Watch the brake lights

This might be my last chance So maybe I should take it I just hope you're listening To everything I'm saying I miss the long drives, the car rides The bad fights, the good times The way you make me feel Will never leave my mind Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone

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Written on: Saturday, April 29, 2006
Time: 12:50 PM

you promised never to do it again and there you are breaking your very own promise, like wth. yes, those were chances given but you never treasure them but rather made the same mistakes again. you made promises again and again; and broke them from time to time. you said you would change and i believed in you, knowing that you would change. i believed that you wont break your promises again but it was otherwise. like what are promises meant to be? maybe promises were just meant to be broken huh? poof :/ maybe it wasnt intentionally but if you really bear those words in mind, you wouldnt be saying all those shit. its not that im angry but its rather of a disappointment. i trust you to keep your promise but things just didnt turn out well. and its like i cant do anything about it lah, its your attitude, not mine. change that attitude of yours, please. it doesnt benefit you at all. so like what's the point getting so pissed and irritated when you cant do anything to help and salvage the situation. you might even cause more trouble to yourself. and maybe its just you who cant change, ahwell. i dont give a damn. its up to yourself now to decide what you really want; and if you really cant keep that promise of yours, dont even make that promise in the first place. it will just cause misunderstandings and disappointment. maybe you wont feel anything about this but still i wanna tell you, please throw that part of attitude of yours away to a far far away land and not to let it come back again. its really un-nice, poof. you might not be seeing this but i just wanna let you know that, if you really put in the effort to change that part of your attitude, it would make you a much better person :)

i was just exchanging stories with twinnie on the bus just now and the stories she told me were very entertaining. esp the one on the girl who was very contradictive :/ heh. okay, im just getting so irritated nowww! poof :/ andand! im hungry, shall go and find breakfast cereals to eat! :D


Written on: Friday, April 28, 2006
Time: 11:29 AM

im back mainly cos common tests are over; cheerios. :D
and yes, i've dedicated my whole afternoon to completing my testsworks which are due tmr. :) haha im such a good girl right? hahaha, thats so random. and i've not completed them yet. :( POOF, so i shall continue after blogging. :/ hahaha. andand! my mum bought kinderbuenos for me. :) haha i haven't eaten kinderbuenos for a long time. and rejoice! my grandma's coming back from korea tonight! :D but by that time i'll be sleeping alrd. :( heh. okay, shall reply tags though some were long long long ago. :)

yenjin: hahaha! i've been smiling these few days. :D but you! you look super duper stressed! hahaha. and yes, we haven't talk to each other properly for a very long time. :/
iris: hey soursop! be strong and survive footdrill the next time! :) i was damn pissed with some people that cca session lah! heh, i was with amanda cos its like everyone's saying: go sandy, you say the 1 2 3 command thing lah, then pushed me to the front :/ and amanda was there so i happened to like stick with her most of the time. but dont worry we can talk more in future! x)
eva: hey darling. :) i can never study when im with you, hahaha. but maybe i shall try someday. loves!
allyssa: hello lovely human! love.
yannrong: ohmy, how did you get to my blog? :/ haha and yes, you too, jiayou for science sia. :D
hk: im not changing my blogskins that often what! hahaha. :) and who's sarah? lol. and faster get your blog done! :)
haidee: haha haidee, im not that diligent afterall. :/ maybe cos of common tests lah. haha and dont be sad anymore! SMILE x)
cherie: haha poot! why are you changing your url again! haha
benjamin: eh! no point getting so depressed over her right! poof. since you've decided to give up, just go ahead with it dont hesitate for goodness sake or you'll never be able to go on. :/ hahaha.

okay, i've finished replying nine tags. :) i realised some are really very outdated hahaha :/ but nvm. i've got nothing to do. okay shall go and finish up my testworks! :D

it takes both to play a part in order to have a complete picture. :)


Written on: Sunday, April 23, 2006
Time: 7:11 AM

just came back from popular and cold storage with my mum and brother :D

i went to popular to get my yellow highlighter, mechanical pencil, file and ci yu shou ce :/ haha, first term's over and i just got my ci yu shou ce. heh, thats so not right but ah well, thats sandy :D

OHYES! i saw qianwen's msn nick saying chem SIA is due 2nd may! ;D hoho.

WHOOPS, my printer stopped printing my science notes! argh, printerprinter, you cant fail me at this moment when i need my notes to revise :( oh man;
okay nvm, shall go and see what's happening, BYE! :)


Written on: Saturday, April 22, 2006
Time: 1:47 PM

hellohello! im feeling nice and happy today :D
my batch received our total defence bronze badge and my group passed the total defence silver badge! :DD then i expected myself to be the reserve for camp challenge but in the end, joanne was the one, bleh :( okay then i learnt 2 new footdrill commands ;) hahaha! and everything's like making me feel so accomplished right! lol, okay im being retarded :/
i've finished printing all my history stuffs from ivle and i can study :D haha provided there's time cos im fully booked on sunday cos of math SIA and science SIA :/ we haven't started lah, whoops :S have to revise chinese ci yu first then science then history ;D
and huibin's saying im a penguin now cos i told her im wearing a shirt with a long sleeve shirt with a jacket haha. then she say im at the artic :/ her xiuwen friend says im cute; hyperventilates :D hahaha
okay, shall go and sort out my stufs before sleeping :) i think i got alot of energy today eh! haha cos after footdrill, normally once i come home i eat then shower then PLOP; i go to bed but today im sleeping later than usual :D HEH alrightey! bye ;D


Written on: Friday, April 21, 2006
Time: 9:26 AM

12345, once i caught a fish alive;
678910, then i let it go again;
why did you let it go;
because it bit my finger so;
which finger did it bite;
this little finger on my right :D


Written on: Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Time: 11:28 AM

haha okay i got this quiz from iris :D

1. Ur birthday?
10jan92!

2. ppl have same birthday as you?
mm, chunhui from 106 :D haha i saw her name on the board together with her birth date. there's actually still somemore but i just cant recall at the moment :/

3. Would u rather play or watch football?
NEITHER :D

4. What sport would u say you're good at?
none, but i like to do turnings :D HAHA

5. What was ur worst nightmare?
when someone dug out my eyeballs! :(

6. Apples or oranges?
apples :D

7. Grapes or watermelon?
they're equally nice!

8. wolves or tigers?
NONE! they all look scary :/

9. What kind of music do u listen to?-
alot :)

10.have u ever written poetry / poem?
hahaha yep! bioPOEM! :D

11. Do u remember birthdays?
haha most of them lah

12. do u know what time u were born?
no :/

13. Do u have a birth mark? where?
yes, somewhere :D

14. Are you a sweet person?
HAHAHA! i dont think so, but i've a sweet tooth :DD

15. What were u doing b4 u started filling this in?
looking at iris' blog, haha

16. What were you doing yesterday?
maths, sleep, eat, laugh; haha practically nothing much lah :)

17. What about today?
MUGGING maths with hui and allyssa; LOVE!

18. What is ur favourite gun?
TOYGUN! :D

19. Chocolate or vanilla ice-cream?
CHOCOCOCOCOLATE!

20. What is the first thing u notice on sum1(oppsex)?
his face? most of the time you'll only know he's a guy when you see his face what :/

21. What's ur fav smell?
ERPS? haha

22. Fave songs that u hear often?
yi shou jian dan de ge, jia gei wo and many many others

23. What r u thinkin about right now?
whats for breakfast tmr :D

24. What is ur fav disney movie of all time?
all are nice to sandy :)

25. What color r ur eyes?
black?

26. Who was ur first crush?
haha, :D

27. What kind of hair do u like on the opp sex?
er, hair lah! hair is just hair what! haha
or was it suppose to mean hairstyle? :/

28. Who out of ur frens (same sex) have u known the longest?
think its sheena phua :D 8 years i think;

29. Sunrise or sunset?
sunset

30. wat happened tis few days?
i've been a good girl revising maths, HAHA

31. Movies?
movies what? yes? no?

32. Where can u c urself goin for ur honeymoon?
overseas :D

33. Can u play an instrument?
yes, sure man :)

34. Fav storybook?
:)

36. Do u like poetry?
NO :) but biopoem's fun! :D

heh finally end of quiz :/ hafta go and revise maths! :D


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Time: 10:51 AM

[1] today's art was kind of fun though we got our fingernails stained orange haha. the sunset painting was quite nice :D
[2] went to lianghui's house with allyssa to mug maths right after school :/ and sorry eva! we were so serious during that 4 hours of mugging, feel proud of us :D cos its like there's never peace when the 3 of us gets together to do work, i mean there'll be alot of noise and stuff heh. and im feeling quite accomplished today :) haha but we werent that serious afterall, cos me and lianghui were like suan-ing each other most of the time :/ HAHAHA
[3] im going to continue with my maths later :) and eva just told me her junior got her chin ripped apart today, like wth? and eva thinks she's in hospital now :/ thats so scary :( get well soon eva's junior :D heh crap, its not as if she'll see this but nvm :) and im gonna make wings so i can fly then i wont trip and fall in future :/ okay, thats lame haha.


Written on: Monday, April 17, 2006
Time: 2:35 AM

[1] went market with my grandma today :) then saw this guy from SVD or SVP trying to ask the people not to vote for PAP, haha. and we bought lots of stuffs cos we're having steamboat tonight :D
[2] i woke up at 745 to continue with my maths revision and everything's alright EXCEPT for linear graphs, linear graphs are horrible, grah :(
[3]im going to reply letters later :) sorry to those whom i've owe letters for a long long time
[4] then ytd i saw fwah huibin at j8 :D fwah mama, haha then we started smsing to each other and the convo was damn funny, esp when we talked about her admirer, pikachu :)
[5] and you; go away, i don't like you. be irritating to me and i'll be irritating to you :) so just SHOO, go away :D
[6] CONGRATS TO LIANGHUI ALLYSSA HAIDEE LARRIE VALERIE SERENE & YUSHI! :D they got second for their OM singapore! :DD haha


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Time: 2:35 AM

[1] went market with my grandma today :) then saw this guy from SVD or SVP trying to ask the people not to vote for PAP, haha. and we bought lots of stuffs cos we're having steamboat tonight :D
[2] my maths revision is going on well EXCEPT for linear graphs, linear graphs are horrible :(
and im going to reply letters later :) sorry to those whom i've owe letters for a long long time
[3] and you; go away, i don't like you. be irritating to me and i'll be irritating to you :) so just SHOO, go away :D
[4] CONGRATS TO LIANGHUI ALLYSSA HAIDEE LARRIE VALERIE SERENE & YUSHI! :D they got second for their OM singapore! :DD haha


Written on: Sunday, April 16, 2006
Time: 3:44 AM

[1] didnt blog ytd; was practically busy doing my home econs essay before i went to my cousin's house. at my cousin's house, i played with germaine's polly pocket :D its fun though its a baby game and since everyone says i dont have childhood. even during guides on thursday when we were doing the ladder, euodia says she thinks i dont have childhood :/
[2] yuxin and miss teng's sms woke me up this morning haha. i was sleeping then suddenly the whole bed vibrated. actually thats sort of good cos im suppose to do my home econs essay this morning. i set my phone's alarm to 4am so i can wake up and do my maths revision first but i think i got irritated when the alarm sounded so i switched off the alarm and continued sleeping haha. a leopard can never change its spots
[3] i just finished my home econs essay; REJOICE! haha so now i can concentrate on my maths revision and maybe geography? bleh. and im going to my other cousin's house soon and i have to shower first, i havent shower yet :/ hahaha


Written on: Friday, April 14, 2006
Time: 12:48 PM

just had my dinner at 9 and yes im too tired to do anything now, so im going to sleep for 15 hours straight without disturbance cos im gonna lock my door :D so all my work and stuffs will be pushed to tmr and faimly gathering is tmr :( i cant do the work i plan to do by tmr cos i need the peaceful environment :D haha nvm, shall do revision! :D haha im hardworking

i'll blog tmr if i got the time :D and i received an email from miss teng ytd :D though i dont think she'll see this but still;
thank you miss teng, i really appreciate it and i'll bear those words in mind :D

okay, my target is 15 hours of sleep so by the time i sleep is 10 and 15 hours of sleep, meaning i'll wake up at 1 :/ grah! thats impossible alrd, i gotta go my cousin's house but nvm shall try :D haha

IF ONLY;


Written on: Thursday, April 13, 2006
Time: 11:17 AM

SCREWED
-i dont wanna go on like this anymore


Written on: Sunday, April 09, 2006
Time: 3:57 PM

its a few more minutes to twelve! :D and im eating the gummies my mum bought for me! :DD

and my brother's out jogging -.- cos he heard my convo with my mum saying i wanna go jogging with sheena ytd, so he asked his friends also -.- he and 4 of his friends went to the stadium haha! whereas me and sheena didnt go jogging at all :D but sheena's asking me to run with her after school on wednesday at the school's track -.-

ytd's family gathering was at my house, so me and gillian got bored so we decided to go northpoint haha. went to popular to get her stufs and we saw this really cute file! GREEN FROGGIE :D haha its uber cute but i dont need a file so i didnt buy whereas she bought a green froggie ring file for her tution :D haha we walked around and later went to macs to eat our apple pie! :D we bought a medium fries, 2 apple pie and 1 ice-cream cone :D heh

then back home yesterday i did my malay assessment online and i got full marks ;D

we're looking at the campussuperstar videos ytd then we saw this video showing this grandma cheering for zhiyang. its quite hilarious and cute! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crkkvJAImIg&search=zhiyang

okay today's qinquan birthday, its also my angel's birthday :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINQUAN! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICIA! :D
*though i dont think they'll see this, but still :D

oh yes, shall update my list of work to be done :)
(1) maths revision questions
(2) art- find pictures on textures
(3) malay assessment
(4) home econs essay
(5) revising for the lang arts test next week :s
(5) yenjin, eva and hongkai's letter

im so dead :/ okay BYE! :D


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Time: 12:20 PM

GOOD MORNING :D haha im alone at home cos my mummy and grandma went to the market and they brought my brother along cos he's going for tution later :D and there'll be PEACE later at home, for me :D haha

i havent had my breakfast except for birdnest which my grandma cooked and its nice :D haha and yes! i've not done a single homework GRAH!

oh yes! today's qianqian and willie's birthday! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANQIAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIE!
* though i dont think they'll see this haha

haha okay and im waiting for my mummy to come home cos she's gonna buy me my breakfast! :D yaye! FOODFOODFOOD! hoho okay my grandma just came home haha :) shall watch cartoons! :DD oh yes! this reminds me of melwee saying im deprived of my childhood! GRAH! whats wrong about being deprived of my childhood lah! haha dumb woman :D

alrightey! BYE :D


Written on: Saturday, April 08, 2006
Time: 1:10 PM

HELLO! :D im back haha, um actually its cos im too lazy :/

oh yaye! i succeeded in hitting jenzi poot's bumbum :D haha i feel so efficient and accomplished! :D cos its not an easy task heh.

haha i was being really dumb today just before rollcall. huibin called out for me to tell me that she'll be going for PGA trng thing, renice and shaowen got sec3 camp thing then the other two sec2s went for CIP so i'll be doing rollcall. i got so panicky till i cried haha thats so retarded. then renice came to say the sec3s will be coming for rollcall so i dont have to do and so the huibin was like bu yao ku le xian ting, ni bu yong zuo le. haha and then i was crying and laughing at the same time cos she looked so worried heh. and she said she's always the one making me cry and she wanted to give me a big hug. haha and i was like damn dumb and stupid lah. GRAH! :D okay then we played captain's ball and did the gadgets and knots thing later on. i was in group7 and xinying was the sec4. haha we sure had a great time together :D sarah was the only sec1 in this group but she enjoyed it very much cos i was there entertaining and teaching her all the time together with xinying :D sarah learns the knots and lashings very fast and she managed to rmb most of the things taught to her haha. and uncle jack really drove me mad, he just goes around telling people im what jelly or BAH-TEH-LY :/ GRAH! dumbdumb :D haha euodia was helping us for awhile and she just laughed and laughed non stop, damn funny lah. OH! and i feel so proud of myself cos im the only one who brought penknife; guides penknife, for the twine. haha maybe not the only one but one of the minority who brought :D HOHO and thanks erwina for the twigs! LOVE!

the bus journey home with sheena was fun! :D i bet she enjoyed it very much cos i laughed and laughed and laughed non stop. haha i was talking rubbish and laughing at my own words, and sheena laughed at times too and i know sometimes she purposely force her smile back :D haha what a phrase! :DD then she's trying to persuade me to go jogging with her :/ heh how interesting

i still have some work undone:
(1) malay assessment
(2) home econs essay
(3) some maths revision questions
(4) revising for the lang arts test next week :s
(5) yenjin, eva and hongkai's letter :D

OKIE DOKIES! shall end here :DD


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