This might be my last chance So maybe I should take it I just hope you're listening To everything I'm saying I miss the long drives, the car rides The bad fights, the good times The way you make me feel Will never leave my mind Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone
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Written on: Tuesday, February 27, 2007 Time: 1:17 PM
Hehheh, I think I'm such a nice human being. I helped Jiale do a survey. At first I thought what survey and it turned out to be a toothpaste survey. Damn cool huh. But quite fun to do lah :D Then being a nice human being, I helped another person. I helped Huimin, I did her a favour :D
Oh goose man. Liondance came to my class today and I was so super ultra scared okay that I couldn't speak for a moment :O My eardrums went numb for awhile and Xiaoen said she went deaf :O Abit sad lor, if really that case. Then she wouldn't be able to hear the pot calling the kettle black! Oh goose, cool man I linked it so well :D Claps for Sandy! "Huh, clap what?" Haha, Xiaoen. Okay, sorry I should stop it and stop being mean to you.
Feeling not good now. Shall reply tags then stop blogging alrd. I brought this all upon myself, yes I'm right man, for once.
Sarah Heh you're welcome sa-the-rah :D Rmb when I called you that outside the hall, my friend thought I was calling her :O Hahaha.
Amanda Madam Lim! Ay I think Madam Lim suits you! (x Okay, hahaha don't eat goose! It's precious! :D And I'm not goose so stop calling me goose please (x
Chinwen HUH?! Really was shown on TV? Goose, so cool man. Hahaha and ignore Amanda, she's mad man. She wouldn't want goose for dinner, she wants library books! :D Hahahah.
Xiaoen Yoho. You're very the welcome :D At first I thought it looked gross lor. Hahaha, glad you liked it :D The one you gave me is in my file, first page :D Stares at it every single day :D See doctor if you have to okay :D
Written on: Monday, February 26, 2007 Time: 9:17 AM
It's raining outside now. Raining so heavily that I couldn't even see the houses a distance away. The rain is so strong that it seperates two from each other, even though they're so near. I guess it's just the same, so alike. The weather changes from time to time, day to day but there will always be a rainbow at the end. I hope this is true :D Heh, okay I think I sound stupid cos most people won't get what I'm talking about. But never the mind!
Having a sore throat now, super pain. Goose man, this morning I couldn't speak at all. My voice was like so goosey :O But it's getting better, shall drink more honey water. Haha. Hopefully it recovers by tmr ;)
IH test :O I don't know how to study for it and it's so goose. Who wants to save me D: Oh I have smth to say, Amanda is so obssessed with libraries that she wanted to eat the books for dinner! Ohsogoose :O Amanda, please don't do that. Although veggies are healthy and edible, but I don't think that trees are as healthy and edible. So please don't eat the books okay or you will fall sick :O Choy! Okay haha enough of that. So crap.
And thank you so much Charis darling for yesterday. Thank you for agreeing to help perform to replace HuiYan cos she was sick. We really wouldn't know what to do if you weren't there. Thank you for coming down for almost every session to watch the practice and help out. Because you came, you learnt bit by bit each time and so it was not totally new to you. Thank you for your selflessness; you still wanted to perform despite your super duper bad flu which caused you to sneeze umpteen times. Hehheh, really thank you so much :D Lovelovelove superstar! Stars love!
Tag replies! Cheryl Lim Qian Yi HAHA. What's with your full name lor! Goose. Ay tell you smth. Yesterday for guides, we went to Indoor Stadium for Thinking Day Rally. Then right! they kept mentioning GGS, which means Girl Guides Singapore. Then I was wondering why does GGs sound so familiar and it was then I realised that GGS has got smth to do with Miss Cheryl Lim Qian Yi and her mango tango. Hahahah! (x
Chinwen Haha. Stop calling me goose lah :( Very sad you know! Hahaha. And btw you are what ah? Dustpan ah? Haha, sorry lah can't rmb alrd. And yah lah! Tipsy! Goose you and Xiaoen! Hid Tipsy in Xiaoen's bag, if Xiaoen forgot about it then I wouldn't be able to see Tipsy until tmr alrd lor! :O
Charis Heh welcome darling :D Take care of your little nose alright! Loves!
Xiaoen Yeah it's all over but I won't forget the times having fun with you and your batchmates during rehearsals ;) I miss you too, hehheh. Bu yong jin, ming tian jiu hui kan dao ni he da jia le! Yayy. Yep, ___ was right, learnt alot of impt and meaningful stuff. Our hearts have been trained in the school of compassion. Always a needed trait in this world. Simple yet meaningful :D Pots and kettles, similar. Heh, both can be put on the stove with fire. Useful! To cook food and boil water! Hohum. Take care ah! So we can go for our walk together soon ;D
Shall go do some important stuff now. Byeeeee :D
Written on: Time: 8:34 AM
Alright, Thinking Day parade is over. Thinking Day Pageant is over. What we've been working so hard for is over. So many sessions of practices and and hard work, and it all ended yesterday. Pageant. We've been practising so hard so for many hours, so many sessions and it all ended yesterday within just a short period of two minutes. Somehow, I kinda miss it alrd. I miss gathering the Sec2s together to practice for Pageant, I miss seeing them run from one place to another in the school, I miss seeing them putting in effort to do the thing well :') I really have to say that they did really well yesterday at the Indoor Stadium, seniors are proud of them and we're proud of them. Well done! Before the performance, everyone was so nervous but they still did it in the end. Our hard work was paid off :D Hehheh. And I think, through this whole thing, the Sec2 Batch got more bonded and that's good :D And keep the guiding passion burning, don't blow the flame out, haha.
Written on: Friday, February 23, 2007 Time: 1:25 PM
Ohman I feel stalked :O The feeling of being stalked is so uncomfortable :O Goose!
Haha, okay enough of that. I'm just scaring myself, right? Right! Hehheh.
So, tomorrow's the day alrd. NYGG jiayou! Though I'm not marching but I swear that I'm supporting you guys all the way. All the best! Love!
Had fire drill today and I almost caught fire :O Haha, kidding. Cos we're under the sun and it was super hot. Lmao! And Tsang Wei Yi, I still want to be di4 liang2 :D I don't want to be the last D:
Lang Arts at EL room again. Heh, I can say that Weiyi and I improved in terms of our behaviour. We paid more attention, reallyreally! We prommise you Mrs Tan, we will be good students! Hahaha :O
After school, parade rehearsal while Xiaoen and I did music with Hongkai again. Sigh, music :( Hongling came back today! She said I looked sad, uh, got meh? Alot of people say I look very sad :/ No lor.
Someone just had to cheat my feelings today , of all times, why today? :(
"Eh I think is for real one leh! She won't bluff people one lah!" "No lor, please. It's fake one okay! So fake lah please!" "But she won't bluff us one! ... ..."
Goose D: Think only that someone will get what I'm typing, right someone? Hehheh. Okay I'm not blaming you okay. You must understand, like what I told you in the sms. Don't worry, loves still! Smilesmile.
Everyone, Sandy's a POT ._.
Written on: Thursday, February 22, 2007 Time: 2:24 PM
BACK TO SCHOOL TODAY!
&&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUISHANNNNN. LOVES!
Yohoho, I like to go back to school :D The feeling is nice but not when you go to the General Office and see this patient sitting on the floor D: Goose baobei. Make people so dan xin. Grah, bite you!
Okay I think my First Aid skills are still there! Heh, not bad man. Bandage for Xiaoen, and the thing looks quite alright. Hahaha but it's kinda loose, yes I know :O
Heh, got back Math and Chinese paper. Tralaas. Math was disappointing like super very ultra duper disappointing. Never had this kind of marks before :O Okay nvm, it's over. Shan't think too much about it. Then Chinese, wahaha. Amazing man, I actually got an A1 when I couldn't even finish my summary thing. I got a dumb 8 marks for the summary, oh please, what's that man. Heh. And Sarah's the best man, she and her snake (x Hehheh.
Then CCA. During lunchdrill, Xiaoen and I were like dontknowwhat standing at the atrium there, then walk here and there. Feeling so useless, sigh lah. Then after school, stood at the GO for the whole footdrill session and then song session.
Xiaoennnn! Please please please take good care of yourself, your ankle, your knee, your shoulder, your mouth ulcers and maybe even more! I don't know man :O Goose. And please, a few days doesn't mean one day alright so take good care :D And our telepathy is simply amazing luh, heh. Loves.
Charisssss! Hey darling. I may not know what's going on now. I know you won't say it cos whenever I ask if you're alright. You pretend to be strong and happy when you're totally not. I know faking a smile in front of your friends isn't easy :( But anyway, no matter what. Whether you're willing to tell me or not, just know that I'll always be here for you :D Heh, take care okay and please don't get the com man to come over for such a small and simple matter! Goose you! Haha, lovesss! :D
Written on: Saturday, February 17, 2007 Time: 9:30 AM
Chinese New Year doesn’t seem like Chinese New Year now. Some things just happened at the wrong time. I wished I wouldn’t have to talk about it again but ohwells. Talked to Amanda about lots of stuff today, from this to that and that to this, and realised that it all revolves around the same topic. Feeling so helpless and useless, what can I do? What can I do to change the state we’re in now? Not that I don’t wanna do but I just don’t know how to do, I just don’t know how and where to start. Sigh, I hope this is not getting from bad to worse but improving. What is happening to me at the other end of the room? No one knows I guess. Just to let you know that, I’m not giving up, so you should do the same. Not that I wanna shut my mouth up and not talk but it’s not easy to talk things out just like that, I hope you can understand. Give me more time perhaps? Things will turn out fine in the end, I hope… We’ll be seeing a rainbow at the end, I promise; all I need is more time and a teeny weeny bit of that. There’s too much to say, too much to do, too much to express :(
Written on: Friday, February 16, 2007 Time: 2:20 PM
You don’t know how much you mean to me. I’ve got too much to say, I don’t know how to say, I don’t know how to start. Mixed feelings now, things are just so complicated. Okay, I’ve sent you whatever I want to say alrd, or maybe it’s not all. I was tearing as I typed that, cos I realised how stupid I was. Cos I realised how loved I was. Cos I realised how important you are to me. Just wanna let you know that, I will always be there for you too, be it to give you a tissue to wipe away your tears, to lend you a shoulder to cry on or to give you a big warm hug. No matter what happens, I’ll be by your side, ready to lend a helping hand :D
Evebiosliabo! Flying hugs!
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine; You make me happy when skies are grey, You'll never know dear, how much I love you; Please don't take my sunshine away.
Written on: Wednesday, February 14, 2007 Time: 12:17 PM
Although BNAE killer is the BNAE killer but I still love her, alot alot :D
You make me smile :D
Written on: Monday, February 12, 2007 Time: 7:42 AM
Charis and I can also write poems! We can fight with Amanda alrd! Hahaha.
desserts are nice, so are we! desserts help people destress, and so do we! stressed on how to destress, take C & S! desserts make you happy, and so do we!
We know it's gay but we also know it rocks, yay. I love Charis! :D
Written on: Time: 6:49 AM
Tag replies!
Suying Yoyoyo. Hahaha, how can you call me woman lor! Tsk tsk. But nvm, I'm nice and friendly :D
Xiaoen Hey there baobei! Haha, alot of people missing me leh! (x Flying hugs rmb! Our hugs can flyyyyy! Powerful hugs (x I can do rollcall okay! Now my knee okay alrd, don't believe show you on monday. My knee is powerful now! Hoho. BNAE ADG x( I don't like cannnn! Bleah.
Larissa Hahaha, today morning and today afternoon. Rocks totally man (x
Written on: Sunday, February 11, 2007 Time: 1:56 PM
Just showered and I feel so fresh and nice and er, wonederful? Haha anw I was talking on the phone with Kaini then I started laughing damn weirdly, Kaini heard me and she started laughing too. And that kuku Zihui at the back was laughing so damn loudly that I oculd even hear her. Tsk lor, anw the 3 of us may be going out together next week :D Zihui's dman excited, yes I know. Lol.
Okay, so I met Kaini after my x-ray today. Went Bishan library to revise Math, then saw some ex-CFPS people. After that, went Junction8 to shop for some presents. The both of us laughed alot lah, especially when we bought Z****'s and W****'s presents. HAHAHA. Okay then we met alot alot alot alot alot of Luo Zhi Xiang's fans. They were like clogging up the whole place luh x( Then met Gaomin's that good friend and she was asking me what's happening, then I was like I don't know, haha. They were running from one end to the other that Kaini and I had to give way to them -.- Tsk lor. We didn't know that Luo Zhi Xiang was at Junction 8 until we saw the long queue when we walked to the library. Then later Weiyi came to meet us after her training.
Don't be sad Weiyi! Smileeeeeeeee x) If you're sad, the kulus family will be sad too. Heh heh, stay cheerful. Lovelove!
Oh class breakfast on Friday! Class breakfast was a blast man :D 311's class breakfast rocks totally :D Thank you Mrs Tan for being so nice and nicey :D We ate in class, watched movie and took alot of photos. Then ordered pizzas and garlic bread for lunch. Ate after lunch time though, in the canteen and saw Tricia, Huibin, Xiuwen etc. Huibin owes me smth, penguin lollipop. Heh. Then went back class to watch movie again then yep. Shall not upload the photos, too many to upload alrd. Maybe I'll save all and upload all together. 311 is loveeeee! :D
Shall not reply tags this time, sorry people. But thanks for tagging, loves!
Written on: Wednesday, February 07, 2007 Time: 1:21 PM
I think my grandma is weird D:
She told me she put the hongbaos with little pigs pictures into the fridge. And I was like HUH?! Lol, and guess what's the reason? She said that she was afraid the pork would turn bad if left outside D: Ohman, I think my grandma is funny and yet, weird D: Hahaha, retarded can.
Alright, Bio test tmr, wish me luck man. My brain's most of the time switched off for Bio lessons :x And how great can this get lah? First lesson, speech; Second lesson, Bio test D: But luckily third lesson is recess! What a nice lesson :D Haha.
Rah, I'm getting a little emo again.
Why do you have to show off what you have now? You know I'm not feeling good and yet you're taking this chance to make me even more depressed. Just what's your problem. Grah.
Written on: Tuesday, February 06, 2007 Time: 10:15 AM
I think Li Wen Juan Laoshi very cute :D Heard that some time ago, she told 309 to read a passage, then no one read and guess what she said? "Nvm, don't be sad" ; in Chinese though.
Haha, don't you think she's cute :D
Alright, I'm like almost done with Chemistry revision alrd. It seems like there's nothing much to study :/ Something's wrong with me. Oh yah! Chemical formulas!
I don't want Mr Kuo to kick my butt D:
Just read Miss Teng's email with the lady in charge for Thinking day and realised that the beret we're using now, is not called beret. It's called hat D: Ohman, very weird. I think beret sounds so much better please.
TAGS REPLY!
Larissa Are you sure you're still young and mature D: Erhem erhem! *Clears throat*
Hsinying Thanks Hsinying! Lovelove! I miss being in the same subcamp as you! So fun please and rmb that day we're drawing stuff with Jolene? Happy memories :')
Chinwen Hahaha, cute right! Lol. Yah, no moo moo, but nvm. I got Tipsy with me now :D Are you jealous! Heh. Tall hair woman D:
Rah Yo Rahrah! Yep, Threeeleven is loveeee! :D
Nice Qingdi Yay, I'm so smart! :D
Written on: Monday, February 05, 2007 Time: 6:13 AM
Shall blog about happier stuff today :D No point getting sad everyday.
Alright, so 311 had flag day ytd, together with 310. Heh, and we had class breakfast in the morning before going for the flag day. The first class breakfast was quite successful cos only arnd 5 people didn't turn up. We spent a long time finding a place to eat, and we made alot of noise while walking from City Hall station to Suntec. Tsk, haha. In the end, we went foodcourt, cos most of the shops were not opened yet. The few of us went to get Macs and ate them in the foodcourt :/ Haha. Then later flag day, but I left earlier to go for pageant rehearsal at MGS. Also heard that 311 won with 750g per person while 310 had 400g per person. Lol, it's for charity but. Haha. Was sad that I couldn't complete the flag day with 311 but I still love 311.
THREEELEVEN IS LOVE!
I left very early but I was still alittle late for the pageant thing. Was supposed to meet them at 0145 at KAP but then there wasn't enough time so they went first. Thank you Amanda for waiting for me the bus stop before walking in with me :D Lovelove! Saw you reading your Chem notes. Haha, hardworking girl. Also, thanks for having rehearsal with the Sec2s while I was having flag day. Thank you so much for all your hard work :D During the second rehearsal, I was without shoes cos Xinyun wore Xiaoen's, Xiaoen wore Chinwen's and Chinwen wore mine. Why? Cos Xinyun forgot to bring white shoes. Haha but rehearsals still went on well and I'm proud of the Sec2s! Heh, jiayou for your tests and the further rehearsals! Love.
Xiaoen and Chinwen love my moomoo, Tipsy :D Hoho. They learnt how to be good nannies! Okay, Xiaoen, Xinyun and I were waiting for 156 at the MGS bus stop then after a long time, the smart me realised that there wasn't any 156 at that particular bus stop. Tsk, so we went to Nanyang bus stop and took 156 to Bishan J8.
Okay then went home and smsed Xiaoen as told to. ; Different faces, One hearbeat. Yay. Haha.
Tags reply!
Larissa Heh woman! Thanks, I'll try to cheer up :D Love!
Chinwen Junior Kek! Okay where's your company, I'll visit it one day :D Make sure the results are good okay! And yeah, xie xie. Love!
Yenjin Heh, thanks for being there, always :D Love!
Lydia :D Yo! Thanks for your concern! Love! And you know, I could hear you and Shuhui while doing footdrill on Tuesday some time ago. Lol. So loud please.
Hk Thanks darling mortal! Love!
Nice qingdi Lol. I think I know who you are but again, I don't think I know. Are you ****? But then your typing style like not the same leh. Haha. Anw, thanks alot! Love!
Xiaoen Yo baobei. Heh; Different faces, One hearbeat! Haha, you should sit lor, not me. You and your tailbone! And wrist! And dontknowwhat else. Lol, go see doctor lah if not you also cannot do footdrill lor, and still say what sit with me at one side. Tsk. You still counting down ah! Bleh :( You take care and jiayou too! Tipsy! Hoho. Love!
Jieyi JIEYI! I miss you and 206! Haha. Okay thanks! Love!
Written on: Friday, February 02, 2007 Time: 2:24 PM
Why is it always about you? It's never Sandy, it's always you, you, you and you. Everyone thinks like what, you're the only sad one and the only sad soul living arnd.
Why must you take everything away from me? First it was that, then another that, and now this. I'm left with nothing now, everything goes to you. So are you happy now to have everything? I may look happy and cheerful on the outside, but it feels as if I'm all alone inside. Nobody knows the feeling, I don't think anyone knows. Do you know that because of you, I changed alot this year? Not to say them, I, myself, also don't know where the cheerful and lively Sandy went to. I miss laughing and smiling like before, I miss having true friends arnd/ beside me, always there to lend a helping hand. Now, I'm left with nothing. I think about it, I cry, why is that so?
If you think that the person I'm talking about is you, then maybe it's really you. But you never know the truth, cos Sandy is so full of lies and everything now. She's really tired, tired of wearing that ugly mask. When can I ever remove that mask and be myself once again?
# When all's a lie;
Written on: Thursday, February 01, 2007 Time: 1:34 PM
Why is it always me?
Why must things all happen at the same time? I wouldn't mind if they're good stuff but sadly, they're not. Thought I could do footdrill finally and what happened? At this point of time, my knee just had to give me problems again. And know, it's not only the knee. What's happening? Then my body temperature is mad. My hands are so super cold and yet my face is so super hot. Am I having a cold or a fever?
Okay, it's not like I want this to happen and make everyone miserable right. Maybe it was really my very own fault right the beginning to talk and mention about it. Charis said it was not wrong to mention about it but it's like, why did things turn out this way? Who's going to give me an answer? Or maybe, I should be the one giving myself a good answer. I owe her an explanation, I owe myself an explanation, I owe everyone an explanation. I know you guys don't want to see things like this but then, it's really not easy. Not that I wanna be mean and evil but I really can't bring myself to laugh and smile like before. It's not cos of you, but it seems like I've been faking a smile all along when I'm with others too. I want things to go back to normal as well, but how? I started it first, so maybe I should be the one taking the first step? I'm dumb, will someone teach me how? It feels like I'm all alone here, without anyone. Okay, my keyboard is getting wet, I don't wish to continue.
Written on: Tuesday, February 27, 2007 Time: 1:17 PM
Hehheh, I think I'm such a nice human being. I helped Jiale do a survey. At first I thought what survey and it turned out to be a toothpaste survey. Damn cool huh. But quite fun to do lah :D Then being a nice human being, I helped another person. I helped Huimin, I did her a favour :D
Oh goose man. Liondance came to my class today and I was so super ultra scared okay that I couldn't speak for a moment :O My eardrums went numb for awhile and Xiaoen said she went deaf :O Abit sad lor, if really that case. Then she wouldn't be able to hear the pot calling the kettle black! Oh goose, cool man I linked it so well :D Claps for Sandy! "Huh, clap what?" Haha, Xiaoen. Okay, sorry I should stop it and stop being mean to you.
Feeling not good now. Shall reply tags then stop blogging alrd. I brought this all upon myself, yes I'm right man, for once.
Sarah Heh you're welcome sa-the-rah :D Rmb when I called you that outside the hall, my friend thought I was calling her :O Hahaha.
Amanda Madam Lim! Ay I think Madam Lim suits you! (x Okay, hahaha don't eat goose! It's precious! :D And I'm not goose so stop calling me goose please (x
Chinwen HUH?! Really was shown on TV? Goose, so cool man. Hahaha and ignore Amanda, she's mad man. She wouldn't want goose for dinner, she wants library books! :D Hahahah.
Xiaoen Yoho. You're very the welcome :D At first I thought it looked gross lor. Hahaha, glad you liked it :D The one you gave me is in my file, first page :D Stares at it every single day :D See doctor if you have to okay :D
Written on: Monday, February 26, 2007 Time: 9:17 AM
It's raining outside now. Raining so heavily that I couldn't even see the houses a distance away. The rain is so strong that it seperates two from each other, even though they're so near. I guess it's just the same, so alike. The weather changes from time to time, day to day but there will always be a rainbow at the end. I hope this is true :D Heh, okay I think I sound stupid cos most people won't get what I'm talking about. But never the mind!
Having a sore throat now, super pain. Goose man, this morning I couldn't speak at all. My voice was like so goosey :O But it's getting better, shall drink more honey water. Haha. Hopefully it recovers by tmr ;)
IH test :O I don't know how to study for it and it's so goose. Who wants to save me D: Oh I have smth to say, Amanda is so obssessed with libraries that she wanted to eat the books for dinner! Ohsogoose :O Amanda, please don't do that. Although veggies are healthy and edible, but I don't think that trees are as healthy and edible. So please don't eat the books okay or you will fall sick :O Choy! Okay haha enough of that. So crap.
And thank you so much Charis darling for yesterday. Thank you for agreeing to help perform to replace HuiYan cos she was sick. We really wouldn't know what to do if you weren't there. Thank you for coming down for almost every session to watch the practice and help out. Because you came, you learnt bit by bit each time and so it was not totally new to you. Thank you for your selflessness; you still wanted to perform despite your super duper bad flu which caused you to sneeze umpteen times. Hehheh, really thank you so much :D Lovelovelove superstar! Stars love!
Tag replies! Cheryl Lim Qian Yi HAHA. What's with your full name lor! Goose. Ay tell you smth. Yesterday for guides, we went to Indoor Stadium for Thinking Day Rally. Then right! they kept mentioning GGS, which means Girl Guides Singapore. Then I was wondering why does GGs sound so familiar and it was then I realised that GGS has got smth to do with Miss Cheryl Lim Qian Yi and her mango tango. Hahahah! (x
Chinwen Haha. Stop calling me goose lah :( Very sad you know! Hahaha. And btw you are what ah? Dustpan ah? Haha, sorry lah can't rmb alrd. And yah lah! Tipsy! Goose you and Xiaoen! Hid Tipsy in Xiaoen's bag, if Xiaoen forgot about it then I wouldn't be able to see Tipsy until tmr alrd lor! :O
Charis Heh welcome darling :D Take care of your little nose alright! Loves!
Xiaoen Yeah it's all over but I won't forget the times having fun with you and your batchmates during rehearsals ;) I miss you too, hehheh. Bu yong jin, ming tian jiu hui kan dao ni he da jia le! Yayy. Yep, ___ was right, learnt alot of impt and meaningful stuff. Our hearts have been trained in the school of compassion. Always a needed trait in this world. Simple yet meaningful :D Pots and kettles, similar. Heh, both can be put on the stove with fire. Useful! To cook food and boil water! Hohum. Take care ah! So we can go for our walk together soon ;D
Shall go do some important stuff now. Byeeeee :D
Written on: Time: 8:34 AM
Alright, Thinking Day parade is over. Thinking Day Pageant is over. What we've been working so hard for is over. So many sessions of practices and and hard work, and it all ended yesterday. Pageant. We've been practising so hard so for many hours, so many sessions and it all ended yesterday within just a short period of two minutes. Somehow, I kinda miss it alrd. I miss gathering the Sec2s together to practice for Pageant, I miss seeing them run from one place to another in the school, I miss seeing them putting in effort to do the thing well :') I really have to say that they did really well yesterday at the Indoor Stadium, seniors are proud of them and we're proud of them. Well done! Before the performance, everyone was so nervous but they still did it in the end. Our hard work was paid off :D Hehheh. And I think, through this whole thing, the Sec2 Batch got more bonded and that's good :D And keep the guiding passion burning, don't blow the flame out, haha.
Written on: Friday, February 23, 2007 Time: 1:25 PM
Ohman I feel stalked :O The feeling of being stalked is so uncomfortable :O Goose!
Haha, okay enough of that. I'm just scaring myself, right? Right! Hehheh.
So, tomorrow's the day alrd. NYGG jiayou! Though I'm not marching but I swear that I'm supporting you guys all the way. All the best! Love!
Had fire drill today and I almost caught fire :O Haha, kidding. Cos we're under the sun and it was super hot. Lmao! And Tsang Wei Yi, I still want to be di4 liang2 :D I don't want to be the last D:
Lang Arts at EL room again. Heh, I can say that Weiyi and I improved in terms of our behaviour. We paid more attention, reallyreally! We prommise you Mrs Tan, we will be good students! Hahaha :O
After school, parade rehearsal while Xiaoen and I did music with Hongkai again. Sigh, music :( Hongling came back today! She said I looked sad, uh, got meh? Alot of people say I look very sad :/ No lor.
Someone just had to cheat my feelings today , of all times, why today? :(
"Eh I think is for real one leh! She won't bluff people one lah!" "No lor, please. It's fake one okay! So fake lah please!" "But she won't bluff us one! ... ..."
Goose D: Think only that someone will get what I'm typing, right someone? Hehheh. Okay I'm not blaming you okay. You must understand, like what I told you in the sms. Don't worry, loves still! Smilesmile.
Everyone, Sandy's a POT ._.
Written on: Thursday, February 22, 2007 Time: 2:24 PM
BACK TO SCHOOL TODAY!
&&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUISHANNNNN. LOVES!
Yohoho, I like to go back to school :D The feeling is nice but not when you go to the General Office and see this patient sitting on the floor D: Goose baobei. Make people so dan xin. Grah, bite you!
Okay I think my First Aid skills are still there! Heh, not bad man. Bandage for Xiaoen, and the thing looks quite alright. Hahaha but it's kinda loose, yes I know :O
Heh, got back Math and Chinese paper. Tralaas. Math was disappointing like super very ultra duper disappointing. Never had this kind of marks before :O Okay nvm, it's over. Shan't think too much about it. Then Chinese, wahaha. Amazing man, I actually got an A1 when I couldn't even finish my summary thing. I got a dumb 8 marks for the summary, oh please, what's that man. Heh. And Sarah's the best man, she and her snake (x Hehheh.
Then CCA. During lunchdrill, Xiaoen and I were like dontknowwhat standing at the atrium there, then walk here and there. Feeling so useless, sigh lah. Then after school, stood at the GO for the whole footdrill session and then song session.
Xiaoennnn! Please please please take good care of yourself, your ankle, your knee, your shoulder, your mouth ulcers and maybe even more! I don't know man :O Goose. And please, a few days doesn't mean one day alright so take good care :D And our telepathy is simply amazing luh, heh. Loves.
Charisssss! Hey darling. I may not know what's going on now. I know you won't say it cos whenever I ask if you're alright. You pretend to be strong and happy when you're totally not. I know faking a smile in front of your friends isn't easy :( But anyway, no matter what. Whether you're willing to tell me or not, just know that I'll always be here for you :D Heh, take care okay and please don't get the com man to come over for such a small and simple matter! Goose you! Haha, lovesss! :D
Written on: Saturday, February 17, 2007 Time: 9:30 AM
Chinese New Year doesn’t seem like Chinese New Year now. Some things just happened at the wrong time. I wished I wouldn’t have to talk about it again but ohwells. Talked to Amanda about lots of stuff today, from this to that and that to this, and realised that it all revolves around the same topic. Feeling so helpless and useless, what can I do? What can I do to change the state we’re in now? Not that I don’t wanna do but I just don’t know how to do, I just don’t know how and where to start. Sigh, I hope this is not getting from bad to worse but improving. What is happening to me at the other end of the room? No one knows I guess. Just to let you know that, I’m not giving up, so you should do the same. Not that I wanna shut my mouth up and not talk but it’s not easy to talk things out just like that, I hope you can understand. Give me more time perhaps? Things will turn out fine in the end, I hope… We’ll be seeing a rainbow at the end, I promise; all I need is more time and a teeny weeny bit of that. There’s too much to say, too much to do, too much to express :(
Written on: Friday, February 16, 2007 Time: 2:20 PM
You don’t know how much you mean to me. I’ve got too much to say, I don’t know how to say, I don’t know how to start. Mixed feelings now, things are just so complicated. Okay, I’ve sent you whatever I want to say alrd, or maybe it’s not all. I was tearing as I typed that, cos I realised how stupid I was. Cos I realised how loved I was. Cos I realised how important you are to me. Just wanna let you know that, I will always be there for you too, be it to give you a tissue to wipe away your tears, to lend you a shoulder to cry on or to give you a big warm hug. No matter what happens, I’ll be by your side, ready to lend a helping hand :D
Evebiosliabo! Flying hugs!
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine; You make me happy when skies are grey, You'll never know dear, how much I love you; Please don't take my sunshine away.
Written on: Wednesday, February 14, 2007 Time: 12:17 PM
Although BNAE killer is the BNAE killer but I still love her, alot alot :D
You make me smile :D
Written on: Monday, February 12, 2007 Time: 7:42 AM
Charis and I can also write poems! We can fight with Amanda alrd! Hahaha.
desserts are nice, so are we! desserts help people destress, and so do we! stressed on how to destress, take C & S! desserts make you happy, and so do we!
We know it's gay but we also know it rocks, yay. I love Charis! :D
Written on: Time: 6:49 AM
Tag replies!
Suying Yoyoyo. Hahaha, how can you call me woman lor! Tsk tsk. But nvm, I'm nice and friendly :D
Xiaoen Hey there baobei! Haha, alot of people missing me leh! (x Flying hugs rmb! Our hugs can flyyyyy! Powerful hugs (x I can do rollcall okay! Now my knee okay alrd, don't believe show you on monday. My knee is powerful now! Hoho. BNAE ADG x( I don't like cannnn! Bleah.
Larissa Hahaha, today morning and today afternoon. Rocks totally man (x
Written on: Sunday, February 11, 2007 Time: 1:56 PM
Just showered and I feel so fresh and nice and er, wonederful? Haha anw I was talking on the phone with Kaini then I started laughing damn weirdly, Kaini heard me and she started laughing too. And that kuku Zihui at the back was laughing so damn loudly that I oculd even hear her. Tsk lor, anw the 3 of us may be going out together next week :D Zihui's dman excited, yes I know. Lol.
Okay, so I met Kaini after my x-ray today. Went Bishan library to revise Math, then saw some ex-CFPS people. After that, went Junction8 to shop for some presents. The both of us laughed alot lah, especially when we bought Z****'s and W****'s presents. HAHAHA. Okay then we met alot alot alot alot alot of Luo Zhi Xiang's fans. They were like clogging up the whole place luh x( Then met Gaomin's that good friend and she was asking me what's happening, then I was like I don't know, haha. They were running from one end to the other that Kaini and I had to give way to them -.- Tsk lor. We didn't know that Luo Zhi Xiang was at Junction 8 until we saw the long queue when we walked to the library. Then later Weiyi came to meet us after her training.
Don't be sad Weiyi! Smileeeeeeeee x) If you're sad, the kulus family will be sad too. Heh heh, stay cheerful. Lovelove!
Oh class breakfast on Friday! Class breakfast was a blast man :D 311's class breakfast rocks totally :D Thank you Mrs Tan for being so nice and nicey :D We ate in class, watched movie and took alot of photos. Then ordered pizzas and garlic bread for lunch. Ate after lunch time though, in the canteen and saw Tricia, Huibin, Xiuwen etc. Huibin owes me smth, penguin lollipop. Heh. Then went back class to watch movie again then yep. Shall not upload the photos, too many to upload alrd. Maybe I'll save all and upload all together. 311 is loveeeee! :D
Shall not reply tags this time, sorry people. But thanks for tagging, loves!
Written on: Wednesday, February 07, 2007 Time: 1:21 PM
I think my grandma is weird D:
She told me she put the hongbaos with little pigs pictures into the fridge. And I was like HUH?! Lol, and guess what's the reason? She said that she was afraid the pork would turn bad if left outside D: Ohman, I think my grandma is funny and yet, weird D: Hahaha, retarded can.
Alright, Bio test tmr, wish me luck man. My brain's most of the time switched off for Bio lessons :x And how great can this get lah? First lesson, speech; Second lesson, Bio test D: But luckily third lesson is recess! What a nice lesson :D Haha.
Rah, I'm getting a little emo again.
Why do you have to show off what you have now? You know I'm not feeling good and yet you're taking this chance to make me even more depressed. Just what's your problem. Grah.
Written on: Tuesday, February 06, 2007 Time: 10:15 AM
I think Li Wen Juan Laoshi very cute :D Heard that some time ago, she told 309 to read a passage, then no one read and guess what she said? "Nvm, don't be sad" ; in Chinese though.
Haha, don't you think she's cute :D
Alright, I'm like almost done with Chemistry revision alrd. It seems like there's nothing much to study :/ Something's wrong with me. Oh yah! Chemical formulas!
I don't want Mr Kuo to kick my butt D:
Just read Miss Teng's email with the lady in charge for Thinking day and realised that the beret we're using now, is not called beret. It's called hat D: Ohman, very weird. I think beret sounds so much better please.
TAGS REPLY!
Larissa Are you sure you're still young and mature D: Erhem erhem! *Clears throat*
Hsinying Thanks Hsinying! Lovelove! I miss being in the same subcamp as you! So fun please and rmb that day we're drawing stuff with Jolene? Happy memories :')
Chinwen Hahaha, cute right! Lol. Yah, no moo moo, but nvm. I got Tipsy with me now :D Are you jealous! Heh. Tall hair woman D:
Rah Yo Rahrah! Yep, Threeeleven is loveeee! :D
Nice Qingdi Yay, I'm so smart! :D
Written on: Monday, February 05, 2007 Time: 6:13 AM
Shall blog about happier stuff today :D No point getting sad everyday.
Alright, so 311 had flag day ytd, together with 310. Heh, and we had class breakfast in the morning before going for the flag day. The first class breakfast was quite successful cos only arnd 5 people didn't turn up. We spent a long time finding a place to eat, and we made alot of noise while walking from City Hall station to Suntec. Tsk, haha. In the end, we went foodcourt, cos most of the shops were not opened yet. The few of us went to get Macs and ate them in the foodcourt :/ Haha. Then later flag day, but I left earlier to go for pageant rehearsal at MGS. Also heard that 311 won with 750g per person while 310 had 400g per person. Lol, it's for charity but. Haha. Was sad that I couldn't complete the flag day with 311 but I still love 311.
THREEELEVEN IS LOVE!
I left very early but I was still alittle late for the pageant thing. Was supposed to meet them at 0145 at KAP but then there wasn't enough time so they went first. Thank you Amanda for waiting for me the bus stop before walking in with me :D Lovelove! Saw you reading your Chem notes. Haha, hardworking girl. Also, thanks for having rehearsal with the Sec2s while I was having flag day. Thank you so much for all your hard work :D During the second rehearsal, I was without shoes cos Xinyun wore Xiaoen's, Xiaoen wore Chinwen's and Chinwen wore mine. Why? Cos Xinyun forgot to bring white shoes. Haha but rehearsals still went on well and I'm proud of the Sec2s! Heh, jiayou for your tests and the further rehearsals! Love.
Xiaoen and Chinwen love my moomoo, Tipsy :D Hoho. They learnt how to be good nannies! Okay, Xiaoen, Xinyun and I were waiting for 156 at the MGS bus stop then after a long time, the smart me realised that there wasn't any 156 at that particular bus stop. Tsk, so we went to Nanyang bus stop and took 156 to Bishan J8.
Okay then went home and smsed Xiaoen as told to. ; Different faces, One hearbeat. Yay. Haha.
Tags reply!
Larissa Heh woman! Thanks, I'll try to cheer up :D Love!
Chinwen Junior Kek! Okay where's your company, I'll visit it one day :D Make sure the results are good okay! And yeah, xie xie. Love!
Yenjin Heh, thanks for being there, always :D Love!
Lydia :D Yo! Thanks for your concern! Love! And you know, I could hear you and Shuhui while doing footdrill on Tuesday some time ago. Lol. So loud please.
Hk Thanks darling mortal! Love!
Nice qingdi Lol. I think I know who you are but again, I don't think I know. Are you ****? But then your typing style like not the same leh. Haha. Anw, thanks alot! Love!
Xiaoen Yo baobei. Heh; Different faces, One hearbeat! Haha, you should sit lor, not me. You and your tailbone! And wrist! And dontknowwhat else. Lol, go see doctor lah if not you also cannot do footdrill lor, and still say what sit with me at one side. Tsk. You still counting down ah! Bleh :( You take care and jiayou too! Tipsy! Hoho. Love!
Jieyi JIEYI! I miss you and 206! Haha. Okay thanks! Love!
Written on: Friday, February 02, 2007 Time: 2:24 PM
Why is it always about you? It's never Sandy, it's always you, you, you and you. Everyone thinks like what, you're the only sad one and the only sad soul living arnd.
Why must you take everything away from me? First it was that, then another that, and now this. I'm left with nothing now, everything goes to you. So are you happy now to have everything? I may look happy and cheerful on the outside, but it feels as if I'm all alone inside. Nobody knows the feeling, I don't think anyone knows. Do you know that because of you, I changed alot this year? Not to say them, I, myself, also don't know where the cheerful and lively Sandy went to. I miss laughing and smiling like before, I miss having true friends arnd/ beside me, always there to lend a helping hand. Now, I'm left with nothing. I think about it, I cry, why is that so?
If you think that the person I'm talking about is you, then maybe it's really you. But you never know the truth, cos Sandy is so full of lies and everything now. She's really tired, tired of wearing that ugly mask. When can I ever remove that mask and be myself once again?
# When all's a lie;
Written on: Thursday, February 01, 2007 Time: 1:34 PM
Why is it always me?
Why must things all happen at the same time? I wouldn't mind if they're good stuff but sadly, they're not. Thought I could do footdrill finally and what happened? At this point of time, my knee just had to give me problems again. And know, it's not only the knee. What's happening? Then my body temperature is mad. My hands are so super cold and yet my face is so super hot. Am I having a cold or a fever?
Okay, it's not like I want this to happen and make everyone miserable right. Maybe it was really my very own fault right the beginning to talk and mention about it. Charis said it was not wrong to mention about it but it's like, why did things turn out this way? Who's going to give me an answer? Or maybe, I should be the one giving myself a good answer. I owe her an explanation, I owe myself an explanation, I owe everyone an explanation. I know you guys don't want to see things like this but then, it's really not easy. Not that I wanna be mean and evil but I really can't bring myself to laugh and smile like before. It's not cos of you, but it seems like I've been faking a smile all along when I'm with others too. I want things to go back to normal as well, but how? I started it first, so maybe I should be the one taking the first step? I'm dumb, will someone teach me how? It feels like I'm all alone here, without anyone. Okay, my keyboard is getting wet, I don't wish to continue.
