This might be my last chance So maybe I should take it I just hope you're listening To everything I'm saying I miss the long drives, the car rides The bad fights, the good times The way you make me feel Will never leave my mind Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone
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Written on: Friday, December 15, 2006 Time: 12:39 PM
I'M BACK FROM GUIDES CAMPPPPP :D
Yay I love guides camp! I love guides camp every year :D
Okay I'm getting damn moody now. It always happens, after guides camp, farewell will come and I won't want the sec4s to leave. Alright, no one wants the sec4s to leave uh. I'm crying as I type this post. I don't like myself to be so emotional all the time. I know crying doesn't change anything, it can't rewind time anyway. I'm always day dreaming and when I day dream, I think about lots of stuff. How would guides be next year without the sec4s with us? I dare not think about it. I'll miss hearing them laugh and I'll miss their scoldings. I don't know why am I even crying now when farewell is not even here. Can someone out there just make me less emotional or smth. I don't want to be crying everytime. I know everyone has feelings but not to the sense that you cry now and then like me right. Wth lah. Cried last year during farewell, cried damn badly. Teared during camp's campfire a few days ago when the whole company was singing songs together. Cried during some footdrill sessions not because of the scoldings but because we just couldn't perform up to standard and made the FCs super angry and disappointed. Everyone comes and goes, no one will be by your side all the time. There will always be a point of time when you have to be alone, all by yourself. I'm trying to learn to be independent, not wanting to rely on the others but be brave and believe in myself.
This guides camp had indeed made me learn alot of things. Changed my attitude towards stuff and let me know more about the others, be it seniors, batchmates or juniors. Everyone has their own good and bad points, as long as you're willing to help them and be there for them, they will change. And I know, everyone changes for the better.
Camp just ended ytd and I'm alrd missing it. I miss the greetings we did everyday, at every point of time. I miss sleeping in the tent with my patrol. I miss sleeping in the classroom when it rains with my subcamp. I miss eating together as a patrol or buddy patrol or even subcamp. I miss brushing teeth early in the morning with whoever is in the toilet and seeing everyone still so sleeping; I know everyone is still sleeping and tired but they're trying their very best to stay awake. I miss doing PT together as a company. I miss campfire. I miss footdrill. I miss sabotage. I miss the hike and wide game. I miss bathing together in the toilet as a subcamp; filling empty bottles up and rolling them into toilet cubicles for the people. I miss cheering together as one. I miss cheering in the toilet with Yuxin, Hsinying, Cheryl, Rayna, Xinyi and whoever; cheering for the people bathing inside to hurry up. The cheer rocks totally, Yuxin came up with it within minutes and there was beat and rhythm. We all loved it, we cheered so loudly until the people outside were saying that our cheer was not bad cos it had rhythm. I miss night treasure hunt. I miss all the activities; initiative games, external trng, team building, trust and courage etc. I just miss everything about camp, every single bit of it.
Building gateway and gadgets were fun with own patrol members and subcamp mates. Though I was in charge of the gateway and didn't help much in the patrol gadgets, I know everyone put in alot of effort to do the gadgets and they turned out well, our gateways and flagpoles turned out well too. Though some of our tents were sagging very badly, we all tried our best to keep it up and make it better. My patrol's tent was not very good in the beginning and the rain every day just had to make it worse. But luckily, subcamp mates were there for us. I was seriously very touched when they came over that night, volunteering to help out cos my patrol's tent was dead. Hsinying and Yuxin for helping us in the tent, soaking up all the water collected inside. And the water amounted up to about 1 and a half pails. Then Cheryl, Xinyi and their patrol members and the others for helping us to make our verticals stand. The soil was so soggy and soft, they didn't leave us in the lurch cos they knew at that rate, we wouldn't be able to sleep in time. They went to find bricks for us to hold our verticals down. When things were almost done, not only my patrol was happy, subcamp mates were also happy for us. I was so touched that I almost teared.
Outdoor cooking. Thank you Renice, Jiayun and whoever for being there all the time to help us out. Especially Renice, though I don't think you will be seeing this, thank you for being there till the end of the session, helping us to fan the fire at times and helping us to cook when we couldn't manage.
Widegame. Thank you Regina for being our wonderful game marshall. Not complaining for feeling pissed when we walked one whole big round and went back to the same place when moving from one station to the other. Thank you for encouraging us and helping us out when we need help. We all love you Regina.
Craft session. I miss gossiping and talking with Meiting and Sharlene. Talking about lots of stuff. Their Apple Tea and Double Red. Ha, don't think anyone will get it except for the 3 of us. It was not really gossiping but just a nice talk with them. Thank you for sitting with my patrol and I, and helping us or rather only me during the making of the paper clip and angel. Thank you Meiting for that extra super huge ribbon for my snowman. Though you guys were suaning me about my paper clip and angel, I wouldn't mind cos y'all were there for me and I love the both of you! Also with Olivia, thank you for comforting me that time as it was before night treasure hunt.
Night treasure was quite alright. I didn't cry during night treasure hunt but I cried before it. Dawn, Mingyi and Wenhui were laughing at me cos I cried last year when they tried to come near me during the night treasure. I love my patrol cos they protected me during the whole walk and not leaving me behind. Rachel Chng was so cute at her station. Then my patrol recognised Rachel Goh by her shoes, so we quickly ran away from her. In the end, we guessed the murderer correctly but the reason was wrong though.
Supper every night was fun. After/during supper when PLs and sec3s and ma'ams were having COH, helped to clean up then went back to tents. For 2 nights, I helped to mop the canteen area. First time I was alone cos patrol members went back to maintain the tent. Nice nice Frog patrol stayed back to wait for me while I was cleaning the area. Thank you people. Then Anning was also there to help. I was being so nice to clean then Dawn and Mingyi thought I was being a busybody. Grah. Second night was with Iris and Ladybird patrol. Mingyi and Melissa were laughing at us for dontknowwhat reason. The umbrella incident was kinda funny though.
When Hsinying, Yuxin and I were brushing teeth, Dawn and Mingyi sprayed water at us from the cubicles cos they were bathing. Made us all wet luh.
Footdrill was sad. The FCs were super disappointed at us. The sec4 FCs were also angry and disappointed. Then sabotage, Junice they all said I got the dirtiest award can. I was like their piece of art work. Everyone was bullying me. And my ice cream stick, bluff me and say it's purple colour. We were blindfolded so I couldn't see what, cheat my feelings. Junice, Rachel Goh, Anna, Anthea, Rachel Chng, Calean, Gaomin, Meiting, Regina, Meiting, Binny, Renice, Shuli, Litang and everyone else were all bullying me lah. Then bully me still can to say I very poor thing. Melted marshmallow, mud, grass, paint, hair spray and what nots all over my head, face, legs, arms etc. But thank you Rachel Goh and Regina and Junice, for letting me wash my mouth and eyes when paint and mud went in. Haha.
I love Rachel Chng and Jiayun, they're our patrol's sec3s. Thank you for being there when we needed you guys. Rachel Chng is always with our patrol and helping us. Heh, xiexie.
Um, okay. After reading the above, I, myself, don't even know what I'm typing. Think my mind was not right or smth. Ha, okay. Byebye, end of post!
Written on: Friday, December 15, 2006 Time: 12:39 PM
I'M BACK FROM GUIDES CAMPPPPP :D
Yay I love guides camp! I love guides camp every year :D
Okay I'm getting damn moody now. It always happens, after guides camp, farewell will come and I won't want the sec4s to leave. Alright, no one wants the sec4s to leave uh. I'm crying as I type this post. I don't like myself to be so emotional all the time. I know crying doesn't change anything, it can't rewind time anyway. I'm always day dreaming and when I day dream, I think about lots of stuff. How would guides be next year without the sec4s with us? I dare not think about it. I'll miss hearing them laugh and I'll miss their scoldings. I don't know why am I even crying now when farewell is not even here. Can someone out there just make me less emotional or smth. I don't want to be crying everytime. I know everyone has feelings but not to the sense that you cry now and then like me right. Wth lah. Cried last year during farewell, cried damn badly. Teared during camp's campfire a few days ago when the whole company was singing songs together. Cried during some footdrill sessions not because of the scoldings but because we just couldn't perform up to standard and made the FCs super angry and disappointed. Everyone comes and goes, no one will be by your side all the time. There will always be a point of time when you have to be alone, all by yourself. I'm trying to learn to be independent, not wanting to rely on the others but be brave and believe in myself.
This guides camp had indeed made me learn alot of things. Changed my attitude towards stuff and let me know more about the others, be it seniors, batchmates or juniors. Everyone has their own good and bad points, as long as you're willing to help them and be there for them, they will change. And I know, everyone changes for the better.
Camp just ended ytd and I'm alrd missing it. I miss the greetings we did everyday, at every point of time. I miss sleeping in the tent with my patrol. I miss sleeping in the classroom when it rains with my subcamp. I miss eating together as a patrol or buddy patrol or even subcamp. I miss brushing teeth early in the morning with whoever is in the toilet and seeing everyone still so sleeping; I know everyone is still sleeping and tired but they're trying their very best to stay awake. I miss doing PT together as a company. I miss campfire. I miss footdrill. I miss sabotage. I miss the hike and wide game. I miss bathing together in the toilet as a subcamp; filling empty bottles up and rolling them into toilet cubicles for the people. I miss cheering together as one. I miss cheering in the toilet with Yuxin, Hsinying, Cheryl, Rayna, Xinyi and whoever; cheering for the people bathing inside to hurry up. The cheer rocks totally, Yuxin came up with it within minutes and there was beat and rhythm. We all loved it, we cheered so loudly until the people outside were saying that our cheer was not bad cos it had rhythm. I miss night treasure hunt. I miss all the activities; initiative games, external trng, team building, trust and courage etc. I just miss everything about camp, every single bit of it.
Building gateway and gadgets were fun with own patrol members and subcamp mates. Though I was in charge of the gateway and didn't help much in the patrol gadgets, I know everyone put in alot of effort to do the gadgets and they turned out well, our gateways and flagpoles turned out well too. Though some of our tents were sagging very badly, we all tried our best to keep it up and make it better. My patrol's tent was not very good in the beginning and the rain every day just had to make it worse. But luckily, subcamp mates were there for us. I was seriously very touched when they came over that night, volunteering to help out cos my patrol's tent was dead. Hsinying and Yuxin for helping us in the tent, soaking up all the water collected inside. And the water amounted up to about 1 and a half pails. Then Cheryl, Xinyi and their patrol members and the others for helping us to make our verticals stand. The soil was so soggy and soft, they didn't leave us in the lurch cos they knew at that rate, we wouldn't be able to sleep in time. They went to find bricks for us to hold our verticals down. When things were almost done, not only my patrol was happy, subcamp mates were also happy for us. I was so touched that I almost teared.
Outdoor cooking. Thank you Renice, Jiayun and whoever for being there all the time to help us out. Especially Renice, though I don't think you will be seeing this, thank you for being there till the end of the session, helping us to fan the fire at times and helping us to cook when we couldn't manage.
Widegame. Thank you Regina for being our wonderful game marshall. Not complaining for feeling pissed when we walked one whole big round and went back to the same place when moving from one station to the other. Thank you for encouraging us and helping us out when we need help. We all love you Regina.
Craft session. I miss gossiping and talking with Meiting and Sharlene. Talking about lots of stuff. Their Apple Tea and Double Red. Ha, don't think anyone will get it except for the 3 of us. It was not really gossiping but just a nice talk with them. Thank you for sitting with my patrol and I, and helping us or rather only me during the making of the paper clip and angel. Thank you Meiting for that extra super huge ribbon for my snowman. Though you guys were suaning me about my paper clip and angel, I wouldn't mind cos y'all were there for me and I love the both of you! Also with Olivia, thank you for comforting me that time as it was before night treasure hunt.
Night treasure was quite alright. I didn't cry during night treasure hunt but I cried before it. Dawn, Mingyi and Wenhui were laughing at me cos I cried last year when they tried to come near me during the night treasure. I love my patrol cos they protected me during the whole walk and not leaving me behind. Rachel Chng was so cute at her station. Then my patrol recognised Rachel Goh by her shoes, so we quickly ran away from her. In the end, we guessed the murderer correctly but the reason was wrong though.
Supper every night was fun. After/during supper when PLs and sec3s and ma'ams were having COH, helped to clean up then went back to tents. For 2 nights, I helped to mop the canteen area. First time I was alone cos patrol members went back to maintain the tent. Nice nice Frog patrol stayed back to wait for me while I was cleaning the area. Thank you people. Then Anning was also there to help. I was being so nice to clean then Dawn and Mingyi thought I was being a busybody. Grah. Second night was with Iris and Ladybird patrol. Mingyi and Melissa were laughing at us for dontknowwhat reason. The umbrella incident was kinda funny though.
When Hsinying, Yuxin and I were brushing teeth, Dawn and Mingyi sprayed water at us from the cubicles cos they were bathing. Made us all wet luh.
Footdrill was sad. The FCs were super disappointed at us. The sec4 FCs were also angry and disappointed. Then sabotage, Junice they all said I got the dirtiest award can. I was like their piece of art work. Everyone was bullying me. And my ice cream stick, bluff me and say it's purple colour. We were blindfolded so I couldn't see what, cheat my feelings. Junice, Rachel Goh, Anna, Anthea, Rachel Chng, Calean, Gaomin, Meiting, Regina, Meiting, Binny, Renice, Shuli, Litang and everyone else were all bullying me lah. Then bully me still can to say I very poor thing. Melted marshmallow, mud, grass, paint, hair spray and what nots all over my head, face, legs, arms etc. But thank you Rachel Goh and Regina and Junice, for letting me wash my mouth and eyes when paint and mud went in. Haha.
I love Rachel Chng and Jiayun, they're our patrol's sec3s. Thank you for being there when we needed you guys. Rachel Chng is always with our patrol and helping us. Heh, xiexie.
Um, okay. After reading the above, I, myself, don't even know what I'm typing. Think my mind was not right or smth. Ha, okay. Byebye, end of post!
