. sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: then i went orh sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: so malu lah! LOL Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: hahahah. WHO IS HUIYANG? Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: you mean. you talking to air during maths lesson arh? sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: WHAT AIR! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: HUIYANG IS MY FRIEND OK! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: you already say IMAGINARY mah Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: si liao. i blur le sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: HEH, I INTRODUCE YOU TO HUIYANG ONE DAY (: Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: OKAY x) Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: make sure shemale says hello to me okay! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: but depends on whether both of you got fate anot, some people cannot hear de Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: huh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: aiyo Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: i sure cannot hear de Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: only same species can hear mah Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: im female. not shemale x( Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: not like you Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: haix sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you mean you cannot hear a male? sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: OHMY, VERY SAD LEH YUSHI sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: don't be sad ok! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: xD Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: -.- i can hear male okay! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says:: different species mah Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: cause. female. is male+female mah x) sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: female is female, male is male sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: no! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: that would be fe2male sandy; i don't want PPC ): says:xDxDxD Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: ok luh. also can x) Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: im fe2male okay! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: heh, we created 2 new sexes sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: ay? sexes? Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: hahahahha Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: shemale. male. female. fe2male x) sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: anw, is fe2male and shemale (: sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: YAY sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: haha Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: hahaha Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: you are shemale right! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: the lousiest de Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: only can hear shemale talking sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: EEE, NO LORH sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you poo! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: i can hear everyone except shemale leh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: wht poo? sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you're poofe2male Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: pooh very cute x) sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: longer form, poofetwomale sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: heh, your sex (: sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: ay, wait can we use gender, more civilised (: Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: okok. Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: i dont want this gender! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: so lousy one Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: i want be fe2male sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: poofetwomale Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: dont want lorh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: so nan ting sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: how you know lousy? be before ah sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: hahaha Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: no lorh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: you think also knw mah Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: lousy name Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: lousy lorh sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: then peefetwomale sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: peefe xD Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: dont want sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: so cute Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: aiyarh. you dont argue luh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: DA BEN XIANG sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: EEYER! Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: so ke ai luh sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: big stupid elephant :/ Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: ben = stupid Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: stupid ppl very ke ai Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: so.. you are Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: BIG brained STUPID keai ELEPHANT xD sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you also BEN lorh sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: C&D sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: HAHAHAHHAHAHHAA Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: ahhahahahha Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: BENJAMIN xD Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: i rock! (: sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: HAHAHAH sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: MALE LEH sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you change sex again sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: wait, let me see ah sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: you're poofethreemale sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: triple male xD Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: yucks Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: so disgusting Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: dont want! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: eh, mine the best, female (: Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: no lorh Yushi. '` xiaohaizi. xiaodidi. chiobu. cutie x))) says: shemale! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: no! sandy; i don't want PPC ): says: but shemale is nice cos of huiyang
HAHA! That was spastic lah. So in conclusion, Yushi is a POOFETHREEMALE & Sandy is a FEMALE :D:D:D Heh, anw the genders. The new genders: SHEMALE, FE2MALE/FETWOMALE, POOFETWOMALE, PEEFETWOMALE & POOFETHREEMALE :)
Written on: Time: 9:00 AM
I'm bored, so I shall upload some photos we took during the West Div' Heritage Trail in Fort Canning on Tuesday :D Haha, cos the 5 of us--- Charis, Anning, Xinyi, Iris & I were helpers, then we were bored while the other schools were having their Heritage Trail. SO! We went arnd taking random photos, with Hongling Mama! Haha.
Took this outside R.O.M; Check the spelling of ceremony xD
Took the above 2 outside R.O.M as well; It was very cold inside, resulting in Condensation! :D HAHAHA. The people walking past were staring at us, heh.
Oh, this is my house! HAHA! Not really done yet :D
Say hello to Huiyang, she/he's so lonely :( The sex is a SHEMALE, as claimed by Yushi; cos Hui is for Female and Yang is for Male.
What're they looking at?
White foam? Haha, no. A mama frog's eggs :/
A Breadfruit :) Heh, cute name right! One moment, it was growing happily on the tree && The next moment...
Dead on the ground :(
After awhile, the police caught the murderer with the murder weapon & They cleared the murder scene, leaving the sap of victim to rot there...
Oh, btw, we didn't murder the fruit in order to take these photos ah! Lol
HAHAHA! We asked one of theFort Canning workers if they knew where's the sage tree, they pointed uphill, so we walked up and saw this tree! Lol. Cos we described it as a big tree with red red stuffs, and we got this! Hahaha. Btw, this is a near to extinction Flaming Tree okay! Very pretty! :D
The flowers of the tree :)
The rose is pretty right :)
The jellybeans that Anning brought for us that day :D It's damn cool, cos it has funny flavours like; Toasted marshmallow, A&W, Caramel apple etc. It's very nice :D:D
Okay, shall end here for the photos :)
Written on: Thursday, September 07, 2006 Time: 9:38 AM
I promised her not to think so much and forget about it, but can I really do that? Ha, as I was on my way home alone, I suddenly felt so lonely and sad. Maybe because I didn’t have Sheena to accompany me and talk to me, so I began to think about lots of stuff. Okay, I think I’m really dumb but ohwells. When Lianghui asked me that question today, I didn’t know how to answer her. Alright, shall stop talking about this anymore, so silly. Haha, shall talk about happier stuffs :D
My Grandma and Brother just got back from the World Food Fair 2006 at Expo. Haha and she bought lots of food! Oh, then they got some dontknowwhat from a lucky draw and she’s trying to pump the air into the dontknowwhat thing. Haha but cannot, damn cute lah. Oh I was eating this very nice chocolate that my mummy bought, and I’m not jealous of your cheese or chocolate cake from Starbucks anymore Larissa! HAHAHA, Larissa is a wonderful, cute and nice poo! Thanks for believing my story unlike that Serene New! Hmph! Haha, nah just kidding, it’s not a very nice thing to believe either.
Anw, I’m feeling damn shit because I haven’t started on my EOYS revision. I’m so gonna die this time lah! Urgh, didn’t have the mood to study these few days. Think I’m gonna get retained lah. Okay, shall reply tags! :D
Elin: Hahaha, I shall tag you again later :D Heh, of course lah, you’re my girlspacefriend leh, of course under my links what! :D Qianwen: Heh, yeah. Dao dao dao, knife knife knife!
Iris: Oh, sorry! I smile back, :D:D:D
Kunhang: Hey, haha. I just realised your link is not there, but I linked you the other time. Haha, but you changed. What’s your new url, mind telling? :D Larissa: Ha, yes. But it’s very complicated lah. PPC! :(
Written on: Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Time: 11:04 AM
GIRLSPACEFRIEND! I KNOW YOU'LL BE COMING HERE. HAHAHA OK END OF POST!
you see, this post is specially meant for you okay! are you happy? :D
Written on: Time: 9:12 AM
i dont wish to be seen as the one who broke it, i dont wish to be seen as the one who came in btw, i dont wish to be seen as the extra one, and the bad one. i nv once want to hurt anyone, and whenever twinnie talk abt u. i can see it in her eyes, i can hear it in her tone, i know she is feeling worst than anyone else, and when i heard it come out from her mouth, abt the other girl, and when she told me abt ur nick, i feel so bad to her. now i feel bad to her as well, cos its hard to not talk abt u when she talk to me and the others, and when she was asked abt ur nick, i wonder how she answered it. will u pls stp this and tell the truth.. and i am sorry twinnie. whenever i see you cry, u make me feel sad too ): i am really sorry for all ur misery, whether u still feel it for him or just guilt, i am still sorry. sometime i hope u r not always there for me, cos when u r, it makes me feel so bad to make u listen to me when u urself is alrd so miserable. and u always listen to me while u keep things to urself, and when u cry i cld do nth much except stand there and sae dont cry, i know i am quite useless. i just received ur sms saying happy talking and good night with a smiley. i dunno how to reply u. to say i am not happy talking? or not? in fact i am not. but given ur character i know u wld feel guilty if i say i am not, when the problem dont lie with u. u r just like this, always thinking abt others before self. if only u were a selfish twinnie ): cant u be a bit more selfish?
this is so terrible, cos apparently those tears are flowing down like dunno what and daddy is just at the other side of the room. everyone is always so nice, unlike me..horrible person who brings nth but troubles. even those who i let down, who i make feel miserable are nice to me. pls ppl, scold me now.. dont be so nice to me, cos i am so not worth it. fine i dont wish to continue anymore. goodbye. i know if its not u blog, it will be twinnie, i am sorry twinnie i make u listen to me, and sorry blog i always use you to say it, somethings are better kept within self. but with u and twinnie arnd, its quite hard... if only nice ppl dont exist. and you! stp telling me both of u can only be friends, cos i hope both of you wld be more than just friends. STP TELLING ITS JUST FRIENDS!
okay i shall dedicate a paragraph to twinnie, though she wanted a post, i feel too lazy to post then post again. sry twinnie, i know i am bad to you. anyway i just want to say thank u for always being there for me these few yrs, i rly didnt regret knowing u and i wonder what will happen to me one day without u by my side. i was just wondering, if i didnt know u 7 yrs ago, what wld become of me now. most probably i wont have so much colours and laughter in my life, i wld be a lonely soul who goes home alone, a pathetic girl who got no one to talk to. u have been a most precious treasure in my life, even the world's most precious gem cannot compare to u, and i was glad get to know you. life has been most fun and colourful with you arnd, cos u nv fail to make me smile when i am bored, make me laugh when i feel sad, make me feel loved with ur retarded sms, make me entertained with ur phonecalls, make me feel not lonely when i take the bus, make me feel impt when u wait for me so long just for cca to end, make me feel treasured when u sit with me in macs, make me feel great when u listen to my nonsensical nonsense. twinnie i just want to say, I LOVE YOU! i seriously hope we wld still be together even till all our teeths drop, then we will sit on the swing together to watch the world if both of us are too tired to walk, and we will hold on to each other, support each other, there wld be no need for walking sticks.
These were from twinnie's ytd’s post, um part of it. As I read these paragraphs, I seriously teared. My grandmother thought I read about someone who died lah. Tears were flowing down my cheeks like nobody’s business. I was seriously very touched by what you’ve written. I know you won’t be seeing this anytime this week but I would still like to say thank you for being there when I need you most. I know you don’t want this to happen as well but we can’t control, it’s what he thinks, not us. Don’t feel bad about it cos you’re not the one who caused all these. He may not know that he’s making life difficult for you in some way but yeah. I know if I say I don’t mind, you won’t believe it, cos you know me too well. But seriously, don’t think so much, don’t care about my feelings, just treat it as any other case and take it as I’ve nv existed at all. Don’t care about how I feel, just face it normally. I know I may sound dumb but ahwell! I tried to control my tears whenever I’m with you cos I don’t wanna make you sad and down. But ytd just before the history remedial, I don’t know why the tears just came flowing. When I was with Kexin on Saturday, I cried terribly and you saw. Although you didn’t say much but when you came over to comfort me, I could sense your care and concern. Heh, I could sense your love for me! Rmb? Love’s in the air :D Haha. It’s easier to confide in you because you’ve been through with me and you know what’s really going on. When Eunice asked me, I didn’t know how to start and she thought that I don’t trust her. Lol, that woman and her ERHEM. Okay, I don’t know why this is bothering me so much recently. Like I’ve promised you and his sister, I’ll cheer up so you ought to as well. It’s nice to see you happy and smiling today. I’m sorry that I wasn’t really that hyped up today. Hahaha! And it’s not cos that someone scolded me ok, I think you know it. Lol, I deserved it lah since I’m so noisy. But I made you laugh on the bus because of some spastic actions. I didn’t know you’d be so amused lah! Heh. I realised that our posts sound as if we’re confessing to each other. Hahaha! But still, just wanna say I love you loads my darling twinnie!
Written on: Tuesday, September 05, 2006 Time: 11:06 AM
Why are you doing this to me? What’s the point of making me feel this way? It makes you feel better uh. Ok, if so, then I’d rather you do so, so that I can lighten my guilt :(
Stop telling me you’re sad, I’m not feeling great either. And yeah, finding reasons to make me respond but I’m sorry to say, I won’t. You can jolly well go on and on with your rubbish and sadness, seriously I can’t be bothered with you lah. Forcing me to do things that I don’t wish to do? Forcing me to reply you? Saying sorry after realising what’s wrong? Oh well, that’s so wrong. Talk to me when you’re lonely and kick me aside when everything’s alright uh. Ha, keep up with your good job man. I don’t wish to hate you, I just wanna keep a neutral point of view but if you continue like this, I’m sorry to say that I’ll just ignore you.
Written on: Friday, September 01, 2006 Time: 11:08 AM
When you appeared right in front of me once again, I seriously didn’t know what to say to you and I couldn’t bring myself to face you. The bad attitude and regrets are now too late. I admit I was in the wrong, maybe during that period of time, I ate the wrong thing and did the wrong stuffs but I swear they weren’t what I really wanted. I know it’s now too late to say anything, and I know you don’t hate me but it just doesn’t feel right. The awkwardness and sadness just can’t be erased that easily. If only I treasured it well, all these wouldn’t have happened. You may not know that I really regretted but ahwell! How I wish, I could turn back time…
I think only Sheena knows what I’m talking about. I really love talking to her alone, so peaceful and nice. Haha we can talk about anything under the sun, there weren’t any awkwardness, if we’re talking to her, I bet we can’t talk much cos she’ll just end up laughing and laughing at us. Hahah, ahwell. And thanks my dearest twinnie for lending a listening ear today, love you loads! :D & To those who guessed that I want to patch up in a past relationship, er please, no. It’s another matter, heh.
Heh :) Okay, I shall stop here since I've posted 3 times today. Sorry if the second one's too wordy :/
Took this outside R.O.M;
Took the above 2 outside R.O.M as well;
Oh, btw, we didn't murder the fruit in order to take these photos ah! Lol
HAHAHA! We asked one of theFort Canning workers if they knew where's the sage tree,
The flowers of the tree :)
The rose is pretty right :)
The jellybeans that Anning brought for us that day :D