This might be my last chance So maybe I should take it I just hope you're listening To everything I'm saying I miss the long drives, the car rides The bad fights, the good times The way you make me feel Will never leave my mind Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone
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Written on: Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Time: 9:12 AM
i dont wish to be seen as the one who broke it, i dont wish to be seen as the one who came in btw, i dont wish to be seen as the extra one, and the bad one. i nv once want to hurt anyone, and whenever twinnie talk abt u. i can see it in her eyes, i can hear it in her tone, i know she is feeling worst than anyone else, and when i heard it come out from her mouth, abt the other girl, and when she told me abt ur nick, i feel so bad to her. now i feel bad to her as well, cos its hard to not talk abt u when she talk to me and the others, and when she was asked abt ur nick, i wonder how she answered it. will u pls stp this and tell the truth.. and i am sorry twinnie. whenever i see you cry, u make me feel sad too ): i am really sorry for all ur misery, whether u still feel it for him or just guilt, i am still sorry. sometime i hope u r not always there for me, cos when u r, it makes me feel so bad to make u listen to me when u urself is alrd so miserable. and u always listen to me while u keep things to urself, and when u cry i cld do nth much except stand there and sae dont cry, i know i am quite useless. i just received ur sms saying happy talking and good night with a smiley. i dunno how to reply u. to say i am not happy talking? or not? in fact i am not. but given ur character i know u wld feel guilty if i say i am not, when the problem dont lie with u. u r just like this, always thinking abt others before self. if only u were a selfish twinnie ): cant u be a bit more selfish?
this is so terrible, cos apparently those tears are flowing down like dunno what and daddy is just at the other side of the room. everyone is always so nice, unlike me..horrible person who brings nth but troubles. even those who i let down, who i make feel miserable are nice to me. pls ppl, scold me now.. dont be so nice to me, cos i am so not worth it. fine i dont wish to continue anymore. goodbye. i know if its not u blog, it will be twinnie, i am sorry twinnie i make u listen to me, and sorry blog i always use you to say it, somethings are better kept within self. but with u and twinnie arnd, its quite hard... if only nice ppl dont exist. and you! stp telling me both of u can only be friends, cos i hope both of you wld be more than just friends. STP TELLING ITS JUST FRIENDS!
okay i shall dedicate a paragraph to twinnie, though she wanted a post, i feel too lazy to post then post again. sry twinnie, i know i am bad to you. anyway i just want to say thank u for always being there for me these few yrs, i rly didnt regret knowing u and i wonder what will happen to me one day without u by my side. i was just wondering, if i didnt know u 7 yrs ago, what wld become of me now. most probably i wont have so much colours and laughter in my life, i wld be a lonely soul who goes home alone, a pathetic girl who got no one to talk to. u have been a most precious treasure in my life, even the world's most precious gem cannot compare to u, and i was glad get to know you. life has been most fun and colourful with you arnd, cos u nv fail to make me smile when i am bored, make me laugh when i feel sad, make me feel loved with ur retarded sms, make me entertained with ur phonecalls, make me feel not lonely when i take the bus, make me feel impt when u wait for me so long just for cca to end, make me feel treasured when u sit with me in macs, make me feel great when u listen to my nonsensical nonsense. twinnie i just want to say, I LOVE YOU! i seriously hope we wld still be together even till all our teeths drop, then we will sit on the swing together to watch the world if both of us are too tired to walk, and we will hold on to each other, support each other, there wld be no need for walking sticks.
These were from twinnie's ytd’s post, um part of it. As I read these paragraphs, I seriously teared. My grandmother thought I read about someone who died lah. Tears were flowing down my cheeks like nobody’s business. I was seriously very touched by what you’ve written. I know you won’t be seeing this anytime this week but I would still like to say thank you for being there when I need you most. I know you don’t want this to happen as well but we can’t control, it’s what he thinks, not us. Don’t feel bad about it cos you’re not the one who caused all these. He may not know that he’s making life difficult for you in some way but yeah. I know if I say I don’t mind, you won’t believe it, cos you know me too well. But seriously, don’t think so much, don’t care about my feelings, just treat it as any other case and take it as I’ve nv existed at all. Don’t care about how I feel, just face it normally. I know I may sound dumb but ahwell! I tried to control my tears whenever I’m with you cos I don’t wanna make you sad and down. But ytd just before the history remedial, I don’t know why the tears just came flowing. When I was with Kexin on Saturday, I cried terribly and you saw. Although you didn’t say much but when you came over to comfort me, I could sense your care and concern. Heh, I could sense your love for me! Rmb? Love’s in the air :D Haha. It’s easier to confide in you because you’ve been through with me and you know what’s really going on. When Eunice asked me, I didn’t know how to start and she thought that I don’t trust her. Lol, that woman and her ERHEM. Okay, I don’t know why this is bothering me so much recently. Like I’ve promised you and his sister, I’ll cheer up so you ought to as well. It’s nice to see you happy and smiling today. I’m sorry that I wasn’t really that hyped up today. Hahaha! And it’s not cos that someone scolded me ok, I think you know it. Lol, I deserved it lah since I’m so noisy. But I made you laugh on the bus because of some spastic actions. I didn’t know you’d be so amused lah! Heh. I realised that our posts sound as if we’re confessing to each other. Hahaha! But still, just wanna say I love you loads my darling twinnie!
Written on: Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Time: 9:12 AM
i dont wish to be seen as the one who broke it, i dont wish to be seen as the one who came in btw, i dont wish to be seen as the extra one, and the bad one. i nv once want to hurt anyone, and whenever twinnie talk abt u. i can see it in her eyes, i can hear it in her tone, i know she is feeling worst than anyone else, and when i heard it come out from her mouth, abt the other girl, and when she told me abt ur nick, i feel so bad to her. now i feel bad to her as well, cos its hard to not talk abt u when she talk to me and the others, and when she was asked abt ur nick, i wonder how she answered it. will u pls stp this and tell the truth.. and i am sorry twinnie. whenever i see you cry, u make me feel sad too ): i am really sorry for all ur misery, whether u still feel it for him or just guilt, i am still sorry. sometime i hope u r not always there for me, cos when u r, it makes me feel so bad to make u listen to me when u urself is alrd so miserable. and u always listen to me while u keep things to urself, and when u cry i cld do nth much except stand there and sae dont cry, i know i am quite useless. i just received ur sms saying happy talking and good night with a smiley. i dunno how to reply u. to say i am not happy talking? or not? in fact i am not. but given ur character i know u wld feel guilty if i say i am not, when the problem dont lie with u. u r just like this, always thinking abt others before self. if only u were a selfish twinnie ): cant u be a bit more selfish?
this is so terrible, cos apparently those tears are flowing down like dunno what and daddy is just at the other side of the room. everyone is always so nice, unlike me..horrible person who brings nth but troubles. even those who i let down, who i make feel miserable are nice to me. pls ppl, scold me now.. dont be so nice to me, cos i am so not worth it. fine i dont wish to continue anymore. goodbye. i know if its not u blog, it will be twinnie, i am sorry twinnie i make u listen to me, and sorry blog i always use you to say it, somethings are better kept within self. but with u and twinnie arnd, its quite hard... if only nice ppl dont exist. and you! stp telling me both of u can only be friends, cos i hope both of you wld be more than just friends. STP TELLING ITS JUST FRIENDS!
okay i shall dedicate a paragraph to twinnie, though she wanted a post, i feel too lazy to post then post again. sry twinnie, i know i am bad to you. anyway i just want to say thank u for always being there for me these few yrs, i rly didnt regret knowing u and i wonder what will happen to me one day without u by my side. i was just wondering, if i didnt know u 7 yrs ago, what wld become of me now. most probably i wont have so much colours and laughter in my life, i wld be a lonely soul who goes home alone, a pathetic girl who got no one to talk to. u have been a most precious treasure in my life, even the world's most precious gem cannot compare to u, and i was glad get to know you. life has been most fun and colourful with you arnd, cos u nv fail to make me smile when i am bored, make me laugh when i feel sad, make me feel loved with ur retarded sms, make me entertained with ur phonecalls, make me feel not lonely when i take the bus, make me feel impt when u wait for me so long just for cca to end, make me feel treasured when u sit with me in macs, make me feel great when u listen to my nonsensical nonsense. twinnie i just want to say, I LOVE YOU! i seriously hope we wld still be together even till all our teeths drop, then we will sit on the swing together to watch the world if both of us are too tired to walk, and we will hold on to each other, support each other, there wld be no need for walking sticks.
These were from twinnie's ytd’s post, um part of it. As I read these paragraphs, I seriously teared. My grandmother thought I read about someone who died lah. Tears were flowing down my cheeks like nobody’s business. I was seriously very touched by what you’ve written. I know you won’t be seeing this anytime this week but I would still like to say thank you for being there when I need you most. I know you don’t want this to happen as well but we can’t control, it’s what he thinks, not us. Don’t feel bad about it cos you’re not the one who caused all these. He may not know that he’s making life difficult for you in some way but yeah. I know if I say I don’t mind, you won’t believe it, cos you know me too well. But seriously, don’t think so much, don’t care about my feelings, just treat it as any other case and take it as I’ve nv existed at all. Don’t care about how I feel, just face it normally. I know I may sound dumb but ahwell! I tried to control my tears whenever I’m with you cos I don’t wanna make you sad and down. But ytd just before the history remedial, I don’t know why the tears just came flowing. When I was with Kexin on Saturday, I cried terribly and you saw. Although you didn’t say much but when you came over to comfort me, I could sense your care and concern. Heh, I could sense your love for me! Rmb? Love’s in the air :D Haha. It’s easier to confide in you because you’ve been through with me and you know what’s really going on. When Eunice asked me, I didn’t know how to start and she thought that I don’t trust her. Lol, that woman and her ERHEM. Okay, I don’t know why this is bothering me so much recently. Like I’ve promised you and his sister, I’ll cheer up so you ought to as well. It’s nice to see you happy and smiling today. I’m sorry that I wasn’t really that hyped up today. Hahaha! And it’s not cos that someone scolded me ok, I think you know it. Lol, I deserved it lah since I’m so noisy. But I made you laugh on the bus because of some spastic actions. I didn’t know you’d be so amused lah! Heh. I realised that our posts sound as if we’re confessing to each other. Hahaha! But still, just wanna say I love you loads my darling twinnie!
