This might be my last chance So maybe I should take it I just hope you're listening To everything I'm saying I miss the long drives, the car rides The bad fights, the good times The way you make me feel Will never leave my mind Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone Think of you later in my empty room Where I, I will fall asleep alone
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Tired tired tired O:
Written on: Wednesday, May 30, 2007 Time: 12:02 PM
Tired. Mentally and Physically. I need a shoulder to lie on, and A listening ear for me to rant.
& I know it'll never be YOU, cos you never bothered to ask why (:
Okay I think I should turn off the com soon cos I'm really tired. Tmrw's the last day of LTC, then still got campfire at Hwachong until night time. I hope I won't end up sleeping there ):
I'm glad you're there all the while, & It's nice to know that someone actually cares. <3
Written on: Sunday, May 27, 2007 Time: 1:16 PM
ROAR,
Why is it always youuuu? ):
I finished my LA compre except for summary, hoho. Though it's not alot but I'm still proud of myself (: Met Sheena to get her Chinese Textbook and gao zhi (: Then met Jialing. Macs is better than Long John Silver's eh? HAHA. The lousy woman O:
Oxide is the cool!
Then when they're going to leave for their NJ dancenight, Sheena realised she left her ticket at home O: She's the best, haha.
Goose man, haha I found this photo of a thief in my com! Let me show everyone :D
HAHAHA. Miss Tsang Weiyi stole a police car from 205 classroom last year and escaped with it. Heh, actually is the both of us lah O: We took their police car cum taxi and went arnd the school with it. Lol, if you flip the police car over, it's a taxi, cool eh? Yeah just happen to see this photo in my folder so I decided to post it (: Weiyi looks retarded, as usual :x
I want my report book, it's with Weiyi ): Rah. Okay, shall not blog anymore, cos yah (: I'm going to talk to my brother in order to discover more interesting stuff! Hehheh, so exciting! :D
Didn't have CCA today, so the few of us stayed back to pack First Aid stuff for LTC then wanted to go home with Yenjin but Weiyi called. Stayed back to wait for her to return to school, we wanted to go Junction8 initially but ended up staying up in school -.-
I feel damn guilty now please! I ate non-stop O: As in really is never stop lah, finish smth, buy another thing to eat. Eat drink eat drink O: Roar, I'm such a pig. I'm not scared of growing fat or whatsoever, but I'm just guilty. Haha, what am I saying O: But it's not about the money (HAHA, Weiyi -.-) Aiyah, I don't know what am I talking about! Nevermind! Hur.
Why is my com hanging! Grah, I'm pissed. HAHA. I want to call someone to talktalktalk (:
Oh, footdrill ytd was funnnn! We learnt finish the whole footdrill syllabus alrd, yoohoo man (: Heh. We had this trial commanding thing, and it was so malu D: Then I malu-ed myself cos I did quite a number of wrong stuff. What was I thinking then O: The Zhee and Weiyi were walking to and fro non-stop lah, irritating people, haha. It was the sec4s last official CCA session, quite sad ):
Gooseness, I've no content to blog about alrd. I want to scold someone! I wanna scold my Mr. RK-Right Knee ): Roar, why do you always choose the wrong time to go for a battle! Fight fight fight then damn pain lahhh, now you even got another soldier Mr. LK-Left Knee, to join you. What if you lose the battle very badly one dayyyy? You can't die on me ): I need you to do alot of stuff. Don't worry, I promise I'll take good care of you too (:
Okay the knee thing was so random. Tags reply!
Ci Yesssss! Colouring rocks :D We should all promote the colouring spirit :D Larrie Eh, I'm not aging ): You always say I'm aging. Roar, bite your head off. But nvm, being mature and sensible, I'll be nice and forgive you (: Yenjin Hahah, it's alright. You still went home with me today! Wait, you didn't! You went with Weiyi and Shuhui ): But nvm, heh :D Lydia Hahah share the pain with you? No thanks (: You can enjoy the melody of the music (: Iris Why you don't like footdrill! Footdrill is nice, rocks lah (: Hahah. And I'm not angry with you today (: Lol. Chinwen You're welcome! Ay sorry ah, cos like not bear not lion O: But nvm, looking at it, means looking at Sandy (: So you won't miss me too much during the hols :D Yay. And my posts are not funny lorh -.- Haha Jo MOVIEEEEE (: During hols bahhh (: Yeah yah. This coming monday cannot yah. Cos I got camp yah. Hahah yah, you go arrange yah (: Lovess.
Heh, I forgot to mention smth! Weiyi the Wendy bought me a disney colouring book :D Cool bi4! Thank youuuu (:
I'm holding on by letting go of you (:
Written on: Tuesday, May 22, 2007 Time: 11:29 AM
First day of sabbats. *Yawns man* O: Haha, BINGO rocks (: My group was playing with Bingo, oops.
Oh I'm going to rmb colour pencils tmrw! To colour the pictures in the coursebook (: Hoho. I love colouring! Yay man.
Weiyi and I, we're the best please. We changed one side of our shoes with each other in Chemistry Lab 4, then after school, she actually went for trng wearing the mismatched pair of shoes. Haha, and I didn't realise it too until she came running back -.- My shoe is nicer to wear, cushion cushion :D Heh.
Currently, investigating or rather discovering interesting stuff with Sheenana on Friendster. Haha, fun fun (:
I've got no go-home-partner tmrw! Unless Yenyen returns from her AMKSS Invest. Who wanna be nice and go home with me (: Will you want to go home with me? (:
HIDE-AND-SEEK, cool man :D And people owe me letters! (:
Written on: Monday, May 21, 2007 Time: 7:45 AM
I love orange juice (: Haha okay kinda random, ignore that.
My brother's out for trng at some weird camp place and he'll be back only at arnd 9. Cool man, peace for the rest of the day (: He went to hit my head just now cos I kept laughing. I'm stupid enough alrd lor! Poo.
I was talking to Larissa online, she gave me this question and told me to guess what her Primary2 sister answered:
larissa; says: oh you want to know how good natnat's english is? larissa; says: the qn: the birds / seeds / are feeding / with / children sandy, / discovering happiness (: says: the birds are feeding seeds with children! sandy, / discovering happiness (: says: AY WAIT NO sandy, / discovering happiness (: says: children are feeding the birds with seeds! yay man larissa; says: nat nat put the birds are feeding children with seeds larissa; says: hahaha larissa; says: sandy ah, the birds are feeding the seeds with children, your english even better hor
Gooseness please, I actually answered the birds are feeding seeds with children! O: Hahaha.
Why is this happening now? I took this first step to ask you, but you denied. I believed you cos I knew you had no reason to bluff me. I was hoping things would get better but what turned out that day proved me wrong, totally wrong. Why everyone else except me? You can't say that I didn't care, I asked you so many times before. I really don't rmb doing anything, so what's the reason behind all these? I'm tired of all these, I did my best but you took it for granted. I'm tired, really tired. Tell me what to do ):
Going out again later, bleh. And this holiday is so not going to be a holliday. What's with all those homeworks, SIAs and what nots ):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY BARNEY, loves.
for sandy!
Written on: Thursday, May 17, 2007 Time: 9:24 PM
hello xiaopng (: since you asked me to blog for you, here i am haha :D
today was such a bad day for me la ): and i'm so sad over the fact that my class is going to die. DIE. and i don't want to miss LTC i really don't want to. but what if i get suspended from cca for that one week! THAT ONE IMPT WEEK ): helppp )x ohman i failed a lot of stuff. school is so depressing.
on the other hand, sandy is lazy (: and she's talking on the phone and smsing me. the end. at least i blogged a bit ;D
love, IRIS :D
Written on: Time: 11:43 AM
Listen to your hear; Even though it's on the left, But it's always right.
True? Haha, think think think.
I've seen the picture It's written all over your face Tell me, what's the secret That you've been hiding Who's gonna take my place I've should've seen it coming I should've read the signs
It doesn't take much to learn when the bridges that you burn Leave you stranded feeling alone It doesn't take much to cry when you're living in a lie And deceiving that someone who cares
Once again, I'm thinking about taking the easy way out But if I let you go, I will never know
It's another melancholic smile;
Written on: Time: 10:48 AM
I think I malu-ed myself alot today, no face alrd lorh. Haha.
During Chem lesson, the rubbish truck came by and made alot of noise, then Mr Kuo was like can I take a stone to throw at it? And I was like: It's just a stone's throw away. I thought I said it damn softly, until the whole class turned arnd and Mr Kuo gave me that look x( Aiyah, nvm lah, since I always say the wrong stuff to make him wanna smack me, heh.
Ay I forgot what I wanna type leh. Rar.
Lala. Today is the ya day ya :D Cool man. Hoho, Miss LSS claims that Weiyi and I are cartoons -.- Wei shen me lorhhhh! Then Mr Kuo also say I can go be some comedian, pangsai. Haha.
No matter it's a female or male, As long as he/she acts, He/She is called an actor.
No matter it's a female or male, As long as he/she is in charge of the class, He/She is called a monitor.
No matter it's a female or male, As long as he/she draws, He/She is called a drawer!
Mrs Tan was talking about this, then I came up with the one in bold :D I'm so talented please! Though it's very lame, but I think it's very cute :D :D
Yay. Iris the Li Ling is sending me songs :D Heh! I still think Iris the Siow sounds nicer :O *Iris smacks Sandy, Sandy runs away from Iris* Hohoho.
Written on: Wednesday, May 16, 2007 Time: 1:06 PM
Happiness is not about finding; It's about discovering.
If you think that you can continue like this, so be it. I don't wish to hate you now, but if things continue like this, I'm afraid I'll just explode one day; maybe in front of you, maybe not. If I disappear, don't ask why I'm gone, cos you never bothered right from the start. Don't ask and show your concern only when you've lost it/someone. Even if things can be solved, I can guarantee you that things will never be the same as before. The mark, the scar you leave behind will stay there forever.
A change is what you need. So long that it has become a habit of yours, a bad habit. I know it's not easy to change within a short period of time, but at least try, try your best to change. Changing not only for others but most imptly, yourself. Start now or it'll be too late if you're to realise it later.
I don't know why am I typing all these. There's no point, cos I know you'll not know this is for you. Even if you do, you'll just pretend to not see anyth and turn away. Like I've said, it has alrd become a bad habit of yours. So much that it has affected your character, your life, your friends arnd you.
Written on: Time: 12:33 PM
I want it to rain tmrw morninggg! Boo.
& I have a sudden craving for ice-cream cake now, heheh.
Okay, I feel so fresh and nice and accomplished now. Cos I just showered finished, then before that, I talked on my handphone (radiation O:) with Weiyi for almost 50 minutes, and I also finished Zihui's letter! At least I did some stuff, better than past few days; when I stoned for most of the time. Hoho.
I feel so nice towards Zihui please. During LTC briefing today, Miss Ong was asking for volunteers to be Day2 I/Cs. Zihui shouted out my name just because I owe her a letter! Grah, like that also can lorhhh -.- Poopoo. Her letter has 9 stickers on it! Cool man (: I wanna go buy more stickers, haha.
After LTC, went SAC to play. Hahah, pillow fight makes people tired D: And because of it, I've a small cut on my leg now. Lala.
YAY, I have smth to announce! I formed a club today! It's the Pom Pom Club :D Weiyi, Hanjing and I have the word: PPCM (Pom Pom Club Member) written on our hands/arms. And the PPC sticker on our left thumb's fingernail :D Join the club now! Currently, PPC has 3 members. Lol, abit sad but nvm.
Okay, I think I should stop blogging today cos it's so meaningless and boring. Yet another aimless and meaningless post D:What's wrong mannnn.
Written on: Tuesday, May 15, 2007 Time: 10:30 AM
Things are much better today (:
Heh. I ate alot today, yes, again. But nvm, eating makes people happy. Well, at least it makes me happy so I don't care (: I ate Kit-Kat chunky white again. I've eaten like don't know how many bars of it alrd :O Ay Weiyi! You promised on Friday to eat Kit-Kat chunky white with me horhhhhh. So must get well soonsoon and come back to school tmrw! Yay :D
I love today's dinner (: Mummy cooked nice noodles! & I realised I haven't eaten a single grain of rice today. Haha it doesn't matter anyway. And my clever mummy bought banana milk thinking it's fresh milk -.- Rar and I'm to finish up that whole thing please, save me someone.
Thanks Ruimin (: Stop scolding me stupid when I say sorry okayyy! Rar, bite the star off your forehead! Hehe (:
Written on: Monday, May 14, 2007 Time: 5:37 AM
Rahaha, hello everyone :D Just came back from Serangoon/Hougang. Haha, I don't even know what's that place. Okay nvm.
Went to do Geog SIA Proposal with Zhiyi and Hanjing at KAP ytd. Hoho, I woke up at 0800 when I'm supposed to leave at 0800. But when Zhiyi and I reached, we called Hanjing and realised that our dearest Miss Lee Hanhan's still sleeping. Hahaha, she's the best please. We were productive! Heh :D After that I wanted to go back school to check some stuff but I was too lazy by then, heh.
So I went to meet Gillian :D Hoho. Then later Weiyi called me and she ended up meeting us. Haha, the both of them had the same birthday luh. Lol. I bet the both of them were damn pissed with me due to the overwhelming Bio SIA stuff. Wrapping the leaf with tissue paper is damn cool please! Hahaha!
While we were walking to the MRT station, I heard this person say smth like: What does a producer do? So I said: Produce lah! Guess what? The person replied smth like: She's right/I agree. She said a producer is there to produce. I can't really rmb what he said lah, cos I didn't hear it. Until I saw Gillian and Weiyi laughing like some dingdongs -.- Rar, but that person wasn't talking about me lor, I was like so far away :/ Haha.
After that Gillian and I went AMK Hub. I didn't buy my nice nice breaddddd x( I forgot about it please! Boohoo. And I was rather guilty cos I spent all money on food. I ate damn alot ytd, which is a good or bad sign? :O Heh. Ran hou, we went Tracie's house :D
It's rainingggggg. Oh! I changed my password for my phone and I tried locking my phone ytd but I couldn't cos I forgot the password. Well done please, I'm like the best -.- Bleah.
Okay shall end this real meaningless post. Haha.
Written on: Friday, May 11, 2007 Time: 12:38 PM
Rar, I'm so tired. I don't even know why I'm so tired, haha. I'm also sick lahhh :( Where are you
- Life is about making choices, the right ones. Every step we take leads us to a different ending. Every decision we make will leave an impact on our lives. Happy memories will stay and be etched in our hearts; the sad and painful memories will stay with us forever too. No matter what happens, we still have to move on and continue with life cos' there're so many stuff out there for us to discover. We have to walk further down the road in order to see what's there. There'll be light at the end of the tunnel; (:
Written on: Thursday, May 10, 2007 Time: 11:34 AM
I've nothing to do. So aimless, without a goal, without a direction to head to. I want to be occupied with lots of stuff so I will stop thinking. Thinking too much is not good, it kills your brain cells (:
Will I be like that guy in the Unseen Poetry? So aimless and ending up going to steal a snowman. Hurhur. I'm being stupid, anw there's no snowman in Singapore for me to steal anyway. Rob my joy; & People who have plans don't say.
the river runs and the river hides out to the ocean and under the sky i promise you the answer will come hold on to patience and watch for the sign everything in its time
I guess she's right afterall.
Written on: Wednesday, May 09, 2007 Time: 11:28 AM
We're just afraid to be alone. We're just too selfish to notice the ones arnd us. We're just trying to feel more secured and loved by others. We're just so stubborn that we don't want to listen to others.
Sometimes, we just care about what we want. We don't spare a thought for others, we don't look arnd and see who's there for us, staying by our side all the while. And sometimes we just neglect our loved ones. Life's just like that; we are selfish. Admit it.
Be yourself, don't try to make up a lie just to cover everyth up. People will still know the truth at the end. Instead of trying to change others' opinions of you by doing all sorts of stuff, why don't reflect and change yourself instead? I think it's just about facing the music and realising what's actually wrong. I think I've been a bad girl recently, I should self-reflect (:
Written on: Tuesday, May 08, 2007 Time: 12:12 PM
HELLO HELLO :D
I'm very high now :D Then mummy says I'm too noisy. Shall go eat fruits later :D Haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVELYN AND JASMINE! LOVELOVE!
Sheena was being nice today, waiting for me to go home after NAPFA. Heh, thanks twinnie :D I love talking to Sheena on the bus, and I bet she loves talking to me too :D Haha okay I'm being stupid.
And Ruimin was the best today. She went to school with a pair of shoes that were not matching, lol. What a smart girl, she deserves a plague O:
Ohohoh! ( Okay well done, I went to do other stuff and by the time I returned to this page, I forgot what I wanna type -.-) Rar, it's smth very nice and exciting but I forgot, well done! ):
Lala, I'm so free today. Shall go make my schedule thing thing then write letters if I'm feeling nice :D
Written on: Monday, May 07, 2007 Time: 11:29 AM
I took the first step but you chose to ignore. If that's what you really want, I'm fine with it.
I don't wanna go school tmrw ):
Written on: Saturday, May 05, 2007 Time: 2:11 PM
Sometimes I wonder if I should delete this blog. Hur.
It was only ytd then I realised how they felt in the past. Haha, how foolish to believe you. You broke it again, what's there left for me to say. & I'm feeling this way only cos you mean so much to me. Know what? I'm not the only one feeling this way. When will you ever spare a thought for those arnd you?
Fine, I can't be bothered about you anymore.
Yenjin just smsed me to tell me smth. She said she's watching this show and the company that produced the show is called WELL DONE PRODUCTIONS. Haha! My production, mine mine mine :D
Then Iris got a shock ytd when my little cousin called her. Cos she called me but I was at the other room, then later my little cousin told me that someone called, so I told her to call back and Iris was wondering since when was my voice so cute. Tsk lor, my voice is cute too okay! Haha, she asked if I wanna join some don't know what thing with her, Amanda, Evelyn and Kaiyun. Sounds fun, just like wide game! I love wide games though they're tiring :/
Hoho, I'm eating ice cream nowwww :D Oh I love my mummy cos she bought me Honeystars. Yay man.
Rar, Math 8.2 -.- , Geog SIA proposal, Chinese SIA (HAHAHA), Geog Assignment and what else? Homework sucks lah.
Okay, bye everyone!
Tired tired tired O:
Written on: Wednesday, May 30, 2007 Time: 12:02 PM
Tired. Mentally and Physically. I need a shoulder to lie on, and A listening ear for me to rant.
& I know it'll never be YOU, cos you never bothered to ask why (:
Okay I think I should turn off the com soon cos I'm really tired. Tmrw's the last day of LTC, then still got campfire at Hwachong until night time. I hope I won't end up sleeping there ):
I'm glad you're there all the while, & It's nice to know that someone actually cares. <3
Written on: Sunday, May 27, 2007 Time: 1:16 PM
ROAR,
Why is it always youuuu? ):
I finished my LA compre except for summary, hoho. Though it's not alot but I'm still proud of myself (: Met Sheena to get her Chinese Textbook and gao zhi (: Then met Jialing. Macs is better than Long John Silver's eh? HAHA. The lousy woman O:
Oxide is the cool!
Then when they're going to leave for their NJ dancenight, Sheena realised she left her ticket at home O: She's the best, haha.
Goose man, haha I found this photo of a thief in my com! Let me show everyone :D
HAHAHA. Miss Tsang Weiyi stole a police car from 205 classroom last year and escaped with it. Heh, actually is the both of us lah O: We took their police car cum taxi and went arnd the school with it. Lol, if you flip the police car over, it's a taxi, cool eh? Yeah just happen to see this photo in my folder so I decided to post it (: Weiyi looks retarded, as usual :x
I want my report book, it's with Weiyi ): Rah. Okay, shall not blog anymore, cos yah (: I'm going to talk to my brother in order to discover more interesting stuff! Hehheh, so exciting! :D
Didn't have CCA today, so the few of us stayed back to pack First Aid stuff for LTC then wanted to go home with Yenjin but Weiyi called. Stayed back to wait for her to return to school, we wanted to go Junction8 initially but ended up staying up in school -.-
I feel damn guilty now please! I ate non-stop O: As in really is never stop lah, finish smth, buy another thing to eat. Eat drink eat drink O: Roar, I'm such a pig. I'm not scared of growing fat or whatsoever, but I'm just guilty. Haha, what am I saying O: But it's not about the money (HAHA, Weiyi -.-) Aiyah, I don't know what am I talking about! Nevermind! Hur.
Why is my com hanging! Grah, I'm pissed. HAHA. I want to call someone to talktalktalk (:
Oh, footdrill ytd was funnnn! We learnt finish the whole footdrill syllabus alrd, yoohoo man (: Heh. We had this trial commanding thing, and it was so malu D: Then I malu-ed myself cos I did quite a number of wrong stuff. What was I thinking then O: The Zhee and Weiyi were walking to and fro non-stop lah, irritating people, haha. It was the sec4s last official CCA session, quite sad ):
Gooseness, I've no content to blog about alrd. I want to scold someone! I wanna scold my Mr. RK-Right Knee ): Roar, why do you always choose the wrong time to go for a battle! Fight fight fight then damn pain lahhh, now you even got another soldier Mr. LK-Left Knee, to join you. What if you lose the battle very badly one dayyyy? You can't die on me ): I need you to do alot of stuff. Don't worry, I promise I'll take good care of you too (:
Okay the knee thing was so random. Tags reply!
Ci Yesssss! Colouring rocks :D We should all promote the colouring spirit :D Larrie Eh, I'm not aging ): You always say I'm aging. Roar, bite your head off. But nvm, being mature and sensible, I'll be nice and forgive you (: Yenjin Hahah, it's alright. You still went home with me today! Wait, you didn't! You went with Weiyi and Shuhui ): But nvm, heh :D Lydia Hahah share the pain with you? No thanks (: You can enjoy the melody of the music (: Iris Why you don't like footdrill! Footdrill is nice, rocks lah (: Hahah. And I'm not angry with you today (: Lol. Chinwen You're welcome! Ay sorry ah, cos like not bear not lion O: But nvm, looking at it, means looking at Sandy (: So you won't miss me too much during the hols :D Yay. And my posts are not funny lorh -.- Haha Jo MOVIEEEEE (: During hols bahhh (: Yeah yah. This coming monday cannot yah. Cos I got camp yah. Hahah yah, you go arrange yah (: Lovess.
Heh, I forgot to mention smth! Weiyi the Wendy bought me a disney colouring book :D Cool bi4! Thank youuuu (:
I'm holding on by letting go of you (:
Written on: Tuesday, May 22, 2007 Time: 11:29 AM
First day of sabbats. *Yawns man* O: Haha, BINGO rocks (: My group was playing with Bingo, oops.
Oh I'm going to rmb colour pencils tmrw! To colour the pictures in the coursebook (: Hoho. I love colouring! Yay man.
Weiyi and I, we're the best please. We changed one side of our shoes with each other in Chemistry Lab 4, then after school, she actually went for trng wearing the mismatched pair of shoes. Haha, and I didn't realise it too until she came running back -.- My shoe is nicer to wear, cushion cushion :D Heh.
Currently, investigating or rather discovering interesting stuff with Sheenana on Friendster. Haha, fun fun (:
I've got no go-home-partner tmrw! Unless Yenyen returns from her AMKSS Invest. Who wanna be nice and go home with me (: Will you want to go home with me? (:
HIDE-AND-SEEK, cool man :D And people owe me letters! (:
Written on: Monday, May 21, 2007 Time: 7:45 AM
I love orange juice (: Haha okay kinda random, ignore that.
My brother's out for trng at some weird camp place and he'll be back only at arnd 9. Cool man, peace for the rest of the day (: He went to hit my head just now cos I kept laughing. I'm stupid enough alrd lor! Poo.
I was talking to Larissa online, she gave me this question and told me to guess what her Primary2 sister answered:
larissa; says: oh you want to know how good natnat's english is? larissa; says: the qn: the birds / seeds / are feeding / with / children sandy, / discovering happiness (: says: the birds are feeding seeds with children! sandy, / discovering happiness (: says: AY WAIT NO sandy, / discovering happiness (: says: children are feeding the birds with seeds! yay man larissa; says: nat nat put the birds are feeding children with seeds larissa; says: hahaha larissa; says: sandy ah, the birds are feeding the seeds with children, your english even better hor
Gooseness please, I actually answered the birds are feeding seeds with children! O: Hahaha.
Why is this happening now? I took this first step to ask you, but you denied. I believed you cos I knew you had no reason to bluff me. I was hoping things would get better but what turned out that day proved me wrong, totally wrong. Why everyone else except me? You can't say that I didn't care, I asked you so many times before. I really don't rmb doing anything, so what's the reason behind all these? I'm tired of all these, I did my best but you took it for granted. I'm tired, really tired. Tell me what to do ):
Going out again later, bleh. And this holiday is so not going to be a holliday. What's with all those homeworks, SIAs and what nots ):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY BARNEY, loves.
for sandy!
Written on: Thursday, May 17, 2007 Time: 9:24 PM
hello xiaopng (: since you asked me to blog for you, here i am haha :D
today was such a bad day for me la ): and i'm so sad over the fact that my class is going to die. DIE. and i don't want to miss LTC i really don't want to. but what if i get suspended from cca for that one week! THAT ONE IMPT WEEK ): helppp )x ohman i failed a lot of stuff. school is so depressing.
on the other hand, sandy is lazy (: and she's talking on the phone and smsing me. the end. at least i blogged a bit ;D
love, IRIS :D
Written on: Time: 11:43 AM
Listen to your hear; Even though it's on the left, But it's always right.
True? Haha, think think think.
I've seen the picture It's written all over your face Tell me, what's the secret That you've been hiding Who's gonna take my place I've should've seen it coming I should've read the signs
It doesn't take much to learn when the bridges that you burn Leave you stranded feeling alone It doesn't take much to cry when you're living in a lie And deceiving that someone who cares
Once again, I'm thinking about taking the easy way out But if I let you go, I will never know
It's another melancholic smile;
Written on: Time: 10:48 AM
I think I malu-ed myself alot today, no face alrd lorh. Haha.
During Chem lesson, the rubbish truck came by and made alot of noise, then Mr Kuo was like can I take a stone to throw at it? And I was like: It's just a stone's throw away. I thought I said it damn softly, until the whole class turned arnd and Mr Kuo gave me that look x( Aiyah, nvm lah, since I always say the wrong stuff to make him wanna smack me, heh.
Ay I forgot what I wanna type leh. Rar.
Lala. Today is the ya day ya :D Cool man. Hoho, Miss LSS claims that Weiyi and I are cartoons -.- Wei shen me lorhhhh! Then Mr Kuo also say I can go be some comedian, pangsai. Haha.
No matter it's a female or male, As long as he/she acts, He/She is called an actor.
No matter it's a female or male, As long as he/she is in charge of the class, He/She is called a monitor.
No matter it's a female or male, As long as he/she draws, He/She is called a drawer!
Mrs Tan was talking about this, then I came up with the one in bold :D I'm so talented please! Though it's very lame, but I think it's very cute :D :D
Yay. Iris the Li Ling is sending me songs :D Heh! I still think Iris the Siow sounds nicer :O *Iris smacks Sandy, Sandy runs away from Iris* Hohoho.
Written on: Wednesday, May 16, 2007 Time: 1:06 PM
Happiness is not about finding; It's about discovering.
If you think that you can continue like this, so be it. I don't wish to hate you now, but if things continue like this, I'm afraid I'll just explode one day; maybe in front of you, maybe not. If I disappear, don't ask why I'm gone, cos you never bothered right from the start. Don't ask and show your concern only when you've lost it/someone. Even if things can be solved, I can guarantee you that things will never be the same as before. The mark, the scar you leave behind will stay there forever.
A change is what you need. So long that it has become a habit of yours, a bad habit. I know it's not easy to change within a short period of time, but at least try, try your best to change. Changing not only for others but most imptly, yourself. Start now or it'll be too late if you're to realise it later.
I don't know why am I typing all these. There's no point, cos I know you'll not know this is for you. Even if you do, you'll just pretend to not see anyth and turn away. Like I've said, it has alrd become a bad habit of yours. So much that it has affected your character, your life, your friends arnd you.
Written on: Time: 12:33 PM
I want it to rain tmrw morninggg! Boo.
& I have a sudden craving for ice-cream cake now, heheh.
Okay, I feel so fresh and nice and accomplished now. Cos I just showered finished, then before that, I talked on my handphone (radiation O:) with Weiyi for almost 50 minutes, and I also finished Zihui's letter! At least I did some stuff, better than past few days; when I stoned for most of the time. Hoho.
I feel so nice towards Zihui please. During LTC briefing today, Miss Ong was asking for volunteers to be Day2 I/Cs. Zihui shouted out my name just because I owe her a letter! Grah, like that also can lorhhh -.- Poopoo. Her letter has 9 stickers on it! Cool man (: I wanna go buy more stickers, haha.
After LTC, went SAC to play. Hahah, pillow fight makes people tired D: And because of it, I've a small cut on my leg now. Lala.
YAY, I have smth to announce! I formed a club today! It's the Pom Pom Club :D Weiyi, Hanjing and I have the word: PPCM (Pom Pom Club Member) written on our hands/arms. And the PPC sticker on our left thumb's fingernail :D Join the club now! Currently, PPC has 3 members. Lol, abit sad but nvm.
Okay, I think I should stop blogging today cos it's so meaningless and boring. Yet another aimless and meaningless post D:What's wrong mannnn.
Written on: Tuesday, May 15, 2007 Time: 10:30 AM
Things are much better today (:
Heh. I ate alot today, yes, again. But nvm, eating makes people happy. Well, at least it makes me happy so I don't care (: I ate Kit-Kat chunky white again. I've eaten like don't know how many bars of it alrd :O Ay Weiyi! You promised on Friday to eat Kit-Kat chunky white with me horhhhhh. So must get well soonsoon and come back to school tmrw! Yay :D
I love today's dinner (: Mummy cooked nice noodles! & I realised I haven't eaten a single grain of rice today. Haha it doesn't matter anyway. And my clever mummy bought banana milk thinking it's fresh milk -.- Rar and I'm to finish up that whole thing please, save me someone.
Thanks Ruimin (: Stop scolding me stupid when I say sorry okayyy! Rar, bite the star off your forehead! Hehe (:
Written on: Monday, May 14, 2007 Time: 5:37 AM
Rahaha, hello everyone :D Just came back from Serangoon/Hougang. Haha, I don't even know what's that place. Okay nvm.
Went to do Geog SIA Proposal with Zhiyi and Hanjing at KAP ytd. Hoho, I woke up at 0800 when I'm supposed to leave at 0800. But when Zhiyi and I reached, we called Hanjing and realised that our dearest Miss Lee Hanhan's still sleeping. Hahaha, she's the best please. We were productive! Heh :D After that I wanted to go back school to check some stuff but I was too lazy by then, heh.
So I went to meet Gillian :D Hoho. Then later Weiyi called me and she ended up meeting us. Haha, the both of them had the same birthday luh. Lol. I bet the both of them were damn pissed with me due to the overwhelming Bio SIA stuff. Wrapping the leaf with tissue paper is damn cool please! Hahaha!
While we were walking to the MRT station, I heard this person say smth like: What does a producer do? So I said: Produce lah! Guess what? The person replied smth like: She's right/I agree. She said a producer is there to produce. I can't really rmb what he said lah, cos I didn't hear it. Until I saw Gillian and Weiyi laughing like some dingdongs -.- Rar, but that person wasn't talking about me lor, I was like so far away :/ Haha.
After that Gillian and I went AMK Hub. I didn't buy my nice nice breaddddd x( I forgot about it please! Boohoo. And I was rather guilty cos I spent all money on food. I ate damn alot ytd, which is a good or bad sign? :O Heh. Ran hou, we went Tracie's house :D
It's rainingggggg. Oh! I changed my password for my phone and I tried locking my phone ytd but I couldn't cos I forgot the password. Well done please, I'm like the best -.- Bleah.
Okay shall end this real meaningless post. Haha.
Written on: Friday, May 11, 2007 Time: 12:38 PM
Rar, I'm so tired. I don't even know why I'm so tired, haha. I'm also sick lahhh :( Where are you
- Life is about making choices, the right ones. Every step we take leads us to a different ending. Every decision we make will leave an impact on our lives. Happy memories will stay and be etched in our hearts; the sad and painful memories will stay with us forever too. No matter what happens, we still have to move on and continue with life cos' there're so many stuff out there for us to discover. We have to walk further down the road in order to see what's there. There'll be light at the end of the tunnel; (:
Written on: Thursday, May 10, 2007 Time: 11:34 AM
I've nothing to do. So aimless, without a goal, without a direction to head to. I want to be occupied with lots of stuff so I will stop thinking. Thinking too much is not good, it kills your brain cells (:
Will I be like that guy in the Unseen Poetry? So aimless and ending up going to steal a snowman. Hurhur. I'm being stupid, anw there's no snowman in Singapore for me to steal anyway. Rob my joy; & People who have plans don't say.
the river runs and the river hides out to the ocean and under the sky i promise you the answer will come hold on to patience and watch for the sign everything in its time
I guess she's right afterall.
Written on: Wednesday, May 09, 2007 Time: 11:28 AM
We're just afraid to be alone. We're just too selfish to notice the ones arnd us. We're just trying to feel more secured and loved by others. We're just so stubborn that we don't want to listen to others.
Sometimes, we just care about what we want. We don't spare a thought for others, we don't look arnd and see who's there for us, staying by our side all the while. And sometimes we just neglect our loved ones. Life's just like that; we are selfish. Admit it.
Be yourself, don't try to make up a lie just to cover everyth up. People will still know the truth at the end. Instead of trying to change others' opinions of you by doing all sorts of stuff, why don't reflect and change yourself instead? I think it's just about facing the music and realising what's actually wrong. I think I've been a bad girl recently, I should self-reflect (:
Written on: Tuesday, May 08, 2007 Time: 12:12 PM
HELLO HELLO :D
I'm very high now :D Then mummy says I'm too noisy. Shall go eat fruits later :D Haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVELYN AND JASMINE! LOVELOVE!
Sheena was being nice today, waiting for me to go home after NAPFA. Heh, thanks twinnie :D I love talking to Sheena on the bus, and I bet she loves talking to me too :D Haha okay I'm being stupid.
And Ruimin was the best today. She went to school with a pair of shoes that were not matching, lol. What a smart girl, she deserves a plague O:
Ohohoh! ( Okay well done, I went to do other stuff and by the time I returned to this page, I forgot what I wanna type -.-) Rar, it's smth very nice and exciting but I forgot, well done! ):
Lala, I'm so free today. Shall go make my schedule thing thing then write letters if I'm feeling nice :D
Written on: Monday, May 07, 2007 Time: 11:29 AM
I took the first step but you chose to ignore. If that's what you really want, I'm fine with it.
I don't wanna go school tmrw ):
Written on: Saturday, May 05, 2007 Time: 2:11 PM
Sometimes I wonder if I should delete this blog. Hur.
It was only ytd then I realised how they felt in the past. Haha, how foolish to believe you. You broke it again, what's there left for me to say. & I'm feeling this way only cos you mean so much to me. Know what? I'm not the only one feeling this way. When will you ever spare a thought for those arnd you?
Fine, I can't be bothered about you anymore.
Yenjin just smsed me to tell me smth. She said she's watching this show and the company that produced the show is called WELL DONE PRODUCTIONS. Haha! My production, mine mine mine :D
Then Iris got a shock ytd when my little cousin called her. Cos she called me but I was at the other room, then later my little cousin told me that someone called, so I told her to call back and Iris was wondering since when was my voice so cute. Tsk lor, my voice is cute too okay! Haha, she asked if I wanna join some don't know what thing with her, Amanda, Evelyn and Kaiyun. Sounds fun, just like wide game! I love wide games though they're tiring :/
Hoho, I'm eating ice cream nowwww :D Oh I love my mummy cos she bought me Honeystars. Yay man.
Rar, Math 8.2 -.- , Geog SIA proposal, Chinese SIA (HAHAHA), Geog Assignment and what else? Homework sucks lah.
HAHAHA. Miss Tsang Weiyi stole a police car from 205 classroom last year and escaped with it. Heh, actually is the both of us lah O: We took their police car cum taxi and went arnd the school with it. Lol, if you flip the police car over, it's a taxi, cool eh? Yeah just happen to see this photo in my folder so I decided to post it (: Weiyi looks retarded, as usual :x