This might be my last chance So maybe I should take it I just hope you're listening To everything I'm saying I miss the long drives, the car rides The bad fights, the good times The way you make me feel Will never leave my mind Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone
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Written on: Tuesday, January 30, 2007 Time: 11:37 AM
Am I happy now?
I, myself don't even know the answer. I can be smiling and laughing away on one side but who actually knows that I'm feeling terrible on the other side? I don't wanna think about this anymore. I'm tired, I'm really very tired. Who's gonna be there to lend me a helping hand?
So now I'm the evil one. Ohwells! Thinking it over and over again, I shouldn't have said all that. You're not the selfish and stupid one, I am. Don't feel sorry or whatsoever.
Her tears were hidden at the back of her eyes.
----- Who wants to save me? Went to the doctor after the IH lecture today and my knee got bandaged again. Crap! And it seems like I twisted my butt or smth :/ How am I going to do footdrill again tmr? It seems like I've not marched for a thousand years and the feeling is damn terrible. Feeling so useless and weak, and I don't even know if I'm able to march on Thinking Day. I can just go and bang my head and die right away.
One after another
I don't know what's wrong with me. Even during geog presentation today, I wanted to say government but ended up saying javament. Cos we talked about Java, and the worst thing was that I didn't know I made a mistake, tsk.
Anyway, thank you Charis for being there all the while. Sorry for wasting your time this morning, when I didn't even say much. But still, thanks for letting me know that there's at least someone out there who really cares :D You're such a dear you know! Stars love! "I like Charis, I think Charis is nice." Haha.
Love is a chain; Hope is a weed
Written on: Tuesday, January 30, 2007 Time: 11:37 AM
Am I happy now?
I, myself don't even know the answer. I can be smiling and laughing away on one side but who actually knows that I'm feeling terrible on the other side? I don't wanna think about this anymore. I'm tired, I'm really very tired. Who's gonna be there to lend me a helping hand?
So now I'm the evil one. Ohwells! Thinking it over and over again, I shouldn't have said all that. You're not the selfish and stupid one, I am. Don't feel sorry or whatsoever.
Her tears were hidden at the back of her eyes.
----- Who wants to save me? Went to the doctor after the IH lecture today and my knee got bandaged again. Crap! And it seems like I twisted my butt or smth :/ How am I going to do footdrill again tmr? It seems like I've not marched for a thousand years and the feeling is damn terrible. Feeling so useless and weak, and I don't even know if I'm able to march on Thinking Day. I can just go and bang my head and die right away.
One after another
I don't know what's wrong with me. Even during geog presentation today, I wanted to say government but ended up saying javament. Cos we talked about Java, and the worst thing was that I didn't know I made a mistake, tsk.
Anyway, thank you Charis for being there all the while. Sorry for wasting your time this morning, when I didn't even say much. But still, thanks for letting me know that there's at least someone out there who really cares :D You're such a dear you know! Stars love! "I like Charis, I think Charis is nice." Haha.
