Watch the brake lights

This might be my last chance So maybe I should take it I just hope you're listening To everything I'm saying I miss the long drives, the car rides The bad fights, the good times The way you make me feel Will never leave my mind Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone

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Written on: Thursday, March 29, 2007
Time: 10:04 PM

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


I really don't know what to say about you alrd lahhhh x(


Written on:
Time: 9:57 PM

What's wrong mannnnn x(

Do Math worksheet do the wrong steps. Well done.
Do wrong alrd, cancel then write back the same mistake. Well done.
Walk down the steps fall down. Well done.
Cross the road when the red man is on, then the cars honked at me. Well done.
Walk into the house and bang into the door. Well done.
Go into the toilet and leg gets stuck at the door when it was closing. Well done.
Went to shower without bringing my clothes in. Well done.
Drank from a mug without water. Well done.

What's happening to meeee x( Do everything also got problem. Do everything also wrong. What was I thinking about luh. Goose.

I almost died today lor. I was walking back home then I actually crossed the road while the red man was on. I was like the only soul walking across the road and I didn't realise it. I was walking and walking without realising that I'm not supposed to do so. I was walking at a very slow pace and the cars had to honk at me so loudly that I got a big shock and almost fainted on the spot. Grahgrah x( Luckily tmr's headlines wouldn't be "School girl got knocked down by car".

Well done, Sandy. You win.

And I think I'm getting sick again D: Well done man. My voice is like half or at least one-third gone alrd. Mr Lim was asking me what happened to my voice and I actually said I'm sick inside. Sai lorhhhh. I actually answered that D: Cough cough cough, better not come during CCA tmr lor or else I will just pull out all my hair and faint.


Written on: Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Time: 8:13 PM

Thank you for the surprise note uh. Haha, gave me so last minute lor. But still, I wanna say a big thank you to you, for being there whenever I'm down. Though the note was short but it means alot to me. I'll try, I promise I will. Thanks dear :)

Okay shall reply some tags here.

Xiaoen Ming tian bu hui geng hao x( Rahrah! Wo hen xin ku okayyy! But still, thanks dear for all that you've done. Lovesss.

Ruimin Maybe we should go to the beach one day as one whole threeeleven :D But of course not to be emo but go out for fun and playyy! Hehheh. Yeah, love and hate relationship x( Oh wells, but thanks for your encouragement! Lovesss.

Chinwen Hey there. Um also not I want one right. I also want to be able to smile and laugh loudly but wo ban bu dao x( I'm super idontknowhowtosay now x( Goose but nvm, xie xie ni junior kek! Wo ai ni :)

Sarahnumbertwo Hehheh, Sarahnumbertwoooo! We are lousy in car racing, Sarahnumberone is the pro :O Lol and I'm not Sandynumberone luh, only got one Sandy please. I'll link you when I'm free :D


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Time: 8:03 PM

In days of peace --
sweet smelling summer nights
of wine and song;
dusty pavements burning feet.
Why am I crying, I want to know.
How can I smile and make it right?
For sixty days and eighty nights
and not give in and lose the fight.

I'm going back to the ones that I know,
with whom I can be what I want to be.
Just one week for the feeling to go --
and with you there to help me
then it probably will.
I won't go down
acting the same old play.
Give sixty days for just one night.
Don't think I'd make it: but then I might.

I'm going back to the ones that I know,
with whom I can be what I want to be.
Just one week for the feeling to go --
and with you there to help me
then it probably will.


Written on:
Time: 12:06 PM

I want to go to the beachhhh!

To walk walk and feel the sea breeze. Can lie down and gaze at the stars, though Singapore not many stars D:

When you're so full of troubles and problems, you just want to go to the beach and walk on the sand. To feel the sea breeze and your face, so cool and refreshing. To forget all your troubles as you walk. To think of the wonderful memories you had as you gaze at the stars. To listen to the others when you hear the sound of the waves. To get reminded of the reason why you're sad as you look at the quiet and deserted beach.

Aw man, I don't know what I'm talking about in the previous paragraph D: Sounds so weird but nvm! Sighhhhh! I know I'm not to sigh but then there're just too many problems and stuff to think about :'( *Sniffs. You are bringing me down lower and lower each day. Wei shen me :'( You don't have to do that, you could have jolly well carried on with what you're doing. It's really hurting alot. Please be nice and stop doing all these to me :'( I don't wanna get involved with all your stuff, they're difficult to handle cos of youuuu x(

It's aching more and more each day :(


Written on: Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Time: 10:31 AM

Why is it always you?

So long so long, and it's still you. How I wished I was just a normal passerby in your life, how I wished I didn't know you. Then I wouldn't get so sad and disappointed. I guess it's just you, you never change. After so long and you're still like that. I got sad and angry cos of you, she got sad and angry cos of you, they got sad and angry cos of you. It's you, you, you and still you x(

You say one thing and then you turn over and do another. You don't like others to do that, and why are you doing it yourself? You never know how disappointed others are with you. And I doubt you know that I'm referring to you right?

Although I'm not happy with it but I still have to show you that I'm happy. I have to put up a strong front, I have to smile and laugh like I'm really happy in front of you. Faking a smile isn't easy at all. After you walk away, I just return to my old self, the smile just wears off. I hate to be like this but I don't have a choice. Why don't you teach me?

Sigh, it's love and hate.


Written on: Thursday, March 22, 2007
Time: 8:20 PM

COUGHHHH >:(

Cough cough cough. Can't you just stop coughing for one day!? Grahhh, I'm so pissed with myself. I'm super tired, physically and mentally :( I think I cough until no energy alrd lor! Dumbdumb. Tired mentally :( Sigh, zhen de zhen de hen lei le. I want to cry on someone's shoulderrrrr :( Who's willing to get their shoulder wet? Heh.

Thinking back on Monday, it was damn stupid. Didn't go to school so I was at home and all I did was to eat, sleep, medicine, pee, eat, sleep, pee, medicine... I feel like a typical patient cannnn :( I'm not lah, obviously :D I was only abit sick :O Hehheh. Lucky I'm only left with the flu and sore throat :D Mr Fever went home alrd :D Cheers man. I thought he went home on Tuesday alrd but then he came back to visit ytd during lesson time lor! Tsk tsk. Maybe he left someth behind and came back to collect. But don't worry, after my check ytd, he won't come back again :D Hoho.

Ohohoh! And right, having no voice is pathetic, very sad :( Haha. As in really no voice lor, dumbdumb x( Lucky my voice came back today :D

Oh goose D: I suddenly don't feel like blogging. Dui bu qi da jia men :(

Kaini Haha till now, I haven't started :O I think she forgot all about it alrd lor, tsk. Hahaha anw, going to buy file, tell me okayy! And this Saturday howwww :D

Zihui YAO ZIHUI (x Hahah you got your hug and thanks for that hug! Heh, lovess.

Chinwen Eh! I'm not a goose lor! And of course I can eat ice-cream lahhhhhhhh :D Thanks for your concern these few days about my bing, lovesss.

Yining Ayyyy! I not ti ruo duo bing lorrrrrr :( I'm healthy. Hahaha :O

Rumin Thanks dear :D Haha.

Xiaoen I DIDN'T SEE YOU LOR! Tsk tsk. Haha and I'm all healthy and good now :D Or at least, healthier than ytd. Your friend: She cannot talk or she don't want to talk. Goose lor your friend :( Make me sad. Hahaha! Anw, xie xie ni de guan xin, lovesss.


Written on: Sunday, March 18, 2007
Time: 6:03 PM

Haven't been blogging here for some time. Decided that I won't abandon this blog for the time being :D Cos da jia men so hardworking and nice, tag me even though I didn't update so I shall be nice and update too :D

Okay, today's horrible for me man. Woke up with high fever and throat infection. And then later in the afternoon, I had flu :O That was so crap okay, didn't take breakfast, then lunch I ate a few mouths then never eat alrd. Sigh, supposed to be resting now but then I have to do work so no choice I'm here at the com. And since I'm at the com alrd, I might as well blog alil' right :D

Oh btw, I was damn xing fu ytd :D Went out with Gillian and we ate boats from BreadTalk! Yohoho. And fishballs too :D Fishballs and boats rock our socks :D

Goose, can't stand it alrd. Shall just reply tags and turn off the com :(

Amanda Hahaha goose meal :O You cook for me okay! Hahaha happy goosey day. Lovelove!

Katherine Katherine tong xueeeeee :D I miss sitting in front of you lah! Btw you changed url?

Chinwen Hahaha hello junior kek :D

Kaini Mamamama! Until now I haven't started reading :O Goose!

Kyna Hello Kyna! Hahaha what's with silent reader lor! Okay, I will tag the next time :D And I'm not a hot pink pervert! x(

Yining Hey there! How's your throat? Hehheh, see you tmrw!

Joey Lol, now you know! I rmb! I'm still Elmo! I don't care :D

Sheena Tsk lor, I don't want to read alrd lah! Damn stupid :O Heh. And don't get too pissed with that person :)

Yenjin Yenyen! Hoho. Looking arnd eh? So you found anything? :D Lol

Ruimin Hello! Hahah what's with super goose :O Ohmytian. Hahaha! Finally 311's blog is done eh :D

Xiaoen Hoha. Yah lah! Mingyi ah, tsk. How can the both of us be lovers lor! Ohmygooseygoose. I almost puked lah that time! Hahaha! And right. Someone always ask me to eat then she herself don't sleeeeep! 1am still dare to tag me uh! Bite you I tell you! :(

Qiuhan Hey there! See you tmrw! :D

P.S Congrats Meiting! :D


Written on: Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Time: 2:25 PM

Rawrrrrr! I'm hungry D: Didn't take breakfast and lunch's not ready yet. This is so goose, and I know someone's so gonna kill me if she sees this :O Heh, sorry luh but I promise I'll eat a proper lunch! Cheers to Sandy :D

Wanted to start on holiday homework(s) but then I gave up after awhile, I'm just too lazy to get down to work.

Oh yay, there's guides tmr :D Who wanna go out after that! Tralala. Oh man, I still don't have my lunch D: I'm too hungry to blog, shall reply tags first.

Larissa Hahahaha! I won't say thank you you or welcome you one lah! Goose :O Hehheh, see I'm replying your tag alrd :D Lovesss.

Chuinyin YOHOHO x) Yeah man, I will miss you and Marshall. I will miss the times we spent together x) Oh goose, we're the contagious crybabies in our watch :O Hahaha. Lovesssss!

Xiaoen Oleh oleh oleh oleh :D Tmr's Wednesday alrd! Hahaha. Am I really all brave and strong? Maybe not, maybe yes :O Hehheh! And hor! Someone want to transfer school lor! Goose :(

Oh my goosey goose! Shenyang just sent me the Chinese doc, for holiday homwork one. Have to read the whole thing, and guess what? It's like FIFTY-ONE pages long lah please :O :O :O *Faints. And note: It's all in Chinese :O *Double faints.


Written on:
Time: 1:40 PM

Second post of the day :D
Alrightey! First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGLING! My wonderful tablemate! Lovelove!

Heh, so yesterday was threeeleven's class birthday party! :D:D:D We went ruimin's house and the whole thing was funfunfun :D Hehheh. I think we all enjoyed ourselves right :D I rushed out Claudia's present on Saturday despite being so tired after OBS and later realised that Claudia's not going for the party cos of some church stuff :O I was super sad okay! Goose me. But nvm, can give her when school reopens :D And I received my present from Shenyang, xie xie ni! :D And the stupid Weiyi lah, made me scream cos of Ruimin's dog. I was scared but not that scared, then Weiyi got so frightened that she made me very frightened too. Dumbdumb :O I think Kaini's the best. She's not scared of stray/wild dogs but she's scared of pet dogs. Hahahah, so goose lah please.
After yesterday, I realised that Weiyi's a better ice-cream eater than Kaini. Goose lor Kaini. Hahaha.

Went home with Qiuhan, Jasmine and Weili. Weili left at the MRT station to wait for her parents. Then the 3 of us took MRT home. We're calculating how much time we will take to get home and for me, I'll reach home after 11. Then later Jasmine said police will catch me cos I'm under 16 and it's past 11. I wasn't scared to go home late cos anyway it's not the first time but I was super scared that the police would chase after me :O Hahaha but luckily, nothing happened to me of course :D

Shall upload the photos into threeleven's shutterfly acc now :D I should do English 习字 from now on cos I always spell threeeleven as threeleven/threeelven. Too many 'e's alrd luh (x Hahaha, cool man, English 习字. But it's gonna be so damn goose :O
Lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THREEELEVEN AGAIN! LOVE!

Goose, the rest of the group shots are in Yingci's cam :O Yingci, hurry upload okayyyyy! Hahah.


Written on: Monday, March 12, 2007
Time: 1:09 PM

My first post after OBS :D Haha. I've decided not to blog about OBS day by day, there's too much to say, too much to rmb, too much to forget, to much to love :(

Yes, I admit I was really really scared before OBS that I even cried when I was just outside Nanyang Audi :( But thanks people for the hugs and encouragement! Now thinking back, like what Oli said to me on the way to OBS, I was really too silly to cry. OBS is so so fun that I wouldn't want to leave the place on the last day :( Everything just past so quickly without us realising.

OBS had taught alot of precious lessons. I will treasure what I have now, I promise I won't take things for granted from now on. I promise I will keep to the time and not waste precious time. I will treasure the people and loved ones arnd me. I will be strong and not give up halfway. I will have the courage to try new stuff, cos "you cannot discover new lands unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore".

The wonderful memories I had in OBS will forever be in my heart and I won't forget them. I won't forget Marshall, my wonderful watch. I won't forget my wonderful watchmates who were there for me when I need them. I won't forget my wonderfully wonderful instructor Iskandar who was there to take care of me when I was sick. I won't forget how nice and tolerant Iskandar was towards our watch. I won't forget how caring my fellow threeeleveners and friends were towards me when they saw me crying at camp site 3. There's too much to rmb, so much that I can go on and on non-stop. I will never forget everything that happened at OBS.

Ubin, a place full of wonderful moments. Lovelovelove!


Written on: Sunday, March 04, 2007
Time: 2:44 PM

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.


Written on:
Time: 2:14 PM

OBS in 2 days' time :O Goose. I'm excited but scared, happy but sad, looking forward but nervous. This is getting so super goose man.

Oh just rmbed that I'm supposed to call Weiyi. Hahaha ohwells, it's not impt cos we'll end up crapping for very long. She's at some party now? So I think I should be nice and not disturb her :D Good girl. Hehheh.

OBS packing has been going on quite well, but I'm sure that I'll still do last minute stuff. Well, can't blame me, that's Sandy. Hoha.

And you :( Why did you have to go off when I needed you the most? :( I was just about to talk to you then you said you had to go off :( Oh goose. I'm feeling sad now. But I can't be sad, I don't want to be sad :(

Heard from Weiyi that Eva mistook a sec4 senior for me and called my name out loud :O Goose, guess it's one of the PGA seniors. Oh my goose can. We're trying to guess who's the senior but couldn't get it. Haha.

Yolala, shall go eat bananas now, didn't take dinner. I was eating a banana this afternoon then I don't know what I'm thinking at that point of time that I ate the banana even without peeling off the skin. So I ended up eating the banana with the skin :O So goose please! How dumb can I get lah?


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